Harry Potter : Goblet of Fire SUCKS bigtime!

Yea, I watched it on my stupid little telly with my friends, illegal pirated cd and even counting that fact, the movie still sucked!! I kept telling myself, I'll watch it at the movies after this but no way am I blowing my money on that movie.

The characters were too simplified, cedric wasn't portrayed better. Better looking, more charismatic. This guy is hufflepuff's legend, he was their hope, their pride their joy. They didnt show the way hufflepuff ganged up with slytherin against gryffindor. Or the alienation that Potter went through. And where the hell was winky and dobby?

The acting went from ok to bad. I am afraid its going to get much worse. there was no emotion, no chemistry. I seriously doubt the director even read the books.

all in all, I hated the movie. victor was ok but he should have been shorter. Hermoine was really beautiful, but they should've let the frizz show more before.

oh btw, an all friend managed to keep in touch. :) it is times like these that I am glad I kept a blog.

oh ya by the way

I got promoted lol.. to Acting Assistant Manager lol.. but the pay is still the same since i didnt make the upgrading... moving to Tebrau City 1st of December.. wish me LUCK!!!

Transgender Wedding Scandal

well, the whole country is all crazy about the "gay" wedding. I think people have gotten even more upset when she said she is not going to go about trying to get it recognized. Some old stupid fuddy duddies are even trying to get the law changed to criminalize us. Gay people I mean. It not like the laws doesn't already criminalize us, they want more... they want to destroy us.

scary. Yes it is getting scary in the country at the moment. Well... Fuck you bitches. I have been thinking what would I do if I was arrested for being gay. I dont know. and I dont think I will ever know until it happens.. but i think it would be scary...

as for me, I am still out... I AM GAY! but thats not the whole of me. But its a very important part of me. So I say, I will not deny who I am come what may....

bring it on.

Confessions of a Mutual Fund Junkie

I actually came across one interesting article on MSN.com, a portal i usually ignore. It was entitled Confessions of a Mutual Fund Junkie. Being a mutual fund agent myself, I was piqued. It really opened my eyes to more possibilities but it is a tad more than confusing due to the different tax systems and financial systems in our countries.

I am posting this link here, so that I can hopefully find that article again to print it =)

ARGH! NO upgrade!!

I found out 2 days ago that I won't be upgraded to G grade. which means no pay rise. I feel awful.. I was blue yesterday but now I am definitely depressed. I dont really mind it that much. Ok I am lying, I do mind. But to make it worse, amongst all of us who went to Japan, I am the only one now not upgraded. Nadzri managed to be upgraded this time.

I guess I did piss somebody off. Or maybe they just dont like me. Anyway, I am happy for my good friends who did to get upgraded but I am sad for me. *sigh*

I will be tendering my resignation on December, thats 2 months notice. Which means, my last day at work would coincide with the last day of my contract. I'll be doing Public Mutual full time then...

oh btw, last night was a busy night for me, pergi beraya kat rumah Zuhar jam 7:30pm, lepas tu gi rumah Ujang @ Meru and last rumah Mak Aini di Port Klang. nice and nice, i was stuffed full near the end tho =)

and thanks K.K. for those kind motivating words =)

life is a sad sad story

When I see how many of my links are dead and why I am too lazy to fix my own page... I just want to cry.

Life is really sad. So many things are happening all at once and I can barely cope. You just cant stay on top for an extended time can you? I am growing colder by the day and I don't think I can do anything about it.

Do you realize when your life becomes one of those dull never ending cycles, like kevin spacey's before the weed in American Beauty?

=) I had some good times... yesterday I blew a cute guy I've been chasing for a year. Sex is much more bountiful than last year. *gawd I wish they'd bloody stop playing that sad song at this cybercafe*

anyway... when shall i stop waiting and just do? I hate it sometimes.. I missed the bus that I didnt want to take this morning.

I want to shout and scream in a crowd but I dont want anybody staring.