Ok. update on love life

MUAH! my friend the very delectable Ser Yee, just emailed me saying nice blog, whats a boy suppose to do? abandon the blog lol, so here i am writing once again in this often forgetting piece of whatever.

update on love life .. hmmm it seems to be none.... thing with Eichiiro just dissapated, and i'm not even interested in why, fact is, i lost interest,... i mean, after the initial yay, Im gonna get a boyfriend stage, there just wasnt anything to talk about.. man, honestly, Im gonna look for a malay boyfriend, much more easier to talk to... and one that likes to speak in english for once. anybody interested?

Why do i keep on blogging?

Am I crass? I think I come across as crass. I mean, I read other peoples blogs, and yea i get sleepy sometimes, but most of them are nice.... I mean bloody nice, their lives are nice, their thoughts are nice, their whole blog is "nice". What am i then? Am i crass? I mean, do they censor their own thoughts or mine that is all wrong.. and why oh why dont i post about my feelings and hopes and dreams? why am i blogging anyway, is it that I secretly hope someone is reading this? Or is this just to keep my thoughts alive? why would i want to keep my thoughts alive anyhow, its nothing positive most of the time.

is this some voyeur nature of mine, wait... I am a voyeur but last question is the best. Why do i give other people my blog address when i infact allready realize this blog does not paint a good picture of me?

plus is my writings totally shiit that nobody ever comments on my blog except for the lovely hui min. oh well, I am tempted to force myself to blog everyday but alas I know that will never come true.

OMG!!! I was googled!!!

Ok so I googled myself lol, and guess what i found, this bloody site! and my picture gallery at http://husz.buzznet.com I mean what if my family googled me, all my secrets would be out.. damn thats scary! lol but i have never used anything else besides my name. i also found the old DAYA site.. talk about the scary past... funny,.. even now i still think that is one beautiful site lol, albeit unused lol..

ok back to the story... had 6 days off for hari raya. the first day was spent at TKC. karaoke and celebrating by eating instant malaysian food. damn it was pathetic. the next day we went to Disney Land Park. Had fun but disneysea was much better ;) the day after that Yokohama, talk about BORING!!! 3 days down. shit there is one day which i didnt do anything ... damnit i cant remember.. anyhow on saturday, I went to SMILE again, went there to ask what EICHIIROs number was... but there was a PARTY there... totally forgot it was their 1st year anniversary!... had loads of fun... Eichiiro came later on... stayed there until 5 am the next day lol....

How the date was....

I was too short!!! Went to this little gay bar in UENO, located on the 3rd floor. cute waiter named Yukio san. also Takuya san was there but wasnt my type.... had a few drinks , sang a few songs, then we had to go home. Wanna meet up with eiichiro soon...

Going to Work

Well Im going to work now. Actually showering is more like it.... next month going to start work 2 hours sooner at 7.30 am.... to learn about some other stuff... My god that is gonna suxx but its ok i guess...

i dont want to go!!! oh well see ya

A busy Weekend

Wel well well... this is a quick update...

unexpectedly, I have a packed schedule....
this thursday, I have a date with Eiichiro!!! :) yummy...
he called me last night and we are going out!

oh yea... I'm adding Eiichiro to the hot japanase bois list.

the biggest thing is .... I allready have a two day date with Yoshio... he is coming here all the way from shizuoka which is 500km from my place this friday... meeting him at 24 kaikan. Then i have to come all the way back home at 11pm. wake up the next day at 9am go to japanese class at 10am and meet him again in tokyo central at 1.30pm. talk about packing it in...

well good luck!! hope i have fun and I'll take some pictures ok?

btw this is my picture gallery... http://husz.buzznet.com ... GO VISIT

SEXX in Japan

ok well i got my wish lol

got laid several times to cute japanese men... My gawd there is sooo much cuteness i could die...

ok quick list of hot japan bois...

1)kudo san
2) ri/li san <<< not japanese but who cares
3) yoshio san
4) ito san
5) asahi san

OMG!!! help me!! but its a damn prick not being able to talk in fluent japanese... maybe i should try white men, then i can use english,... lol

Dominion

Dominion

this is a game i play all the time but the real thing is ... Im going to yokohama and osaka tommorow a field trip .. LOL oh wat fun

bored in japan..

well not exactly bored.... but I want to MEET CUTE JAPANESE BOIS but cant do that while stuck in this stupid training center

HOOT!

wow I'm in Japan ..lol is having loads of fun... some really cute guys here... one of them is thai and his name is ekkachai or something ... now he is HOT but everytime I try to speak to him... he bloody doesnt understand me, both japanese and english .. i mean COME ON!!! so now we are reduced to bowing and smiling to each other...

the other one, just became my friend today .. his name is Li san, he is from china.... cute .. really ,... now he i can speak to lol :) hopefully something nice will come up.....

Finnegans

Shiit it is sooo damn hard finding a cafe can upload pictures via digi cam. damnit .. anyhow last nite was at Finnegan's at Bangsar wit My sis and Radhia and Rema. Barbara and Snow came later. had a blast lol there a cute chinese dude named Justin lol I patted his ass. nice. and there was this one india grrl and a matsalleh dude.. she actually tore of his shirt :) wild ...

PARTY!!!!

yea baby I am gonna party so damn hard these few dayz lol!! no time to post man ...

I'll add more juicy details after in Japan! love u guys

Family Day, Send Off Ceremony and other related affairs

Well Family day was a blast .. its been ages since lol but I've been a bit busy! so this is an update... that day I hanged out wit the ol crew and had fun with slides and rides... didnt spend as much time wit the UNITEM boyz as I like ... but had fun nevertheless.... ok... then I went back Johor lol! had a brief one night stand that promises a lenghtier relationship.. the boi's name is Jupri lol a sabahan guy .. I've actually met him twice before so he wasnt a stranger... even snogged him once.. that nite... it was a coincidence and I brought him back,.. stayed in his arms till afternoon then he sent me home :) it was reallly nice....

then THE NEXT DAY, was the big SENDING OFF CEREMONY .. Oh my gawd... everyone was there... all the general managers, executive director... managing director Mr Okazaki... aiyoo I was sooooooo nervous .. and my coughing and sneezing kinda ruined the impression of me . .. oh well and yesterday was nice in class.. no pressures....

well tommorow is the DAY! lol but the bus from JB will only be arriving at 11 am that mean I have to wait for over an hour!!! lol oh well...

lol it seems time flies coz the day after tommorrow is JUSCO's Family Day. Everybody is gonna be there even those from my old store! tmn Universiti bois will be there, me ol chums lol unfortunately not all of em can be there as my old line manager decided to be very cruel and demanded some stay back for the Jcard day.. geez those poor ppl! anyhow hopefully they'll come anyhow... I can twait for the fun to begin!

sorry boys for not updating the blog :) but I'm hooked on warcraft bnet lol ... I just cant help it ... but anyway just wanted to tell you guys I went out wit Inayah last Friday nite. :) she said her frens really wanted to meet me so I said okay :) but it turned out that nite wasnt really a nite out wit frens ... lemme explain ... There was 5 of us there. I knew Inayah, Inayah knew Yokk Jua (or something), he knew Amin. so each of us had met at least 3 someone new :)

well we went out to NUOVO, RM30 entry : ) I actually lost my half drunk beer there :( but it was okay.. the music wasnt really to my liking but i really dug Amin, he was short, a nd wears specs.. really geeky, he went wild everytime he saw someone famous lol or gorgeous :) his mouth and teeth werent exactly attrative but I kinda like it :) he's shy though so i didnt get to dance wit him much lol. and most probably str8.. oh yea he's a virgin too.. honest to god, he confided to me, said wanted to wait till marriage lol..

well thats all.. oh yea,.. there is a story i wanted to tell, something that happened in JB lol but its too wicked and pervy... i dont think its suitable to be printed lol

Sleepy mornings and Lazy days

wrote a whole bunch but like I lost em! darn

anyway the gist of it is ... slept late reading a book by Marion Zimmer Bradley "Age of Chaos". Woke up groggily, kept sleeping off at class.

didnt go out wit sis last nite. good coz they didnt go out. inayah cancelled tonites plans too . so now going to play warcraft! on bnet somemore

Nite at Barflam

okay first of all an update on last nite :) THEN I'll start fixing the various shit with the blog. On monday, I got an SMS from my sis nadia telling me she's here in kl and want to hook up but since monday is like totally shit. i said no thanx. So Yesterday after Japanese Class, I got my friends to drop me off at Ampang point. So basically she was at Coffee Bean, and introduced me to her two friends, Yann, a german dude and his gf Dani, a british gal who hasnt been back to england in like 14 years or something. Rema was also there, a friend of hers from Fairview, cool lady. Well to make things short, we chatted along until 8pm then went back to my sis old place somewhere near. After doing some of my homework there, we headed to barflam. Now I dont like the place, never had and i suspect never will but my sis is a regular there or something. so we stayed for a while then Yann and Dani decided to go to Burger King and there was just me and sister dearie... good thang collins turned up but then my sis and her entourage had to go home because some guy forgot to bring his keys and couldnt get in. Soooo, it was just me and collins. Now, there was this really cute guy, a stafff of barflam that i was looking at and guess what? He's like totally chummy with collins and they were hugging and shit like that, so i was like ... oOoOo... then he was introduced to me oh YEA! the name was Halim now i got a name to go wit my dreams.... lol he's the bouncer even though he was like so small.. I could probably chuck him across the room. but Sooo CUTE!.

BUT being the wuss that I am.. nuthin happened, i didnt make a single move. but i was getting bored fast so i said "lets get outta here, i feel like a little pool". well i didnt say exactly that but the point is the same. so we went to planet scuba. Ok. at this point of time, I'm really tired of writing the damn story so I'm going to shorten it.

we had to wait a bit, the bartender knows collins too. The bartender is cute too. HIS name is Ben. lol is asked for his nuts lol! then we got to play.. played one game.... I won that game because collins put the black ball in lol :) then some dude came over and said "can i play the winner". dude was good, friendly but on the show off scale. his name was donovan. not cute. played with collins for 3 rounds... lol they sucked for pro's the hits was fast and nice but the balls just didnt go where they want them. All thru this time, dude was giving all these advice and shit. then I played with collins for 3 more rounds.. I won all of em lol Collins did not play very well lol.. he was probably pissed off with dude. I was too! i mean even while we were playing... HE WAS STILL GIVING US ADVICE.

lay off it DUDE!

well so long see ya! may you get loads of cute bois

Where have Sugababes gone to?

well its been a month now and still I havent caught Sugababes on MTV or Channel[v] ! i mean come on seriouly! what have you guys got against them?

all i want is one lousy video ,.. i miss them :(

i am soooo trying to get to link comments to this thing. man my head hurts

I just realized something, there might actually be unsuspecting people reading my BS. it strikes me as crazy that anyone would waste their time wit me. I mean honestly its not like i got anything to say or anything lol.

oh well I've been walking around~ wait a minute, I forgot what I was about to say. Lets talk about work. I think i'm getting depressed again coz i dont really care about work. I long for those carefree days with no money and no responsibilities, just spending quality time with my lovable remote.

oh well, I did something that wasnt very nice today lol I actually skipped work to go to the Cybercafe and write this damn post. I must be nuts. Geez I feel like a schoolboy.

okay so I'm back! an updated since the years that have gone by... I got work at JUSCO. Supervisor level still no serious relationships.. actually no relationships at all. but thats not the point, going to JAPAN on August 4, Jusco is sending me on a Japan Management Trainee Program. Yahoo!! sure are gonna have some fun!

on a different note, my dad passed away earlier this year... things are slower now, everybody including my brother seems to be geting their shit together and thats cool. But I still havent really gone through the emotions you're supposed to have when your dad passes away. I dont think I feeel guilty, I guess I'm just waiting for the right moment to mourn or something. I dont know...

I'm trying to get to know the blog better, tried to find a better template last nite but they didnt have those groovy templates they used to have so i guess I'll browse around the site later on..

so in japanese I'll says "Mata Ato De"

well its been ages since i wrote here and since nobody is reading this i wonder why I'm writing. But for starters, I'm going to JAPAN! for 6 months for a management training. This is gonna be so kewl and I'll make sure to write more stuff! I gotta fool around wit the blogger now ... so ciao and see ya soon!