There comes a time that no matter how postive we try to be.. we will lapse into melancholy. This has been a bad year.. and these past few weeks have been the worse.
There are no words I can say, and the more I talk about, the more depressed I become. The need to assure those around me that I am alright is unbearable. I try to alleviate the darkness with short burst of amusement.. but in the end... darkness will always be darkness...
