Kunciku terpatah jua

well semalam I balik lewat.. and while going out.. I boleh tertekan punat kunci pintu tu.. dah tertutup baru I sedar I tertekan benda tue.. so I cuba la nak buka pintu tue dengan kunci.. and kunci tue terpatah!

so now I am stuck in the conference room x leh nak masuk office sebenar.. :(

Opis Baru

Just moved into a new office.. Been trying to download pics from my SLVR phone using Pk2 Commander but no luck.. damn bloody software..

Xpe nanti2 je la letak gambar.. Opis I skrg kat belakang LRT Kelana Jaya je... :D kat Taman Mayang

Hilton's train

I ada business dinner here

Maxis!

Holy Crap! Maxis kinda suxxx... Dunno if collins want to stay with maxis or not.. at first we got the ZTE modem and the adapter rosak.. so we plug in the adapter from the wireless router..

ok it can power up... since we wanted to set up a wireless network, I tanya la cols if he had another adapter... got... from the old router.. But failing to realize that there was a voltage difference.. we just hooked it up and SMOKE came out! HAHAHAHAHA i mean .. Freaking SMOKE. We tried again with the proper voltage adapter tapi still no internet.

So I called up maxis and found out its still not activated yet .. even after like 3 hours. okla.. the next day we try again la.... no luck there.. we called up maxis... its activated but it appears the modem oredi rosak.. :(

but now ok oredi we went to TTDI maxis and had it replaced.. :) tapi since we are on the 6th Floor... its like chipsmore.. sekejap ada sekejap xda... so how? letak atas lantai la.. they say Zte modem can only be guranteed up to 5th floor.

At work today. Taking picture wit the new phone.

Its crazy, not enough manpower and things to do like crazy. Not only are the customer going crazy over the sale. The floor has never looked messier and there are literally hundreds of clothes to put back on the rack and there isn't time..

We gotta finish marking the further markdowns and also send over like loads of clothes back to US.

so there we have it.. stretched thin.. busy like a bee

and my bloody eye decided to get infected again

The rest are pics from the store hehehe.. just fooling around with the new phone .. a motorola V6. That is Ayla a senior and the other is my adik angkat .. Boboy.. org Tioman! hehe

ME a masseur?

haha this just in. I tried my luck yesterday as a massuer at mensfield. Its a gay massage place in cheras.. near PGRM haha :D

what brought it on? well my adik si alip tue dah kerja kat situ for about 2 weeks already hahaha from his stories.. wah, seems like a perfect place for me. Thing is, I nie x laku hahhaha but its understandable.. but its alright maybe from a 100, only 1 would pick me.. but hey hahahaha sure kena servis baik punya.. sheet I massage pretty good too

oh ya Mensfield is RM50 for naked massage hahahaha send me a holler if u want the address

WHOA life is a real bitch

Well work wise its been HELL. I cant wait for the New Year.. I made a LOT of serious blunders but in the end it all made me realize that the company I am working with is DEFINITELY not a place to start a career. I am BAILING OUT before the boat sinks!!! hahaha :D

any suggestions on which boutique i should try ?

HAHAHAH updates <<< no la!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK

hehehe usually i would actually go and surf for an appropriate picture.. but I am WAY too lazy to do that .. hahaha which also explains why I havent updated my blog.. still no internet at home and once i get to the cybercafe, first thing I do is check my guys4men messages .. hohohoho and then i just wanna play espando granada or warcraft hohoho.. basically a lazy bum

but i did promise updates right? ok first off work is ok now. hohoh ahhaha having some fun amongst the boring bits.. hey its a living isnt it? sales is really bad this month..

as for ramadhan, at first I though I was try not having sex at all this holy month but alas.. the reformed pervert aint THAT reformed hahahaha.. so x kesampaian la niat ku yg murni.. by puasa ke 6, I dah ada kat TASEK Kelana Jaya .. ok this bit I will delete HAHAHAHAHAH in a week or so.. coz x nak kantoi ngan VINCE.. ko nak MATI!!!???? hehehehe I GERSANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okla so that story berhenti di situ..

anyway, I ada hantar email pendek ucapan selamat menyambut ramadhan kat that one guy yg dulu I tergilakan tapi dia shut me down coz I was too exposed. xpe la.. sometimes i think of him, so i bagi la email.. and he balas.. looks ok la.. maybe boleh jadik kawan..

on other updates.. oh HAKIM is having a berbuka posa at his new place which I have been to many many times hahahaha this Saturday.. thank goodness I cuti hari tue.. tapi Vince hari tue ajak do something.. i dunno la. maybe i ajak dia gi berbuka skali kot.. and I semalam bawak si HAKIM tue gi amek IC kat Kota Damansara hehehhe kena tunggu sejam siot coz depa gi lunch.. tapi dapat gak IC baru.. I nyer gambaq best sgt hahahaha nanti i scan and upload ok? pastu kiteorang gi la cari kerja for him, isi borang bagai kat starbuxx, pastu round2 i nampak guess kids hiring suruh dia gi walk in .. hahahahha and as it turns out,... dia dapat kerja tue! even though as part time je.. anyway.. tadi dia start.. GOOD LUCK HAKIM!!!

Its time to vote!!!!

not for the elections la..

Vote if you want me to post in English or Malay, just write a comment on your preference


Undi sama ada korang semua nak I tulis dlm bahasa mesia ke bahasa england? hohoho tulis ke komen kat bawah nie


hohoho tobat malu kalau xde org yg komen hehehe

geez I would be damn embarassed if no one commented :)


oh on a seperate not.. my boss is as asshole but he is damn fucking funny when its not work time. fucker la.. nak hate him oso very susah..

Congratz to myself!

ok I got a new job. Its not a great job but there is more pay and shorter hours.. no more work until 2 am.. which I've been doing for 2 nights in a row..

Sent in my resignation letter yesterday.. Asked for waiver of notice period but it was denied. Asked for reduction of notice period by 3 freaking days also denied.. I have a fucking asshole of a boss. Ah nevermind la.. he will rot in hell while I chew on lemons in heaven.

*mumbo jumbo* (baca mantera nie) Karma will bite u in the ass! Bitch!

ok la.. enough of that.. I kerja nanti in JB so bai bai la org kl semua.. bai bai orgies (ooops i x ceritakan anything pasal my orgy sessions these last month or 2) hohoho in fact, since I join guys4men tue.. hahaha I've been having alot of sex with alot of cute cute cute cute guys... okla.. xde la banyak.. sorang dua je.. and there is this one totally HOT guy i nak on dengan tapi nak wat macam mana? dia dok ampang and I have no port.. ;( nak gi umah member i yg sorang tue pon i segan plus kena usung dia ke hulu hilir bagai.. ko giler? nak drive gi ampang, then drive balik kj and then drive gi ampang balik?

hmmm tengok la poket macam mana gigih nanti.. nak isi minyak perlu duit apa.

oh back 2 the story? I akan kerja in City Square hohoho tengah tengah bandar.. matila parking n minyak.. if i was still buddy buddy with my sis kan best.. boleh dok umah dia.. and its a call center job.. matila i jadik macam ISIS hohoho.. anyway.. wish me all the best in luck and siapa nak buat appointment jumpa kat JB no hal!!! I nak buat Parti Liberal Universal cawangan Johor

I am sooooooooooo tired!!

well I worked late last night.. and the night before, not to mention i had a busy2 weekend..

so in sypnosis I'll just tell the bare details.. hmm on fri after work, I picked up Arul from ILP. After that, we went to Collins's place in damansara perdana. The plan was to help him move some things over to his new place in ritz perdana, its right next door.

So biasala, Me and Arul went for a swim at the swimming pool huhuhu wanted to fool around in there but he wasnt that game hohoho.. so we both went back upstairs la drippin wet and all... I told him to get into the bathroom first. At which point when i went to the living room collins asked, "Save water, go shower together" "We dont have that kind of relationship" I replied. huhuhu but then i went to that bathroom and opened the door huhuhu it wasnt locked =) i pon cakap "nak join sama" hahaha and so we mandi sama.. in the end he ended up fucking me WOOOOT!!! this is the first time ... hohoho...

so after that we helped collins move.. and headed to La Queen. only RM8 entrance for softdrinks huhuhu.. I wanted to ajak more people but everybody I called was not around. But La Queen was FUCKING AWESOME! tapi sayang, Arul is actually a very good dancer tapi he was sooo tired out, he couldnt dance. huhuhu i guess he plays rugby and all but he doesnt have a gay man's stamina for clubbin.

ok so La Queen ended at around 3pm, I met Isis Natasha on the dance floor that night, okla it was the podium where i met her. and later on Kie also came over. There was someone else who was there that knew me but i didnt know where he knows me. oOoOoOo maybe it's that guy who works in Liquid.. i dunno la..

so after La Queen, I called up Zamani, "lets go taseq permaisuri" hehehehe.. so i went to sentul, picked him up, gi to taseq, hanged out with his old friend Adi who just passed the first Police Inspector exams/interview huhuhu.. he wants to be known as Inspector Sheila. That night(morning la) we slept at Zamani's place until sat evening. The whole day was spent playing cards with his cute str8 housemate named hairul huhuhu... as usual, I hit on him like nobody's business.. and then we waited for Adli to come and brought him to Mirage. It was his first time to a sauna hohoho. wanted to go to Otot2 but it was alredy 7pm a little bit late..

okla i didnt have fun.. tapi after that at like 1am, we went for supper in kg baru and hey presto! decided to have a movie marathon! boleh? so I pilih "300", Adli pilih that buaya movie and Zamani picked a stupid national lampoon movie featuring Paris Hilton.

hahaha as u can tell we woke up late.. after which oombha came over, dia ajak gi umah andi tapi we ols dinch. and off we went to Otot2. this time I balik sendiri lepas tu.. tapi u know wat? lepas otot2 I forgot.. I promised Collins I would send him to KLIA in the morning.. so apa lagi? tidoq la kat damansara perdana .. but you know la.. I dont get to watch Astro that often, so I watched Heroes, Grey's anatomy and fashion house dulu before tidoq. I sent collins to Sentral in the morning like at 7:30am. there wasnt time to send him elsewhere if I didnt want to be late for work.

Oh and at work, I finished up what my boss asked. Siap kena marah lagi tue.. the guy expects me to work over the weekend. then worked on the brand discoveries for a credit card company. guess what?

THAT LASTED UNTIL 2am!!! got in to work at around 11:15am the next day and ended up staying up until 5am this morning... !! bangun lambat skit .. and clocked in to work today at noon. VOLEH!!

so I AM FREAKING TIRED!! oh sheet i forgot to tell you, i managed to meet Aiskrem Potong huhuhu he is here on holiday from Dubai.. we have plans to party at La Queen this fri! huhuhu he gave me a camel as a keepsake =)

Do you want to be a Celebrity Chef?

Voley? Siapa yang terrer memasak tu copat! copat! Tulih cepat2 and hantar kat I! I tell you although you might not win wang besar but you akan femes!!! yep, you will be as famous as a roasted monkey on New Years Day.

What is this all about? Well the Advertising Agency that I work for are looking for recipes to feature in the F&N Evaporate Milk can labels. And so who better to ask than the consumers themselves. Imagine your gorgeous self in millions of homes. This could be the beginning of your Celebrity life huhuhu

Oh allow me to continue.. Not only would you be featured like this very beatiful makcik below lol but you could also stand to win an exclusive hamper, and subscriptions to Rasa and Keluarga magazines.



Anyway. If you are interested you can email me at hussin.yusof@DDBINT.com.my the following :-

• A picture of your prepared food
• Photograph of yourself (3R)
• Your recipe
• The story behind your recipe

And please remember to use F&N Evaporate Milk in the recipe. You have 10 days to do this lol Please send me all these by 19th March 2007 to qualify. Oh and if you are more of a snail mail person, just address it to:-

• Hussin Yusof
• DDB International Sdn Bhd
• Level 8, Menara Manulife RB
• No. 6, Jalan Gelenggang
• Damansara Heights
• 50490 Kuala Lumpur

okla thats about it.. This is just to share will all those budding Jamie Oliver out there!

Interview utk Kerja..

McDonalds naik harga start hari ini.. aku tahu becoz semalam budak McD yg cerita kat I..

nie hah gambor jambu n aweks nye.. I interview si Roger or nama originalnyer Safuan for work.. adalah research yg kami disuruh buat.. 3 jam interbiu.. alkisahnyer.. 2 ekor nie kerja for this one syarikat yg buat project for Majlis Perbandaran Klang. good good good =) nak kerja sana gaks

anyway.. motif I yg ajak dia gi interbiu tapi dia laks yg belanja.. kesian nyer..

Best time EVER!

Well yesterday was Colin punya birthday. I have to differentiate that this Colin is a different person that I usually refer to as Collins. pening sikit tapi nak buat macam mana kan? Colin nie.. kechik je orangnyer.. jambu sangat .. rupa macam budak kecik .. 18 thn pon kita x percaya.. tapi umor nye sama ngan i tahu! actually tua sikit.. anyway... pasangan hidupnyer adalah si Derrick.. mat salleh yg badan sasa tu.. konek besau tau! I pon x tahu macam mana boleh masuk dlm bontot colin yg kiut tu..

Anyway.... i picked up marilyn and we all jadi org pertama yg sampai.. Colin made his signature cocktail a heavenly mix of Asam Boi ayor with Vodka lol very the malaysian.. masa tu birdcage was on the telly.. best nonton! oklah.. kembali ke cerita..

sikit sikit org makin ramai.. sampai ramai gilo! most of them i x kenal or x ingat lol.. kekwat sgt kan? makan lite lite.. setakat tidbits je.. i pon dah makan awal2 lagi.. and a couple hours of mingling.. we were actually waiting for Derrick si suami, he went to a his son's company's dinner.. with his son of course la .. hehehe hensem sgt anak dia.. accent pon best.. cair gue.. story about the son.. apperently, he just found out a couple weeks ago that daddy likes cute boys. How he found out was unique.. in he walked into the dad's apartment and BOOM! there was this huge gay pride flag on the wall hehehe (maklumat nie dapat bila i interview si anak dia lepas pesta udeh selesai)

Ok.. so that nite adala si Joel nie yg i ada jumpa and sembang dengan several times.. xde la rapat sgt tapi boleh la.. hensem sgt.. so my type.. lol

mat salleh dua ekor tu sampai je.. we all makan kek.. sedap sgt !! kelass gitu.. i think maybe warren yg buat.. sundel tu memang pandai buat kek.. so who ever yg ada wedding nak org buatkan kek.. call dia ok? dia pastry chef Shang Ri La bebs.. after dilly dally we ols bergerak ke Liquid.. si trevor, marilyn and Joel nie naik keta I, tapi hanjeng my car buat sial.. the bloody remote wouldnt work! so in the end, we ended up hitching a ride with Alison and her very very cute boyfren (tho I am confused since warren did say at the end of the night that Alison was a dyke. Damn, I could have made a move on that hunk!) Oh well.. we didnt have to pay a cent since Derrick bought like loads and loads of booze.. I minum lite lite je...

but boy did we have fun! my partner in crime for that nite was Joel! lol bolehla.. bonding la katakan.. hmm i think I wasnt his type since it seemed very platonic.. anyway.. i really really liked the way he danced.. he can moved and it wasnt like the others.. I almost broke my hips trying to match his dance lol.. but I did dance for a loooong time with Maliza, this hot indian chick, before she hooked up with anak derrick lol.. kelass u know. i had her handbag slung over my shoulder and still dance like org gila lol..

things was magickal that nite.. We (marilyn and I) only wished that Collins could have been there.. then it was complete.. the DJ's were wonderful (i think la), lots of people in our group.. dance with a whole bunch of them .. oh ya .. i tore my pants at the butt seam.. hahaha when i was dancing with maliza.. this was in the early part of the night lol.. tapi still danced on.. tolong la.. u think life can spoil my nite that easily?

anyway.. that nite i bunked at Joel's place.. dekat je dengan umah si derrick yg menara bukit ceylon.. joel's is called mutiara .. it was a single bedroom apartment. but wayyy spacious.. I slept on the couch and he served a very healthy breakfast .. steamed egg and toast no butter mind u .. apprently he is a health freak which would explain why I am not his type lol.. I am a life freak lol.. oh yea quote of the night from Warren "I am a trisexual. I'll try anything sexual..."
so that ends the fun part my festivities.. after leaving joel's .. I went over to the car.. with my pants torn and all. tried to fix the damn thing.. managed to disable the alarm .. but nomatter what I did.. i couldnt start the engine.. last last i jalan2 cari air bateri tapi xdo.. and then i called up my brother in law's little brother.. hehehe he told me there is a button under the dashboard..
and what do you know? there is!! so end of problem.. lol ..i left that place so fast.. but then at home i realized I didnt have my house keys.. apparently I left it at warrens .. and i couldnt get in the house.. and when I wanted to go my sis punya place.. the bloody car died! wouldnt start.. and it was raining.. Desiree called from work right then and I had to answer this and that from her later on she said I had to continue doing work today.. sheeet and thats why I am at the office now but i said I'll do it after i come back from CNY open house..

anyway.. no way in the house i had to borrow my sister punya pants and her husbands polo shirt lol.. nasib baik my brother came home so i can change into my own jeans..

anway.. thats all of updates oh ya komentar bonus.. I suka sangat si boyfrien Warren.. si Joseph tu.. I nak sgt 3some dengan diaorang!

ARGH! PENAT!!!

I HATE THIS

dah la kerja macam hanjing.. from 9am to 2am usually.. it seems everything has to control.. I dont think this industry is good for me.. everybody judges u and stuff sheeet.. kununnya hebat la .. ARGH!!!!! plus kena marah ngan boss macam sial! but maintain sabar but I tell you.

I NEED another job!!! I can't stand it anymore! << < drama.. hahaha

it suxx coz i only get paid RM1800 and anybody that even says anything about how ok la tu.. I will fucking slap your face and fuck u with a dildo! . ...

oh sheeet i joined lampe berger oredi huhuhu... make money make money hahaha

Midnight Crawl

cannot see anything in the picture kan? becoz semalam i gi tasek permaisuri.. but hey! before u kata i ni gigih.. org baru lepas buat kerja utk opis tahu! so excused la..

Habis kerja jam 11pm gitu.. OSK punye pasal la.. and then terusssssssssssss gi kl, survey 4 mamaks utk one event kiteorang nak propose to client.. mamak yg besar tau! yg tayang game bola! so i ada la phone interview member2 str8 and separa tue.. dapat la list including la kat gombak! org mana tahu nak gi gombak.. anyway.. i gi times sq, pastu danau kota food court, and then baru bandar permaisuri bistro besar gedabak tue..

so alang2 dah ada kat situ. i lepak la kat Tasek lol.. berkenalan ngan anak ikan ... tapi x on becoz x click kan?

anyway a short while after ada dua jantan atas motor tu tegur i.. lol si Wan and fren.. hensem gaks syam tu..

last last .. kitorang gi minum and bank to tasek coz wan ada abg tgh tunggu.. diaorang lepak kat gazebo tu macam org xde rumah.. siap ada yg tido lagi..

nak dipendekkan cerita .. since i got kamera.. apa lago.. snap snap pose pose la tgh tgh tasek tgh tgh malam tgh tgh gelap gulita! lol ni hah tengok gambor yg telah di adjust di bawah.. kalau x.. haram jadah x nampak apa pon..

oh ya btw .. ada ke patut my fwen si marilyn tu suruh org update my political blog? masa utk lap bontot pon takde hahaha j/k tahu.. lol ... okla wa coba baca surat khabor.. i know ramai org x puas hati pasal banjir nie.. siot punye kerajaan.. itula org johor.. vote lagi BN 100%.

People are in love

well, spent the night at Collins semalam.. read a little bit.. somebody sure is looking forward to somebody coming over lol.. anyway.. I look forward to it too la.. truth be told..

however, as for me... this 1st February, I'll be going to Jakarta for 4 days 3 nights ... lol ticket is bought oredi but the place to stay still dun have.. bloody hell hotels are expensive there.. of course it doesnt help that I nie kedekut nak mampos.. plan utk penginapan less than RM50 a night lol .. so that means Jln Jaksa..

i kalau gi holiday memang scrimp on lodgings... the basic is more than enough for me as i dont plan on staying inside it much.. plus i get to spend my money elsewhere..

masih tgh cari kerja nie.. siot je.. oh and skrg nie aktif/gigih ngan guys4men.. korang click la kat sebelah kanan tu and buat profile.. best juga la.. mostly kebanyakan very friendly, cuma kena ada gambor je ... jgn x bagi gambor udeh.. tu diaorang x suke.. at times i sakit hati gak ngan diaorang.. baru profile bodoh, dah demanding lebeh2..

but that is their right.. right.. yesterday sempat gaks gi briefing dana baru Public Mutual... siapa nak melabur? its dana asia pacific dan dana global.. dua2 balanced fund.. actually i x heran sgt because our islamic local balanced fund gave amazing returns this year..

but enough about that..

I just wanted to write about ANGGA actually hahahah sebab utama i nak gi jakarta is utk bersua ngan Angga.. he is this sweet guy i myspace/YM with.. mula mula benggong2 je.. tapi day by day I miss him lots.. walaupon i menyundel kat sini macam org giler tapi i consider him by online special someone.. so if things work out.. maybe by the time i balik dari jakarta dah takleh nak membohjankan diri..

plus its doesnt help that we are on opposite ends of the sexual experience spectrum lol

but still.. I LOVE U Angga sayang!!! lol sedeh kan? siot je macam budak kecPublishhik cinta cinta internet lol

GREAT WEEKEND

lol It was crazy!!

on Friday there was a christmas party at the Office, the food was delicious but there werent enough of it.. the atmosphere could have been improved.. the activities were just so and so but afterwards the drinking memang best giler!! everybody ws soo drunk lol.. ada sorang tu yg gay tu ... memang amek kesempatan habis.. semua jantan dia cium.. siam cemolot ngan yg dah mabok habis dah.. lol sembang2. and then call Cols, boyfriend dia datang dari Bangkok, so Krit so i pon excited la nak jumpa .. taht night.. I yg dah mabok abiss tu gi la ke Frangipani lol x belanja pon lol dah mabok buat apa minum lagi lol.. so lepak2.. dancing sikit sikit.. tapi x enjoy sgt becoz penat sgt time tu and sakit belakang.. the day before i finished work at 2 am what and the day before at 4am ..

so frangi that night was swell.. went back around 3:40 or 4am i think tapi singgah dulu kat Tasek Kelana Jaya.. abg W ada kat situ. hahaha mula2 ingatkan bukan nasib baik dia tegur.. toilet tu x tutup mlm tu.. abg W plak kata ada org kat situ... ada 2 tgh projek kot.. so kite apa lagi.. skodeng. la.. hampeh dua2 dah perasan.. jambu giler si baju coklet .. nama dia Kamal.. raba2 sikit pastu dia kata dia nak masuk main ngan yg tinggi tu.. hampeh.. anyway to cut the story short.. i lepak plak ngan si budah college nie.. naik skootz.. nama dia fiq i think .. sembang2 punya ka situ.. dah manja2.. tangan pon merayap la.. dia suruh hisap kat situ gaks.. abg W tengok dari branch belah sana lol.. memang exhibitions betoi... tapi mlm tu hujan renyai2 and xde org so i selamba je la.. tapi lepas seketika .. i ajak gi toilet.. kat toilet tu oral je.. tapi lepas dia pancut i suruh dia buat kita plak.. dia hisap.. best giler pancut dlm mulut org.. lain rasanye.. terhenjut2 lol =)

then balik tido tapi si Cols kacau.. dia ajak gi mana ntah.. oh the curve kot or somewhere. so kita pon gigih la gi umah dia.. lepak seketika .. gi amik si mer and then baru go the curve.. lepaks lama2.. including kat borders and last gi makan dinenr with trev + jenssen.. sayang warren couldnt make it.. it was lovely the dinner tapi mahal nak mampos but worth it..

lepas tu baru gi LA Queen.. i tak hengat dunia mlm tu.. walapon perot buncit sbb kenyang.. dance on podium nonstop beb dari 12:30 to closing at 4am ... lol best nyer.. tapi i tido only 2 hours beb coz in the fucking morning got appointment with SEr Yee.. gi seminar business baru.. so tu 8 hours.. x jadi hantar si krit ke airport.. lepaks kat klang sampai 1:30 morning..

man this week memang sleep deprived.. but worth it

Complete Honesty? adoi

Ada baca satu blog omputeh nie.. dia citer yg kadang2 tu family member dia a da bac blog dia and sometimes its disconcerting org tahu rahsia dan fikiran kita.. ye la.. blog nie dulu pon memang tempat Hussin lepaskan geram.. and plus utk dok letak my thoughts and feelings.. tapi lately nie takde.. maybe becoz I perasan org baca blog nie kot lol ..

but thats the whole point la.. I pon ada simpan secret and lately banyak yg x diluahkan.. perasaan sayang kat org tu.. hmm hampeh betul kita syok kat dia tapi dia macam xde effect je.. sah dia cuma nak jadi member je.. so what to do...

keadaan kat opis nie sebenarnya xde la begitu memberangsangkan.. macam ada something wrong la working here.. I dont seem to fit in very well.. tapi itulah realitinya kan?

xkan semua nak perfect.. but times like these.. i really miss my Jusco frens.. *sigh* ada gaks gi Jusco klang tempoh hari.. gelak sakan kat selling floor ngan member2.. lol tapi ye la.. hidup kena maju.. and I also dah berazam nak improve my life.. I wan the good things in life. =)

wish me luck my lovelies

BUSY!!!

GoD!! u think I would actually have time to blog since I finally actually have my own computer at work? But nO!! I've been fuckin busy like a bloody immigrant lol.. yesterday I went home at 5am freaking 5am! hahaha today will be after midnight probably.. I am posting this from the office somemore...

anyway.. Its not that bad since late attendance isnt that big a deal here MUAHAHAHAHHAAHA !!! so nice. hahaha but still I hope I can last long enough that it matters.. I think I might be too old for this..



anyway, matters of the heart are a little bit complicated.. got a few of the usual brushes but noting substantial.. I don't know If I am deluding myself... or if I am actually experiencing these feelings... teddy! hahahah why no more emel =(
anyway.. here included is something i sketched onto a stickypad at work.. I seem to be doing more sketches at work nowadays