Its a hole

Its been a while. My life have been spiraling down a bottomless pit and even know I should, I continue to destroy myself. I just can't cope with the results of bad decisions after bad decisions. I wish there was somebody to hold me and tell me that things can work out allright but ain't nobody like that in my life. Anyway please somebody save me.................................................. btw I am full of anger so I would probably push u and beat u if u try to save me