I am in LOVE

or as close to it as I've ever been. :D

I met him at Taseq Kelana Jaya.. I just arrived and sat down at the arch. Well, I did a few things beforehand but lets just start there. Along comes this cute cute guy, wearing blue shorts and a sleeveless tank. I was looking at him, and he was looking back and I dont know how I got the guts but I nodded at him. At which point, he mumbled something.. I asked "what?" he said,"Baru datang ke?"

he continued past me to the toilet .. after a moments deliberations, I followed. HAHAHA it was full of people. the guy wasn't anywhere in sight, the 3 stalls had their doors closed probably not vacant. there was the usual ugly old chinese guy standing at the urinal probably flashing his puny dick and there was this one tall chinese guy in a white windbreaker at the sink. HAHA, well I couldnt just very well just leave could I?

so I blew my nose and left :D... he came out afterwards and we started chatting. It was a long while after since his friend came up also to chat or signal or watever.. that we could go somewhere private and get to know each other better :D..

but my god this guy is the real thing I hope. I promised him I wont be looking anymore and shit i mean it. I dont know what the fuck to do about Vince and Eddie. Should I let go now or to see the development with Jeff? HE is gorgeous to me, I love the way he looks, the way he smells, the way he taste. I like the way he kiss and the fact that he finds me hot too.

HAHAHAH updates <<< no la!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK

hehehe usually i would actually go and surf for an appropriate picture.. but I am WAY too lazy to do that .. hahaha which also explains why I havent updated my blog.. still no internet at home and once i get to the cybercafe, first thing I do is check my guys4men messages .. hohohoho and then i just wanna play espando granada or warcraft hohoho.. basically a lazy bum

but i did promise updates right? ok first off work is ok now. hohoh ahhaha having some fun amongst the boring bits.. hey its a living isnt it? sales is really bad this month..

as for ramadhan, at first I though I was try not having sex at all this holy month but alas.. the reformed pervert aint THAT reformed hahahaha.. so x kesampaian la niat ku yg murni.. by puasa ke 6, I dah ada kat TASEK Kelana Jaya .. ok this bit I will delete HAHAHAHAHAH in a week or so.. coz x nak kantoi ngan VINCE.. ko nak MATI!!!???? hehehehe I GERSANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okla so that story berhenti di situ..

anyway, I ada hantar email pendek ucapan selamat menyambut ramadhan kat that one guy yg dulu I tergilakan tapi dia shut me down coz I was too exposed. xpe la.. sometimes i think of him, so i bagi la email.. and he balas.. looks ok la.. maybe boleh jadik kawan..

on other updates.. oh HAKIM is having a berbuka posa at his new place which I have been to many many times hahahaha this Saturday.. thank goodness I cuti hari tue.. tapi Vince hari tue ajak do something.. i dunno la. maybe i ajak dia gi berbuka skali kot.. and I semalam bawak si HAKIM tue gi amek IC kat Kota Damansara hehehhe kena tunggu sejam siot coz depa gi lunch.. tapi dapat gak IC baru.. I nyer gambaq best sgt hahahaha nanti i scan and upload ok? pastu kiteorang gi la cari kerja for him, isi borang bagai kat starbuxx, pastu round2 i nampak guess kids hiring suruh dia gi walk in .. hahahahha and as it turns out,... dia dapat kerja tue! even though as part time je.. anyway.. tadi dia start.. GOOD LUCK HAKIM!!!

Kawan2 Tasek

lol yea beberapa minggu yg lepas I ada gi tasek kelana jaya.. saja je.. tapi kebetulan pula hari tu... kita ditegur ngan ada group nie.. hehehe ceritenyer org yg nak tegur kite tu dtg dekat tapi x berani.. dia gi ke motor.. so kawan dia dtg kata kawan dia nak berkenalan.

tahu apa kite jawab? "Dah kenal dah! dia yg tak ingat! dah lama dah kenal.. dia kerja hotel suka yg abg abg sikit kan?" KABOOOOSH! tepat sekali dugaan anda.. lol .. so in the end... i made 3 friends that night ...

and seterusnya lepas lama lagi lepak kat tasek (xde duit nak cari entertainment lain, so gi tasek la.. murah n dekat) in the end, ada la kenal 8 people now i think lol tapi xde la main coz ntah la.. but its nice u know...

anyway bosan nak citer banyak2.. esok ada photo shoot kat umah orang jam 10 pagi.. .. ... hahahah ko hengat wa ensem? photo shoot makanan la! opis suruh kita masak recipe tu supaya boleh diaorang amek gambor and letak kat product lol advertising agency la katakan.. I am a home economist

Debab Debub Hatiku...

Aku gi Tasek Kelana Jaya lewat jumaat malam. Saje je, nak buang masa... sebab ala ala dah drive by kat situ... baru round sekali dua ada ternampak mamat nie ngan member dia.. sebenarnya terselisih, dia nampak i, i pon nampak dia.. tapi macam last minute gitu.. I ada terpikir macam dia ada tegur I, cuma tak pasti.. because I kalau jumpa jantan first time nie.. memang tak confiden..

tapi i suka la.. lepas tu.. round round lagi.. tapi masih segan2.. pastu.. i contact lens x pakai, spec pon x pakai.. tapi alkisahnya.. 3 kali dia tegur malam tu... baru I berani approach.. so sembang2, last last aku bawa dia gi balik umah. dia dtg ngan fren dia...

nak pendek kan cerita.. i memang suka kat mamat nie.. romen pon best.. konek pon power... and termaktub la.. dah lama betoi i tak ada feeling macam nie... dari pagi tadi tak leh nak lupa.. asyik terpikir pikir.. nak tepon tapi takut.. hantar sms tapi yg last nie dia x reply.. nak tepon tapi mak ada kat ruang tamu lol...

so basically i pon tersengih sengih sorang2.. tapi takut la.. takut cuma ONS je... so macam mana ye? aku nak try juga la.. tapi x nak la sound desperate sangat..

alamak... tapi memang best... siot.. macam budak2 kechik pula...

Ok lah! I update

LOL Sorry!! I am very the sorry...

at first I malas update and then, so much things happened...

the first major thing is... I bergaduh besar ngan my family, my brother has gone psycho crazy because of all the syabu dia tengah guna and the fact that MAS is firing his ass... so things at home masa tu tense la,.. plus my sister baru gave birth to baby Aleya almost 2 months ago, so dia berpantang kat rumah i.. so bertenggek sekali la husband dia yg jelek itu dan anaknya yg a bit brattish tu..

so dengan perangai anak dia yg bossy+pampered campur dengan suhu rumah yg amat panas tu, dengan dia satu family conquer living room tu (astro mesti ikut citarasa diaorang) dengan abg aku menceceh merapu tak make sense about people looking down on him, maka dengan adanya situasi begini,...

pada harijadi adik saya, ketika tengah makan cake, aku tanya la, "kalau ada ais cream nie mesti sedap kan, makan ngan black forest cake", sister sayang i cakap, "ha'ah syok giler". I sambung balik, "Kak long (sister benci), u tahu tak, masa tu, i makan kat TGI fridays, Chocholate Mud Cake dia sedap giler" and THEN mak i mencelah, "Tu masa tu, bukan sekarang kan? dulu masa makan dengan kengkawan kan?" and then I pun flip la, terus cakap, "Mak, what is wrong with you mom?" "Aiks takkan cakap macam tu pun tak boleh?" "Ye lah, with abg yg tengah giler tu" and then i pergi belakang la tengok kalau ais krim yg dahulu tu ada lagi. (benda nie berlaku dalam sekelip mata, both my sisters, yg i benci tu and yg i sayang tu blur je, tak dengar sangat. i tengok dalam freezer, ice cream takde... so i balik la ke tv.. my sister benci blocking... dia tanya "What did u say to mom? dia menangis tu." "Nothing, she was being so sarcastic" "itu hak dia" and then i walked away, pergi naik atas, tapi sebab i sakit hati sangat, i turun balik cakap, "eh kak long, why dont u just move out? go back home, and bring your brattish son with u" my sister menjerit, "WASI!!!! bungkus semua barang barang kite balik sekarang juga"

and so she moved out of the house back to her place. I pon keluar dari rumah tu, pergi tasek kelana jaya utk redakan perasaan, tapi sebab satu jantan pon tak sangkut, makin tension ada la, so in the end, I pon pindah keluar, now i live in bukit Angkasa, pantai dalam (temporary sementara i cari rumah kat klang)

so basically it was a fucked up week but KLiQ weekend WAS A BLAST!!! BLISS is fucking amazing.. and last night at bar Savaugnh was the best thanks to Popon of course. amazing woman.

so ciao.. sekarang nie takde internet so jarang post la nie

of Pizza, Mashed Potatoes and Fried Chicken

well it's a little late but I actually called work and asked for a day off. lol. why? well, because I was sooo tired due to not enough sleep. I actually went to sleep like 5:30am lol. It was actually a busy busy day yesterday or should I say on thursday. started with me waking up late which is usual, and deciding to host a dinner at 4pm lol unfortunately I hadnt done the groceries yet so by the time I managed to prod my cousin to drive me to One Utama and back, i think It was already 7pm.. they were due to arrive at 8:30pm lol.

so I spent like RM93.00 which means I am broke because I tried to charge it to my card but my card was blocked by MAYBANK, i dunno why.. so in the end had to pay cash and now I am broke lol

anyway, I planned to serve homemade pizza, mashed potatoes with gravy and karaage fried chicken. the friend chicken came out nice... very easy to do. the mashed potatoe gravy came out nice too but too little. and the potatoes itself, I wanted to blend the damn thing with milk and butter but my mom said you'll spoil the blender so in the end she hand mixed it. hence a little chuncky. but i know how to make the gravy now MUAHAHAHAHA

pizza never happened.. I made the dough and heated the oven. i shut it off soon after so I could stick the plastic bowl with the dough in it.. so it can have a warm place to rise. unfortunately the heat was too much.. the yeast died and the bowl melted. my mom was sooo pissed!!

but other than the guests came early at 8:00, the food came out late ( my mom made spagetti instead and also mee goreng) we had a fun time.. next event is on the 5th January.. a BBQ cookout at the other house !!! WOOT!!

and in april a trip to Jakarta WOOT WOOT!!

anyway... after that some relatives or something came.. wow it was a full house.. funny.. but i ditched it.. i went upstairs to shower and Leman called, said they were on the way to Tasek Kelana Jaya so I said "pick me up"

that night I met with Zam, and shahrol and leman, and somebody new, a petite little boy with the cutest moustache and unfortunately a cynical view of love. so it was that I spent most of that night talking to him coz I really like him.. however, when it was time to go.. we decided to go to tasek permaisuri, me because I had never been there and also because I didnt want the night to end there..

unfortunately because of factors I am entirely not sure of, I was a total drag there.. I was like a swaying dancing mak endan lol.. I dunno why, but even my walk was a total bitch lol ...

all in all.. I had fun..

2 things happened

well I rushed home.. and went out with Fahmi. YESS!!! no lah, went for a driving lesson.. but it being 7:30 oredi, like where the heck are supposed to drive around? lol so I brought him to Kelana Jaya Tasek Park,... lol you guessed it! the cruising spot lol ..

it just felt right lol =) anyhow, now we found some space to drive around, do some 3 point turn, no where to practice parking tho and EVEN a hill to practice the hill stop brake start thingy.. man that is HARD!!!! lol been a while since I last drove,

anyway, went home and tried to finish Nazirah's wedding Video CD.. man it didnt work earlier but now I am burning it right now... a simple feat of changing the format from AVI to MPEG. piece of cake but of course.. ITS TAKING AGES!!! damnit.. anyhow, she came... i rented out my video cam for RM50 lol .. that means I have some money to tie me over.. shiit I still need to borrow about RM200 from mom to finish paying the bautiful fahmi..

busy 2 days

well on saturday woke up at 12pm called fahmi, asked him what time we gonna do the driving lesson thingy. He said had something to do at putrajaya. I said ok.. at night then, 8pm.. after which, Zool called me up saying he wants me to come over to makan basically hari raya la, I told him, after driving lesson (i wanted to sleep)... checked my phone, got message from Leman asking me if I was home. he wants to drop off the documents i left at his car the other day.

in the end... I went back to sleep woke up in a bit, washed up and got ready to leave for Zool's place. My mom was just about to leave for Cheras too on her Mayfirst business. so i found myself at Mamar's birthday party, actually its for her daughter, in Bayu Tasik Permaisuri Condominium. hightailed out of there to zool's after a while.. oh yea, I also met my cousin Anas there. he looked hot.

so while at Zool, I called Leman and scheduled to go out to Blue Boy with him at 11:30ish. so basically after Zool's, the lesson never happened and I went off to Blueboy with Angel, Ram and Leman. Man, that place was soo packed... due to blue bar being closed. Had a great time dancing amongst sweaty people.. saw a cute short, skinhead boy wearing a green t-shirt there.. also saw a semi-cute chinese dude who didnt bother to make eye contact with me. after all that fun, outside the place..

I sensed somebody moving away from me, turns out, it was Rozi, trying to hide from us. having scared him to death, we proceeded to the cruising spot at my house, Tasek Kelana Jaya. honest, it was on Ram's insistence. so lepak there for a bit.. met with Justin, had a good scare when one of the guys went off running. rumours of cops and POW.

then we went to Syed for a drink.. had a huge laugh, by the time I got home it was already at 6am. told my brother to wake me up at 7am and he did.. work was tiring and sleepy but made some christmas decorations.

and while still at work, Yus called me up to ask if I was going to Halimahtul's open house.. I figured why not! so after much trouble we all went to her open house which is in sentul. there was Cheah, Jimmy, Yus and me. and now I am back after hours of laughing and reminiscizing about our time in Japan.