I passed my driving License yesterday

YAY!!! AT last.. at long last.....
I can drive legally~!

News from the Pink Phuket

Friends and strangers alike,

Below is the entire email sent to me by connect guesthouse, the place I stayed when I was in Phuket. I enquired how they all are and whether Noi is safe. I now publish the email in its entirity.

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Tsunami
I have learnt the meaning of the word, tsunami. A tsunami has not hit Thailand in more than 300 years so few people here know about it.

A tsunami is a sea wave of local or distant origin that results from large-scale seafloor displacements associated with large earthquakes, major submarine slides, or exploding volcanic islands. It may travel unnoticed across the ocean for thousands of miles from its point of origin and builds up to great heights over shallower water. Also known as a seismic sea wave, and incorrectly, as a tidal wave.

When I write this mail the death toll is close to 23,000 for the entire region and 700 in Thailand. It is the biggest nature catastrophe in modern time.

This is Börjes (manager at Connect) story
"It was a clear blue sky and we were having our morning coffee at Connect when we heard people screaming that the beach had disappeared."

''When I got close to the beach I heard more screaming and suddenly I saw this huge wave, taller than the palm trees, coming to crash down on us.''

''I just couldn't believe what was happening,''

"We rushed into a hotel as the huge wave rolled into Patong Beach. The giant wave flooded the lobby within seconds and dragged furniture onto the street."

"I had to wrap myself around a pillar to avoid being swept away"

"As I was standing there, a car actually floated into the lobby and overturned because the current was so strong," "The water was up to my chest and I was holding on to my boyfriend's hand because he can't swim,"

So how did this affect us in Paradise Complex?
The first wave hit Patong Beach at around 8.30 am and almost all our guests were sleeping after a late Swedish Christmas dinner party at Connect. Most of the local boys were also sleeping because they normally get up very late. We still do not know much about missing people we actually know. One thing we know is that the beach front places like Club One Seven and Patong beach bungalows were hit very severely.

The Paradise Complex area did not get affected by the water at all. It's a strange feeling to walk from one side of Rath-U-Thit road to the other. On one side it looks like a war zone and on the other side nothing had changed.

Yesterday we had a full house at Connect. Our satellite system was ok so we had news from BBC all day and night. Internet was working and gave us updates and information from newspaper all over the world. Many people were gathering at Connect to look at BBC news, use telephones to make phonecalls to family and friend and use Internet. We did not get much local news so this was more or less the only source of information. Several times people came shouting that a new wave was on it's way and everybody started to run. A couple of times we did find ourselves without any staff. Everyone left but came back after a while.

I had a walk on the beach road yesterday morning and it was at that time a really understood the full extent of the devastation close to the beach. Many rescue workers were busy clearing debris from the streets. Refrigerators, cars, furniture from restaurants and an entire concrete building with an exchange office and ATM machine was in the middle of the road. I could see a car inside a building on the second floor.

This evening seems totally natural and calm. We did go to Khun Bon's birthday party at May Way. Everything looked much the same as the night before the disaster.

Being in Paradise Complex feels much like being on an other Island and not in Phuket because everything was so "normal". It was like the entire Paradise Complex just got very lucky.

Is it safe to go to Patong? Yes ! We have electricity, telephone lines and Internet working in Paradise Complex. The water supply is working and the reservoirs are located inland of Phuket. Paradise Complex area feels very safe and we did not get a drop of water from the tsunami. The Beach will be closed for 5 days for cleaning. The beach road is a total mess. It will take time until any business will be able to open up again. Shops are open as usual on this side of Rath-U-Thit road. If you want to do any serious shopping go to the new Central Festival that has just opened in Phuket town. Life is getting back to normal very quickly again.

Please do not cancel your tour to Patong. Now more than ever we need your support.

Our hearts and minds are with those who have lost their lives and we send our condolences to their familys and friends..

If you need to contact anybody here please send SMS The mobile network is overloaded but SMS is still going through.
Connect Ulf 09-6521544 international +66-9-6521544
Connect Borje 09-7310180 international +66-9-7310180
Handbag Ray 06-7419489 international +66-6-7419489
Daniel Club one seven 04-0518870 international +66-4-0518870

Best regards and a happy new year
Ulf
Connect

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----- Original Message -----
From: robert cook
To: connect@beachpatong.com
Sent: Tuesday, December 28, 2004 10:49 AM
Subject: tsumani

hi guys,
i would like to expressour sympathies to all who have lost family friends and businesess in Phuket. I have had some fabulous times there and it was with absolute shock that i watched the news here in australia.
Good luck to you all i hope to visit again within the next year regards robbie.
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Another one Bites the Dust

yes, I am truly sad when an accomplished blogger decides to quit blogging.. Amongst those dearly departed are Ms. Sloth from Slothville , a new blogquantaince I acquired from the accomplished Steven Neff and not to be forgotten the beautiful, hilarious, weird and witty Ms. Rachel. I met this foxxy Lady at Frangipani and after just a few minutes was so taken aback by this young woman that I explained to her replete with diagrams on a serviette, my DONUT Universe Theory. Now I do not know how to copyright/patent an idea but know this! That Idea was/is and will be the sole province of Mr. Hussin Yusof.

anyway... It is sad when to go... it is not so sad when the ones that quit are those just starting out, quitting after the first hurdles of flames and boredom. These are very gifted accomplised writers with leagues of their leaders.. I pale so much in comparison that even making that comparison is embarassing. I myself have been absent from Blogsphere, for years even at a time... and when I do read my earlier posts, I do laugh out loud at the hilarity of my own state of mind back then....

So to those of us who are currently Absent but are wholly missed... first and foremost... Aidil, Nyah Ayue who probably have left forever and William who had stopped before I even started on his... so to you guys.. I look forward to the days when your words ring again in cyberspace..

for a voyeur like me, this is the life

Asia Hit by Earthquake

This is an excerpt taken from a game I play, I posted this on our buletin board.

well my place wasnt hit by it at all.. Malaysia wasn't much hit... our casualties might reach 100. Its because the whole Island of Sumatra shielded most of us from the waves... Only the northern states were hit. But it was surreal reading about the news..

We the whole nation had never had an Earthquake and Tsunamis were japananese occurence .... then, we felt the tremors, of course we only got the slight tremors but it was still confusing... I didnt feel a thing tho..

but i think thats because I am somewhat oblivious to Earthquakes.. there were three while I was in Tokyo and I didnt feel not one.

but yea, I am fine... Phuket is gone tho .. I hope Noi is doing alright

I am not sure of the feelings I feel. On one hand, it is the first time these things have happened and I wasnt affected at all. So, there is this feeling of excitedness and other totally improper feelings. But then when I read the papers with tales how boys become orphans after one fateful picnic by the beach day. I feel sad...

shower & undies

shower & undies
Originally uploaded by husz.

Well Holden this is the dirt on this post that you've been wanting to hear about lol..

advise to more family-oriented readers, "You might want to close your eyes for a bit".

I had to work late that night and my mom was in Ipoh. I tried to call Collins but I couldnt get through. Apparently, he was enjoying himself in Bali at that moment lol..

anyway so I had no place to stay, considering that the fellows who live in the unit where I usually bunk in, none of them were working late that night.. so I went up to this guy, the aforementioned Mr. A and asked lamented my whole dilemma.. I have flirted with this guy many times before and he was more playful and more reactive than any other guy. Plus there was something about him that was HOT! so basically he said, "I dont have a bike to take u home but you can stay over at my place"

hehehe evul plan in action. No really it was nothing like that, well not EXACTLY at least... so basically we walked back which was kinda of kewl..i offered to buy a drink coz I was thirsty. Guess what he bought? Tongkat Ali. lol.. I guess I wasnt the only one who was looking forward to the nite lol..

now I have to tell u guys something... Mr. A is kewl in the fact that he lets me know from the start that he has had men and women going after him... and occasionally when he feels like it, or when there is no available girl, he would let a guy suck his dick or maybe even top some guy..

so he was cool. but that night the guy brought me back to his flat.. he shared it with 5 others... 2 of them was there.. one short guy and one quite ok slim guy. there were all broke.. I was pretty broke myself... but I gave em RM2... the boys pitched in some more money and went out to buy 2 cans of sardines... which Mr. A cooked up and we all ate.. I ate only a little bit coz I ate already and also I didnt want to take much of their dinner..

anyway... halfway thru dinner one of their housemate charges back home.. HOO HAA HOO HAA he comes out of his room with a fucking switchblade in his hands and asks if anybody has any complaints about him.. he then went on and on with the slim kinda ok guy.. I just shut my ears and played it cool.. what a prick he was.. of course the boy is probably a big coward anyhow.. lol

anyway.. so that night we retired to the room and mr kinda ok guy decided to have safety in numbers... he was oblivious to the fact that we wanted to be alone.. anyway... mr A. shut off the lights and we laid down on the bed side by side.. mr busybody was lying on the floor playing with his handphone apparently not wanting to sleep..

well.. we were still horny, especially after the flirting some more.... he loosened his sarong lol he was wearing a sarong to bed.. and under the cover of the blankie I was groping him real nice =) he couldnt take it any longer, he unhitched his underwear and while his friend was busy writing sms or watever, he pulled my head downwards.. I was happy =) however ... (story to be continued coz I wanted to be an ass)

MUAHAHHAHAHHA evul laugh

Merry Xmas!!!

its been a cool week, I got laid, went to BlueBoy on Xmas eve and met some people, my fren Collins went to Bali.. he had a blast over there and came back, we had christmas dinner at TGIF !! amazing.. then I hanged out at his place and just chileld.. he got me a lovely dick shaped ashtray... I will post a picture later!

Funny how the mood escapes you

I havent been in a mood to blog since a looong time ago.. Alot has happened lately, especially these last two days.. but still I do not feel like sharing..

so the gist of it is I am very tired but I got laid last night.. oh sweet... sweet mary the size of that boy OMG. and thats all I will say

Who AM I????

You're Andy!


Which Adam & Andy Character Are You?
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WINDOWS SUCKS!!! but the support is kewl

yea .. my computer game me problems again. I couldnt log in to windows.. it kept saying "parameter is incorrect" EVERY time I key in the right password. so I powered on my other hard disk and installed windows on it.. that took ages.. but in the meantime, I searched for ways to get over the problem... including.. filling out a form on the microsoft website and voila! I receive an email several days later..

a nice guy that told me to do the "F8 while booting so that I can get into safe mode" thingy. he told me to choose the last configuration that worked.. I thought that cant be right since I did manage to load XP, just no get in.. so I told him exactly that ... still havent received word...

but after successfully installing windows on my other harddisk, I figured, why not... why dont i try what he suggested.. and guess what LOL HAHAHAHAHA it worked!!! so I might hate WINDOWS but I do love their support... maybe its coz they have had so much practice lol

JD - Jack Daniels

this post was supposed to be a happy excited post about last night.. however, now it is going to be a jaded post. I am sooo fucked up.

I met JD at BlueBoy last night. Very cute .. fuck I dont feel like telling the story.. I like the guy... thought he was cool.. found out he wasnt what I thought he would be.. and now I dont know what to do..

damn even words wont help tonite.. whatever.

damnit!

my little sister has a blogspot and soon she might find this place. damnit. phuck. bnut her english is good and I wish she would become a regular blogger

Life is a SHIT!

I really believed my brother had changed.. but I guess he didnt change enough... he used to steal money from my mom, my sisters and me, heck he stole from anybody he could in the house. I ended up in my teenaged years finishing all my money so that I didnt have any to leave at home. figured, its better that I spend my money than him. and this is my OLDER brother for crying out loud.

now tonight my mom is super upset, just like the bad ol days... he borrowed some money from a loan shark some time ago.. but now I found out that since he was grounded from flights, he didnt pay the usual installments... and now for every day that goes by without payment, they add another RM100.. shit I dont know what to do short of murdering the loan shark.. cant kill the brother since they'll only come get us.. THIS IS SHIT! hmmm "this" spelt backward is "shit" oh damn.. its not..

anyway, I dunno how to help my mom, I am, absolutely broke right now.. I can spare only what, RM600 in a couple days, but that wouldnt even cover it. I get a feeling that this would end up with the car being sold, the house mortgaged or even sold and my mom being flat broke.. and worse he still would do it again until nothing is left, we are homeless and he is dead.. coz while we still live, I doubt he would change.. why? because right now, after my mom confronted him, he went out and havent come back, probably enjoying himself.

fuck is all I can say right now. no more updates until this is solved.

My my my

somebody just told me,.. that somebody just had naughty naughty sex... yes, that certain somebody certainly had a LOT of loving while that somebody was away..

ooo OOO ooo welcome to the club baby!! ooo OOO ooo

of Pizza, Mashed Potatoes and Fried Chicken

well it's a little late but I actually called work and asked for a day off. lol. why? well, because I was sooo tired due to not enough sleep. I actually went to sleep like 5:30am lol. It was actually a busy busy day yesterday or should I say on thursday. started with me waking up late which is usual, and deciding to host a dinner at 4pm lol unfortunately I hadnt done the groceries yet so by the time I managed to prod my cousin to drive me to One Utama and back, i think It was already 7pm.. they were due to arrive at 8:30pm lol.

so I spent like RM93.00 which means I am broke because I tried to charge it to my card but my card was blocked by MAYBANK, i dunno why.. so in the end had to pay cash and now I am broke lol

anyway, I planned to serve homemade pizza, mashed potatoes with gravy and karaage fried chicken. the friend chicken came out nice... very easy to do. the mashed potatoe gravy came out nice too but too little. and the potatoes itself, I wanted to blend the damn thing with milk and butter but my mom said you'll spoil the blender so in the end she hand mixed it. hence a little chuncky. but i know how to make the gravy now MUAHAHAHAHA

pizza never happened.. I made the dough and heated the oven. i shut it off soon after so I could stick the plastic bowl with the dough in it.. so it can have a warm place to rise. unfortunately the heat was too much.. the yeast died and the bowl melted. my mom was sooo pissed!!

but other than the guests came early at 8:00, the food came out late ( my mom made spagetti instead and also mee goreng) we had a fun time.. next event is on the 5th January.. a BBQ cookout at the other house !!! WOOT!!

and in april a trip to Jakarta WOOT WOOT!!

anyway... after that some relatives or something came.. wow it was a full house.. funny.. but i ditched it.. i went upstairs to shower and Leman called, said they were on the way to Tasek Kelana Jaya so I said "pick me up"

that night I met with Zam, and shahrol and leman, and somebody new, a petite little boy with the cutest moustache and unfortunately a cynical view of love. so it was that I spent most of that night talking to him coz I really like him.. however, when it was time to go.. we decided to go to tasek permaisuri, me because I had never been there and also because I didnt want the night to end there..

unfortunately because of factors I am entirely not sure of, I was a total drag there.. I was like a swaying dancing mak endan lol.. I dunno why, but even my walk was a total bitch lol ...

all in all.. I had fun..

2 things happened

well I rushed home.. and went out with Fahmi. YESS!!! no lah, went for a driving lesson.. but it being 7:30 oredi, like where the heck are supposed to drive around? lol so I brought him to Kelana Jaya Tasek Park,... lol you guessed it! the cruising spot lol ..

it just felt right lol =) anyhow, now we found some space to drive around, do some 3 point turn, no where to practice parking tho and EVEN a hill to practice the hill stop brake start thingy.. man that is HARD!!!! lol been a while since I last drove,

anyway, went home and tried to finish Nazirah's wedding Video CD.. man it didnt work earlier but now I am burning it right now... a simple feat of changing the format from AVI to MPEG. piece of cake but of course.. ITS TAKING AGES!!! damnit.. anyhow, she came... i rented out my video cam for RM50 lol .. that means I have some money to tie me over.. shiit I still need to borrow about RM200 from mom to finish paying the bautiful fahmi..

busy 2 days

well on saturday woke up at 12pm called fahmi, asked him what time we gonna do the driving lesson thingy. He said had something to do at putrajaya. I said ok.. at night then, 8pm.. after which, Zool called me up saying he wants me to come over to makan basically hari raya la, I told him, after driving lesson (i wanted to sleep)... checked my phone, got message from Leman asking me if I was home. he wants to drop off the documents i left at his car the other day.

in the end... I went back to sleep woke up in a bit, washed up and got ready to leave for Zool's place. My mom was just about to leave for Cheras too on her Mayfirst business. so i found myself at Mamar's birthday party, actually its for her daughter, in Bayu Tasik Permaisuri Condominium. hightailed out of there to zool's after a while.. oh yea, I also met my cousin Anas there. he looked hot.

so while at Zool, I called Leman and scheduled to go out to Blue Boy with him at 11:30ish. so basically after Zool's, the lesson never happened and I went off to Blueboy with Angel, Ram and Leman. Man, that place was soo packed... due to blue bar being closed. Had a great time dancing amongst sweaty people.. saw a cute short, skinhead boy wearing a green t-shirt there.. also saw a semi-cute chinese dude who didnt bother to make eye contact with me. after all that fun, outside the place..

I sensed somebody moving away from me, turns out, it was Rozi, trying to hide from us. having scared him to death, we proceeded to the cruising spot at my house, Tasek Kelana Jaya. honest, it was on Ram's insistence. so lepak there for a bit.. met with Justin, had a good scare when one of the guys went off running. rumours of cops and POW.

then we went to Syed for a drink.. had a huge laugh, by the time I got home it was already at 6am. told my brother to wake me up at 7am and he did.. work was tiring and sleepy but made some christmas decorations.

and while still at work, Yus called me up to ask if I was going to Halimahtul's open house.. I figured why not! so after much trouble we all went to her open house which is in sentul. there was Cheah, Jimmy, Yus and me. and now I am back after hours of laughing and reminiscizing about our time in Japan.

Computerized Sex Tester

Computerized Sex Tester
Originally uploaded by buhny.

I wonder if you can stick your dick in?

To Pay or not to Pay

Yes I am seriously considering going premium on flickr.. maybe later on.. so if you have any doubt.. now is the time for voicing it out...

on another note, yesterday I went to work when it was raining... by the time I got there, I was drenched.. so bloody wet.. it was awful.. very uncomfortable indeed. My toes were all wrinkly coz my socks were wet until midnight! But things at work were cool.. very ok.. I think I'll start blogging my old pictures

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed

Today started odd. I went to bed last night thinking tommorow I have to go to a meeting.. set the time for a bit late tho I had no idea what time the meeting was and where it is.

and when I woke up, I immediately called up my manager to ask where and when.. damn got the machine.. then I realized... OMG!!! the meeting is the NEXT DAY!!!! LOL i hightailed my ass outta there and went straight to work.. at work my boss said, "Aren't you afternoon?" DAMN!! I was! fuck ... plus I was a bit late...

however, then after mulling over it through the night, I decided to go and shop for a digital camera! these are my choices...


Casio Exilim EX-Z40
It looks pretty and got some very good features... plus the LCD screen is HUGE! and its highly affordable for a 4.0 megapixel.. Basically I fell in love with it.. unfortunately, it docks, and no way to recharge or transfer data without docking.

I then Tiddled around and found out a lot of users complain that the Image Quality sucks.. now I bought a digital camera for RM750 before and the picture quality suxx so I am not going there again!


Canon PowerShot SD200 (IXUS)
Amazing reviews for this but unfortunately its what my brother in law uses.. but i think its great... I have already used it and night shots seems quite good lol
apparently its cool.. =D and its compact,.. not as nice as the exilim but i think in the end, finding a belt case for this one is easier.

apparently all the reviews are very satisfied with all the versions of this one lol except for the 5.0 blue one

I guess thats just it for now...

btw.. Nazim sent me back home =) i find him cute and i think he is one of us lol

The First Rule of Fight Club is ....

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Originally uploaded by eshepard.

I came across this picture from my foraging at flickr.com. I was just wondering what are your comments? For some reason I really liked the picture.. apart from the cute hunky dude, it seems to be made for an advertisement... what kind is up to our imagination. I first thought it was about a martini lol... then another forager much like myself said "The First Rule of Fight Club is ..." =D you get the drift

Metro Driving Academy

Fahmi Sensei
Originally uploaded by husz.

I went for the second half of my L license theory class, it was called the workshop. 5 hours of insanely boring chatter.

However, this means I can start taking actual driving lessons from the delectable Mr. Fahmi. He is my driving instructor, just newly set up his business and now he wants students.. lots of students.. interested? he is damn cute... the photograph doesnt do him justice..,

His office is located in Damansara Perdana but you shouldn't worry about the distance or anything because he'll pick you up and drop you off like an angel boyfriend lol..

you can contact him at 017-603 6989 or email him at fahmirashid@yahoo.com dont be shy now but dont be a prick either so call him about business =)

he is one cool dude, relaxed, funny, interesting and nice. So if you don't have a driving license or know somebody who needs a driving instructor, then give him a call

People Like Us? BAH!

I visited this guy's blog called it's good for you to meet people like us:excuse me. Its really a lovely blog and even though I think its a gay guy, he might possibly be a woman because of his choice of words, tone. or he might just be a bitter fag.

Anyhow, I liked his blog. very nice, very artistic.. something I really cannot do.. nor can i stand posting a post just because it looks nice... or fits the theme... or limiting how much you want to blabber... I really dont understand..

but then again .. I dont get poems either...

just ramblings.. trying not to sleep.. cigarette is out .. again damnit.

Life is SHIT

I lost my modem again.. the damn thing wouldnt work for nearly a week and now all of a sudden, its all good.. Now I realized that bloody RM170 Dlink router SUXX!!! now I have a switch and a router which I dont use.. just great.. I think time to do this computer becomes a gateway and connects to the computer downstairs thingy..

other than that.. work was hell.. finally I get to have an off day tommorrow (get to see the lovely Fahmi) after working for a whole 9 days.. supposed to be 10 days but plans were changed. it was busy at work for the first 5 days since everybody wasnt there.. only me and Ida.. nice working but a bit hectic trying to get things done.

As usual the new store has now offically become almost the same as the old store.. I dunno but in the real world.. I cant bloody seem to apply that management text book concept of enthics and all that.. I pretty much so as I damn please and suck up all the bad consequences and enjoy the nice ones.. believe me... there has been a few of the bad consequences...

so basically I really need a sweetheart. yes, I am that desperate. If I dont get one soon.. I might just end up out of a job lol... btw if you haven't been to Sherita's lovely photopages.. then you should.

Zombie on Hari Raya

I didnt sleep at all last night due to playing Sims2. lol I am stuck... and laterz on, Collins came over while I was still sleeping =D then we headed off to Pasar Ramadhan, bought a bunch of food... some not so nice.. and ate at his place while watching ARISAN! again lol =D man that indonesian gay themed movie is just AWESOME! Thanks Daniel for recommending it to me. and continued with the Stepford Wives...

Last... we went to Frangipani for a kewl night out... tonight's crowd was packed!! lovely and a LOT of gorgeous girls.. straight ones too =D

and abundance of cute cute guys... Simon is soo cute and his ass is soft.. nice

just came home.. bought Beautiful Boxer, gonna watch later

Happy Deepavali!!

Happy Deepavali to all Indian people!!

and Selamat Hari Raya, mohon maaf dipinta...

kepada semua orang yg saya telah meraba.. minta maaf ye kalau tak rela lol

Tiring but Lovely day

it turned out quite lovely... had dinner with Raja Khairuddin who is cute and supposedly a nice quite good boy kind of guy but we all know how good boys can turn wild lol...

and everybody surprisingly did their jobs without needing much guidance, assistance or whatever you call it lol... so all in all it was good.. made some hampers and satay sticks

I am resolutely BACK

first off, I'd like to thank Steven for dropping by and tellin me to updated this piece of wallowing junk... =D

not that I didnt want to but about last week, my DSL modem got totally busted.. I tried everything to save it but I couldnt even figure out what happened.. speculated that it was probably the lightning or something. Fuck, I even took the damn thing apart.. lol that was fun... only managed to make some lights blink by cruelly sliding my knife over the metal thingy on the board.. you know, the ones that jut out.

I am damn lucky they didnt void the piece of shit lol.. but alas I am saved... coz they gave me a new one.. I love those streamyx people. I actually called on saturday afternoon and they came to fix it on monday afternoon. fast.

anyway that was the culmination of a series of bad tech mojo... I went out to buy this router which I figured could be used also as a DSL modem, brought it home and discovered, that it couldnt... kept it tho and running it right now so both computers at home can use the internet.. funny thing, the computer upstairs in my room, cant seem to detect the damn router... i wonder if get access to the router through my switch? hmmm points to ponder..

on another note... went to Blue Boy Sunday Nite, hmmm free entry... didnt get any guy as usual.. and before that I think was either Liquid or Frangipani... i think both of them on different nights...

anyway work is alright,... wish some rich guy in the states would give me a job tho... been thinking incessantly of going on the UK working holidaymaker scheme.. hmmm sounds real interesting... too bad UK immigration law prevents companies from seeking visa's for foreign nationals unless there are no UK or EU nationals suitable for the job...

anyhow, sweet dreams..... my mom is already screaming, telling me to go to sleep

Tak Puasa 2 Hari

I just cam back from a GREAT weekend lol .. OMG! It wasnt a weekend, it was Weekdays! lol

Collins came over Monday night. he used the internet while I packed some clothes. We headed for his place, bought some cigarettes too... then that night we watched some TV, smoked, chatted lol till the wee hours in the morning. at 4am I sent a message to Fahmi, the driving academy guy where I wanted to take my license.. I of course have never met him but i sent this message anyhow

"wake me in time for the theory class. please I want to go. I am staying nearby"

I didnt think it was odd at the time lol hey, I knew I havent registered but I figured we could always do that before we went to wherever the class was.
anyway, slept and at 7:30 am woke up.. got dress, tried calling him several times between then until 8:15. got through around 8:30 hehehe I woke him up. asked about the class... said i needed to register first and all..

so conclusion... another attempt at getting a license foiled.. anyhow I later went to his place with collins so I could register. waited a while for him to arrive (it was already 1pm) LOL !

but when he did arrive... WOW!!!! bloody good lookin DUDE!!! I got the hots for my driving instructor....

anyway ... tuesday and last night was cool.. we chilled out, went swimming, watched VCD's and chatted like crazy lol doofus! but enjoyable

BLOODY WINDOWS!!!

lol yay! I have just repaired my computer which crashed after I installed one of those windows update =D mcafee virusscan is now running and things should be cool now..

next project is fixing the computer downstairs.. which means.. formatting and clean install ..

Life goes in a circle

I cant believe I got sidetracked anyhow, let me introduce the fine people who went to Japan with me. Lying on my right is Yus, a great gal who is just amazing. next to her is the Gorgeous Nadzri who I call Abg lol =D Next is Jimmy who used to be my boss lol took orders from him and all but is a right pervert himself. and lastly is Noraidah, another amazing woman with a wicked sense of humour! The one taking the photo is Cheah. He is featured in the photo below. lol the one everybody is trying to squash lol. There you go, the fab 6 

Life is also a bloody jumbled mess

I dont think I have ever posted pictures of my time in Japan here. Well not often anyhow. Well the other day I managed to salvage my external hard disc. You know, the one that blew up when I stuck in Malaysian Voltage lol.. Which btw proves my theory on how if you just leave old hard disks around, eventually they'll get tired and start to work again lol. 

I've been a lazy fag

yep I am sorry but it has been ages since I wrote anything in the blog. Life has been busy with work since I came back from KK. It was a great trip but seriously, leaving that much time from a new place really didnt do any good.

anyhow, it takes 1 1/2 hours to get to work from home and vice versa. Talk about a long tiring tedious commute ~sigh~ what to do...

anyhow, I am currently satisfied with sending pics from my phone.. nothing more so I guess until ramadhan is over... I wil lbe reading up on the usual blogs, aidil, shahjay, leez and sherita =D but if I dont post anything.. you'll know why... too damn tired

Kota Kinabalu Here I come!!!

Well going to my second home at last...... =D

Paciq is getting married and although I am exhausted, I am making the trip lol..... yep. Flight Air Asia AK108 departing from KLIA at 1815. Wish me luck

Weee Buzznet People Arrived

Wow thank you Marc for being the first person from Buzznet Community to post a comment at this site...

btw,.... I really that Visitors from BlogShares would join the bandwagon and post something lol =D you are all very welcomed

Movie Marathon!

WOW! I am soo knackered!! just had or rather in a middle of a Gay Movie Marathon... Openinng Act was by a short movie entitled "Two Brothers" about a guy who just moved out of an ulu town and came to the big city to live with the brother after his mom died... sad stuff... Dealt with all sorts of issues...

then that was followed by "Red Dirt", Another movie in a ulu place.. this time on a farm in by the Mississipi River.. Beautiful, now I want to live a rustic life by the red banks of the Mississipi... About a boy who sleeps with his cousin regularly and then falls for an ugly traveller renting his lodge. Another super sad story.. even sadder than before. But Lead is damn cute.

Third leg of the race was accompanied by Rupert Everett in his "Another Country". Beautiful English boys in the 1930's and how hard it is just to bugger another lads' bum.

Last but not least.. well its not the finish line yet, but we've started sprinting... is the lovely movie about 2 minors in love.. yes very the naughty I was.. "Nico and Dani" or rather in Spanish "Krampack!" which i think means masturbation or spanking the monkey for you retards.. no offence.
2 very the cute lead.. not as sad but not very the cheerful either.. I havent seen a gay movie as cheerful as Beautiful Thing... god, I love that movie.

This nite will continue with renditions of "I think I do" And maybe even "the wedding video" if the download finishes in time.. I will be the very sleepy Group Leader tommorow... and cranky too but tonite I will soak up the fairy dust and let the queer child in me to bloom lol.

ciao folks and have a merry nite

Luke Winter

How many times a day do you get to see Beautiful Photographs? Well I got lucky, there was many many out there.... all I did was browse around buzznet and find the gems...

this boy luke winter, is one genius with a camera and he is only 16... can you believe it.. look at the daffodil.. Awesome. Go and take a look at his album... you wont regret it

Buzz!!

Well? What do you think of the new additions? the two strips of photos are syndicated from my photo gallery.. you shall see it updated with the latest pics.. even when i dont update the blog.. i use

WWW.BUZZNET.COM

because its sleek and nice and easy. infact, you'll see many more pics from my cameraphone MUAHAHAHAHA

tell me what you think... it could be improved but i dont know how to do what i want to do yet.. I wonder if Shahjay would know?

In The Car

in da car

Yep Its Amirul Monkeying around in the Car... We were on the way to Tamarind Spring Restaurant, Lovely wedding reception of Ong and Misuzu, of course it was Overdue since they were married like ages ago..

Anyhow, the restaurant itself was gorgeous but it was too dark for me to be able to take any pictures... And While we are on the subject anyway... I havent been on lately because Its just been too busy, too stressful and i dont feel right oddly. But i do miss everyone, including if not especially Danoxxs...
lol

EVIL!!!

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Bandar Baru Klang

I am being transferred to Bandar Baru Klang. Talk about unhappening. Shit. I dont know what i feel about that.. should be effective 1st sept.

aww shiit

Photos found in a thrift shop camera

What would you do if you bought a cheap old camera and found out there was still film in it.. Used but still there. Would you throw it away? Find the owner? Well... this is what happened ....

Purveyor of Rare Artifacts

I am acquiring a new Career. While not abandoning my retail career, I have decided to offer my extensive experience to the world. Check this out.

Purveyor of Rare Artifacts
A Treasure Hunter for the Masses. Artistic Accessories for the perfect home available for sale. Adorn you abode with exotic artifacts from the Land of Malaysia, Thailand and Indonesia. Requests are most welcomed

that sums it up. Those of you far away who wishes to impress your friends till they are green with envy, then I can help make that wish come true. Together, we shall adorn your home with beautiful work of art so rare, your neighbours can only gasp in awe.

My Wealth Fund

Yep you heard it right. I am now accepting monetary Donations from generous people with a few bucks to spare... Donate to a worthy cause, financial freedom for one dude named Husz. Yes, free me from the misery of hard work with low wages...

Just click on the button that is displayed on the right hand side tool bar.
Make me HAPPY =D give me money. any amount will do

Akademi Fantasia 2: Concert #9

the results ARE out!!!

KAER
FARAH
ADAM
BOB
ZAHID are IN THE FINALS!!!

oh yea plus one mystery student.

To vote for your favourite AF dropout, just type AFMASUK and send it to 32999. most votes get to be re enrolled. I voted for Linda and Edlin

for the love of god

damnit!

hedi's reception at Pulapol is on the 4th September 2004 at noon
while Zool's will be at his house on the 5th September 2004 also at noon

cant they schedule each other?

Wedding Galore!

Well I just came back from a night out with old mates from MRSM Kuala Berang. A bunch of str8 people. There was Muz and Eju, a married couple I love to death. Highschool sweethearts that is still strong. Then, there is Julia and Hedi. Another highschool sweethearts, but of the more cool laid back style =D

and the single boys were Hilmi, the playboy mama's boy. Am, also a mama's boy but rougher lol. Zool the ever creative Architect, who by the way is gettting soon, as are Julia and Hedi

Anyhow, the topic was of course weddings since Julia has one looming nearby. The poor girl is halfway panicking allready. So, just to remind myself, these are the itenaries...

11th or 12th August 2004 - Usu's wedding at Masjid Wilayah
24th August 2004 - Julia's Reception at TTDI Community Center
5th September 2004 - Zool's Reception at his house.

I cant remember when is Hedi's reception... =(

anyhow its gonna be a busy month

seconds trickling by...

life is suspended for me now..  work and rest has been the order for the last month.

dunno maybe i like it or maybe i am just tired ...

Anding... Goodbye

well for this gay boy.. isnt it obvious? its the end of the road, well at least AF wise...

saying goodbye to Anding, an allround good guy... but his vocals is kinda weak and he doesnt have the cute face of Kaer to offset it...

Concert number 5 was not so great but Zahid was Awesome... good singer. not cute but still.. more for the girls than the gay population...

btw.. nobody has anything to say about my zoo trip? =(

A Day at the Zoo

Who in their right mind goes to the zoo anyway? well guess what? We do! It was a crazy crazy idea but we stuck with it.

Let me introduce the participants to you. My old friend from JUSCO Taman Universiti, Ms Idayu Mahmud a.k.a. Sengal. Accompanied by my most diligent and cute to boot staff in the produce department, Mr Ahmad Fadzli a.k.a. Botak.

The day started out with them waiting for me for a bout half and hour... my realtives came over. earlier, plus, i was busy in the morning making sandwiches which by the way was not very populat with "that" bunch.



Top Left : Botak posing with the largest rodents on Earth.
Top Right : Idayu and the silly camel.
Bottom Left : Racing on a hippo!!!! yea!
Bottom Right: Hugglez with botak and a hungry camel looking on



Top Left : Polly the Parrot, she tried to bite my finger off. Bad parrot!
Top Right : Pig FIGHT! No, really. Honest...
Bottom Left : Sleeping Bear. Would you like to scratch his balls?
Bottom Right: Crozs lazing about. Hmmm, nice way to lose an arm.

 

Career Crisis!

lol I just told the General Manager of Human Resource that I am gay. phew talk about extreme coming out... happened a couple days ago, she was interviewing me about the stress that I was experiencing back then.

It was a crazy unorthodox interview. I can tell you that. but all other details are confidential.

Young, Single and on a Budget

It was a week ago, on the 30th June actually. Stayed the whole night there but left pretty quick. These are a bunch of cute little things and the place sure could do with a bit of a makeover but heck, its a bachelors pad. actually quite cool.. makes a great photo....

Of course if they see the bloody pic then I might as well shoot myself in the feet.

Oh yea, its the Pantai Dalam Apartments.




And then, Khairil sent me to work, of course he had to work too but its besides the point, this boy sure was shy tho lol. 

The GaP

=D I found this picture on the sleazy web.... I know, I know its not exactly proper but its not exactly HOT but somehow i just LOVE the whole effect, the downward shot, the partial body. i think this picture is just damn good.
 

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Gay in Tokyo?

Do not fret. Here is list of where to go.

Another one Bites the Dust

Akademi Fantasia II : Concert #4

Today highlights the departure of the Fashion Designer from the show. Fitri. Affable, gentle, like by many. Definitely Stylish. Not my type but I have read many a comment on his beautiful Hair. Although his vocals are a tad weak, he has been plagued by poor selections of songs, not that its his fault. The songs were simply not suited to him.

Adios Fitri.

MOVING HOUSE!

Yep I am moving into a bachelor pad, and although the place is small, a simple flat, shared with 4 guys, i think it would be a good move for myself. a slight jar to my life and added companionship should do good for me.

it helps that the housemates are cute to boot. The area? near work and the availability of transportation should be easier on the stress level lol.

btw... I am due to meet the HR General Manager next tuesday... gonna talk about my career,.. hmm i wonder how it would turn out.

:: PORNBLOGRAPHY - Daily Grind ::

:: PORNBLOGRAPHY - Daily Grind :: Funny Funny Funny post LOL

really funny.. I cant believe things like this happen in real life

Dominion Liege Lord

This is an online Multiplayer game I played for years... this is the sypnosis

It's a TOTALLY FREE online fantasy war game. You take control of a plot of land in a world where enemies surround you. Your job is to create or join an alliance, and with that alliance combat the forces of your enemies using military, magic, or espionage. The goal? To push your alliance to the pinnacle of power. To make your alliance and your dominion the most powerful in the land.
To do this, you will enlist an army of troops specific to your race, be it Elf, Dwarf, Undead, Goblin or one of the 19 unique races in the game. Join forces with an alliance of players from all over the world. Increase your power and standing by recruiting bannermen to your cause, who will see you as their Liege Lord. Recruit allies into your alliance to grow in numbers and strength. In the end, only one alliance wins...

Dominion: http://www.kamikazegames.com/dominionLL/r.asp?r=932&c=NFURR

This is the BETA so everybody is equal. Join NOW while the price is right hehehehe

seriously dudes the game is fun! no graphics tho lol

The face of an Angel

The lovely Kaer... Freaky that his sister goes to the same school as my sister lol..

anyway.. I was really hoping to watch him sing that seventies tune by jeffry din. Too bad i missed it... Hopefully i will be able to catch him this week.


its Kaer and his mom! 

Googling Akademi Fantasia

Funny how search results on google changes over time =D
should i add my pic back? this is what happened...

Google Search: akademi fantasia kaer

i think other search engines do better... not that i want that lol

Thank you very much for the link, Dave.

This is a blog i journeyed upon while playing blogshares. The author Dave works with NASA (i think) and this is his blog, entitled... spacecoastweb: blog.

Great opinions and great content. give it a roll boys and girls.
Dave,.. thank you both for the link and the praise [blush][blush]

Weird Searches

so basically i use re_invigorate to track the people who visit the blog, see the referrers so to say. and its weird but I am getting alot of clicks on searches totally irrelevant to me lol.. like recently somebody searched "fuck is girl" on msn and my blog is on the result page lol....

i dont know if my results are better on google or not. thats why i took off my picture coz my brief post on Kaer and Akademi Fantasia would grab most searches on that subject. now my family is a big fan of that reality show and dont want to spill my beans now do we?

Till Hell freezes over?

The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington Chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was "so profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well.

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas cools off when it expands and heats when it is compressed).

One student wrote the following answer:

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are more than one of these
religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially.

Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added.

This gives two possibilities:
1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.
2. If Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over. So which is it? If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa during my Freshman year that: "it will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you," and take into account the fact that I still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then #2 cannot be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not freeze.

The student received the only "A" given.

- Ser Yee gave me this on Friendster

Today is the day, the world comes falling down

I am so stressed it has reached critical point. last night i received a call from a colleague that has eliminated all hope i have for surviving work.

say what you have to say, lazy malay, stupid malay.. take your swing..

I didnt go to work today and half a mind of not going to work again. bond be damned. didnt answer any of their calls.

there are so many emotions in me that i am shutting down. I am not rational today and i do not want to be rational. so basically today will be the day i am in denial.

so long sanity....

where did i go?

well I went to frangipani earlier for a few drinks and guess who i met?

well Siao Yee of course, looking cute as always lol.. almost didnt recognize her coz she was wearing specs... always nice to bump into a friend..

oh i went with Leman, someone who works with me. twas his first time there =D
then he sent me home and i showed him the other house. me mom's bachelor pad lol... he was impressed.. i was too.. the gazebo my mom ordered to be made turned out GREAT!

akademi fantasia

Its now season 2 of Akademi Fantasia. I tell you know, season 2 is by far way better than season 1. For one Kaer is one contestant that i find HOT! lol he is soo cute!! and his antics make me want to gobble him up.

hehehe and they all can sing so very the good. lol well keep me posted on this hearttrob!

Smithing

now I know, its not a subject most people find interesting... but i have always find metalworks fascinating... for one... I find swords so cool.. and daggers too. always wanted to learn how to make swords, tempering metal to make a beautiful blade.

so last night at Frangipani, I met this very cute, interesting girl named Siao Yee (sorry if i misspelt your name) she makes her own Jewelry. I mean how rock is that? her work consists mainly of semi-precious stones and silver. And she says she got a fren that makes bigger stuff like vessels.. pots and vases and the like... i would love to meet him.

Another nice night at Frangipani

Yep went.. was broke so charged on the card lol..

had a blast... met up with a bunch of cool people... danced a LOT which is surprising because it aint a dancing place =D a LOT of cute guys tho none caught my attention...

but this really nice dude, who i cant for the life of me remember his name... well he said something when i was saying goodbyes,.. so i moved my ear near his mouth and said, "excuse me?" and guess what he did? he said, "sure why not?" and gave me a peck on the cheeks =D funny that.. i returned the favour..

anyhow, at work today I sure was horny. i think the perv might be making a comeback...

oh and i sent the thai photos by snailmail =D Noi should be poring over those in a week lol...

Malays are lazy cows. Ok, make that lazy AND stupid cows.

lovely. just lovely.

i agree with shahjay. This is just sick.

i didnt even bother replying... i just hope enough people link to this thread that one day, when they've all grown up. They'll see how silly they were.

Insomniac Nites...

I couldnt sleep.. I went to bed and just couldnt sleep.. keep thinking about my career. and i mean ALOT... i got several plans for my career you see... most of them involving quitting my current job in 1 year and 8 months.

so the first option is that i quit work.. just go to london and find odd jobs there. basically this is not a career option but rather spend 2 years working temp jobs and basically adventuring across europe... sounds rather nice doesnt it?

well second option is go to the British High Consulate and enquire about prospects of working in UK. also, find myself a job at Tesco through their branch here. a bit harder to do than you might think..

the third is basically to work with Tesco Lotus in Phuket. you know why so shut up.

in between now and then i still have several options...

the current plan is to stay where i work in the perishables of Midvalley and get myself transfered back to Johor, in the new store Tebrau. Hopefully i would have been promoted to asst line manager by then.

now while i was vainly trying to sleep i thought that hey since Connie is quitting her job, why dont i take hers? so thats what i decided tonite... i am gonna call up the Merchandising Manager Kak Mary tommorrow and ask if i can take over the seasoning material asst merchandiser post. that means i will be working in HQ, with real office hours lol hahaha tho in retailing that doesnt guarantee much.

basically i dont think perishables agree with me.. i can do the job, i just cant do the job excellently. damn that.. its just that i dont think i have the right temperament. if it was the grocery.. that would be fine...

so thats it,... i still cant sleep

Happy BIRTHDAY mommy!!!

well its my mom's birthday. and since i hope she never sees this blog lol.. =D

I'll just wish happy birthday to the rest of the world.

My new Colleague

I bet ya all didnt know that i am getting comfy comfy with the new GL. lol too comfy comfy if you ask me.. i mean,.. the guy is a married man. for frigs sake and a young father some more. what the heck am i doing?

he isnt even my type exactly... maybe its the stress at work. maybe i am just asking to get fired, maybe i am just plain stupid. but you know what? i think its because I am bored.. stiff bored...

boredom and me dont go well together... i get bored long enough, something goes whacked in my head. i usually do my craziest stunts when i am bored. boredom is a mind killer lol

anyhow cheers mate to whoever actually reads my blog... i know there are a few of you guys out there who drop in for a look see... see nothing special and drop out of my site.. i just hope that you guys continue your journey to one of the other sites in my blogroll....

i like guava tree... he is a human being and i like that. go visit it.

Oh WHAT CRAP THIS is ... lol

well That was a drag... i just had to delete like 20 identical posts and countless more drafts.. i dunno what happened...

anyway yesterday morning i received an email from Noi and i was very the happy... its raining everyday now in phuket ... i wish i was there to see him wet.. lol

anyway.. my boss decided yesterday to load me down with MORE work.... lol


-ciao

Good Morning!!!

I am just about to go to work! =D

emailed to Noi again today. its been 2 weeks since i last heard from him. and oddly enough i still miss him. Think about him all the time. what is going on?

oh well I guess I'll just take what life throws at me. hopefully I will be able to go to phuket again soon and then we will see if he still likes me or not?

i just hope he is alright.

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HAPPY Birthday Collins!!!

yep it was my friend Collins Birthday =D even though i have to work tommorow at 9 am but still its collins for frigs sake.

and also... Happy Belated Birthday Eleanor and Happy Future Birthday Joey!! its JUNE babies :)

went to liquid earlier... talked for a bit downstair then, we went upstairs for 80's Nite.. it was a blast. it wasnt so earlier on but me and my frens, we started groovin and everybody else joined in.. it was lovely.

All I want to be is a CLOWN!!!

yes, take away all the stress and let me be a clown on a beach somewhere.. lol I can juggle three balls you know.. well barely but it still counts..

anyway I have been trying to search for my site on google and failing horribly. lol .. it seems i have to say the words gay, homosexual, malay or melayu, sex, malaysia a LOT more.. thats the only way.. and realising that, i realized that i have always talked about being gay in malaysia but i have hardly used those keywords in my post. There for you shall now hear an overload of the keywords:- gay malay melayu male living in malaysia. Also a flaming homosexual who wants people to link to me lol....

so support me and the keyword project. all my posts will now end like below




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Lawsuits : Being on the receiving end.

So my mom received a love letter from a lawyer. An actual summons from Tanco Resorts. You know, the vacation super club? So what was the story? She spent nearly 12k paying in installments.. and they want the outstanding balance, another 12k plus interests.

Why my mom didnt pay? Coz they were supposed to give some to my mom, 3 days 2 nights in Port Dickson but it never arrived and our contact person changed several times. When my mom asked for the current contact person. The guy from payment told her to come and find out herself. Talk about bad customer service.

anyhow to cut the story short. we were unsatisfied with services not rendered and cease payment. is that wrong? well according to them it is coz they ARE SUING US!!! the friggin arseholes.. its US who should be suing them. I mean, we havent gone on a vacation with them, we have paid RM 12,000 oredi. And my friends mom said that the resort they gave was shitty as hell ... sub standard services. shit!! This really boils me. hmmph. I am telling my mom we should counter sue, or at least bring it to the consumer tribunal.

Tiki Hut Fest

This here picture was taken at the Tiki Hut, Disney Japan. As can be seen from the photo... my lil nephew wasnt too keen to be in it.

It was raining that day and I was with my eldest sister Nini and her husband Imran. My Aunt Lok, My Granmother and my lil sis Aishar. It was a full quorom. And since my grandma has quite a hard time walking, she was on wheelchair. Sometimes, the Staff had to take some special steps so that my grandmother can join too. But all in all it was a lot of fun. Although its my second time there... I had fun too coz i went to all the different attractions since we had a kid in tow.

In fact, one scene that was funny was how Amirul practically forced his father to take him up on the kiddy rides, merry go round, flying elephant... that sort of thing..

 

CNN.com - Malay PM: Gay UK ministers unwelcome - November 1, 2001

Ah, the good old days. He sure is fierce isn't him. I wonder how he would prove that the minister's bodyguard is also doubling as his body "servant" =D lol

can't help but smile at the lovely example of our leaders. Which reminds me... tommorrow is another hell of a day :( working from 9am till midnight again .. ~sigh~

oh well.. so that is the end of the blog marathon... ciao

celebs'R'us

This is a website by my good friend Inayah Ariffin. I think it is old. but she sure was funny. as funny and demented as she is now. =D i love that girl. She actually made a site that ridicules vegetarians... all in good fun of course. but lol when she was researching... she herself became a vegetarian. still made the website tho.

- i love you grrl

Capitol Hill Blue: Bush's Erratic Behavior Worries White House Aides

I was googling and chanced upon this article. Now i do not know the validity of their statements but if it is true. WOW! How scary is it to be an American.

O-O-O stealing peoples pictures

But before i get to that. I just have to say that me and plans dont go well together.. realizing that there are probably thousands of people wanting to watch Harry too, it doesnt seem like a good idea now. Its odd tho.. i put pictures in here but now i cant seem to write lol =D oh well....



This is the pastry chef i found. lol. Filched it off Marilyn's Blog. He is actually the first chef i have ever met. I do wonder tho when he will be able to get out in the open skies again. Since i assume he is usually mixed up in flour lol. 

Me Old Gorgeous Friend

I know its really late but I would like to introduce my friend Nadzri. Now this cutie went to Japan with me... I was hot for him for the whole 6 months and even before that too.  

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

Well I am going to watch Harry Potter with my nephew later on ... hopefully we will be able to catch some tickets... should be allright lol but you never know.. my sis tells me all the movies are booked lol... but gonna try my luck..

I asked Cols out to Bliss tonite but he wasnt up to it so i didnt go either... i can go to Frangi alone but not bliss.. i wanna be with friends in bliss...

but just in case i forget.. HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY Cols!!!

GYUP

Well I just received an email from this guy steven, i immediately deleted it as i usually do with unsolicited emails.. however, then i thought .. hey it could be a reply from my personals in gaymalaysia so i figure a peek wont hurt..

it turns out to be a website fighting for gay rights in america ... =D

so there it is a link to the site... give them a visit dear boys..

on a different note... i was able to track this site using invigorate.. and it says that for the last two days, 22 people have visited the blog.. Oh my.. i actually have readers... anybody mind commenting ... I really do usually reply to people...

cheers.

Warren the Chef

Well I met a pastry chef last night =D

right after work, i scooted over to Frangipani and had a lousy time, then i met up with Mazlee who works downstairs at the restaurant. After which, I spotted Marilyn and immediately started to have fun lol.

well she then proceeded to introduce to me to her much talked about brother Warren. the "Pastry Chef" he was real nice and cute too. I liked him.

btw... Jeff Selamuthu, who works with my sister was there too.. he introduced me to his friends but at first I was like, who is this guy? i cant really remember him.. it was only later that night I remember who he was. well that night i met David, and these two hilarious indians... but i cant remember their names atm... i was pissed drunk by that time... well

couples were hot that night. Marilyn was hooked up with Beth. Hirwan was hooked up with Dean (who btw is also really cute). Trevor the belated birthday boy was hooked up with the delicious Jensson. Warren was hooked up with E.T. and of course, Man was hooked up too =D


i love it that night lol...

Stocktake - May

Well, this month's hell is over.... i got 30 more days before the next one is due lol... finished at 12:30am today... quite good... there was some problems that could have gone better like some things didnt have prices... and that really sapped away some time.. not enough auditors.. and less control with selling area counting...

all in all ... we could reduce it to 12:00 no problem if they didnt butt in with that stupid hygiene audit briefing...

oh well... still missing Noi... wonder if i will ever stop thinking about him...

There is a reply lol

After fretting myself for two days, Noi replied back to me... and i wonder to myself... is this giddiness manufactured or what?

anyway, since the last 4 posts have all been about Noi, lets talk about other things...

like Nadzri... i just called him up, he says things are not confirmed, or rather, he doesnt know anything yet, nobody told him. Well I'll go check on him at Hardline Office....

and about this blogging thing... how the heck do i put in my profile? in the blog?
BAH things are getting more complicated... cant believe i forgot all my HTML skills.

I miss you babe...

yep, Noi... I really do miss you . I know it sounds sappy but I couldnt sleep properly coz I'm missing you,,, sigh...

A Beautiful Thai Boy - excerpts from "Adventure of a Wanker"

well he is older than me by a year, but still....

well .. where did i left off? hmm anyway... i that first night, I went with Adam to his friend´s bar, "J&B Boys Massage Bar" dont ask me what J & B stands for since they all dont remember... lol

well anyway, we were just sitting there chatting, when i saw this guy who is totally my type... he was wearing a singlet and beach shorts, funky multi coloured shorts. looking all normal and quiet =D i was immediately smitten... he was working at the neighbouring bar.

anyway to cut the story short.. i went there the next nite, the neighbouring bar that is.. and didnt see him, so naturally I was dissapointed, but as i walked along, i saw that he was at the original bar, sitting at the bar watching a boxing match. i lost my nerve and walked away, but then i cursed to myself, "get some courage bitch"... so i turned around and walked straight there.. mulled for a minute whether to sit at the chair of sit beside him at the bar.. i went to the bar =D

ordered a beer and asked him if he wanted one.. he said he did. and so the story goes.. that was when i first actually met Noi, i thought his name was Nai. Well to cut a long lovely story short, i got to know him that nite and although things were pretty much platonic, i went back to my room alone... =D all this while Adam was bugging me about treating him to this disco and that show and everything else under the sun... you get the point...

anyway, from that nite on, i was hooked on Noi. This guys here is sooo amazing... good looks, amazing heart, and strong, oh my what a strong spirit he has... i was captured... i couldnt stop staring at him... so naturally the next day i stopped by, i cant remember what he was wearing that day except for his usual sandals.. and that he looked good. anyway, i said i hanged out for a bit and when the rain cleared and the shine came thru i said I was torn between sitting here with him and going off exploring the island on motorbike .. he said we should go on the motorbike. i said "you will go with me?" all it took was a nod... so there i was enjoying a midday cruise thru the streets, to the various beaches, stopped at one, went to a temple.. made a prayer (for him to find love =D) and back to Patong Beach. We went our separate ways, me to eat, wash up and go to the sauna.. i had a lovely run on the treadmill and the rest was just not nice enough.. tho i did give somebody a blowjob,.. now at this point, I was beginning to piss myself off since i wasnt enjoying the usual casual encounters.... i find myself think of Noi more and more... a quick shower and back to his bar i went.. as it turns out, the two neighbouring bar is actually owned by the same person, so its actually one establishment, to be renovated later next year =D...

anyway the story continues with Noi or Nai as i think of him, wearing this nice diagonal wavy striped shirt.. oh my god does he look sexy in that.. but he was wearing a tracksuit.. said he dont like wearing jeans... After some more conversation... he actually finally agreed to go to My Way, a Go Go bar with a show.. now this was the first time I am going to a Go Go bar lol ... and it was a first time for him too.. he is the type of guy who stays alone, not going to other places like that.. now, Phuket is infested with bar boys, but although he works in a Bar, he is nothing like a bar boy, more like a quiet bartender... so we went, and enjoyed ourselves and were supposed to go to a disco called boat bar, where there was another show... anyway, Am and Nai had to go back to their bar first... so me and Adam headed to Boat Bar... where i met Chet and Nob, who are in their circle of friends. i tell you... i had a lousy time, i tried to have a great time but i keep on looking out the window, hoping he would come...

after a while i just gave up and left.. so you would have found me walking alone to J&B... i rather call it BJ personally.. and there they were.. Nai and his friends.. having a blast... his shirt was undone .. grrrrrrrrrr Nathalie was there.. she is one pretty drag Queen and in no time at all she has me engaged in a challenge of 4-in-A-row. fast forward.. after much noisy bickering and teasing it was set that lose takes off a garment and both contestants take a swig. =D

needless to say, although i did end up in my birthday suit, i was able to prolong the match so that Nathalie had to take off everything except her bra and panties... lol that nite i will remember even tho i was raging drunk lol ...

now something happened that nite which i wish i could change.. i was walking back to my room when i met chet and nob.. blah blah blah they said they wanted to see my room since they have never been up to connect... so i brought them up.. and ohmy god.. i tried soo much not to have sex with them, they really wanted to .. i mean threesome.. so i agreed but then i almost threw up, prolly since the movement was too fast lol ... anyway,,.. somehow i really didnt want to have sex with these two small built thai boys, exactly my type... i really honestly didnt want.. i would rather spend an afternoon with Nai chatting than, have hot threesome sex with them.. so at last i managed to persuade them to find somebody better...

now the thing is.. I dont regret my actions, but somehow the things some people said to Nai was just plain mean... I heard this later... from Nai himself, after much prodding...

so as the circumstances fell,.. Nai saw me as a butterfly, even though i really wasnt.. honest, i was pretty much faithful to a potential... that is what i am eternally sad about but i guess i should really be thankful... i will get back to that later...

the next day i woke up a bit late and went str8 to find Nai... he was wearing black shirt and blue jeans and blue slippers lol... A bottle of beer and a long conversation with Ryder the Australian later... i asked Nai out for lunch.. man this boy will not leech of me at all... we ended up eating at KFC.. and I had to really insist i wanted to pay... so after lunch the sky miraculously cleared up leaving the sun to shine bright .. so i said i wanted to go to the beach,... he said, we drop off his boss's lunch first... so off we went to the beach... now at the beach quite a few things happened but nothing that involves Nai except for the fact that he couldnt stay long... he had to work.. that was the first time i sensed regret in him.. anyway... i stayed at the beach till late..

later that night I went back to his bar to his friends birthday party.. bought a bottle of whisky for everybody and enjoyed the nite... sitting beside him the whole while.. he told me about his brothers used car entreprise and how his brother wants him to join the business... Nai is a farmer boy, back when he was young, after tending the farm, they'd go to market and sell all manner of things... =D that made me love him more.. this man has many shades of rainbow in his life =D

anyway.. since everybody wanted to go to MyWay, and since Nai also wants to go.. oh yea, that night he was dressed to kill.. I like to flatter myself in thinking he got all dressed up just for me.. a white shirt with some coloured print on it, khakis pants, and nice new sneakers!!! gorgeous.. i bought a disposable camera... so if all goes well I will post pictures here... so we went to MyWay, had a blast tho i didnt get a kink in my neck from craning... anyhow they wanted to continue at some bar but i was adamant that i didnt want to go.. Nai insisted that since this was my last nite i should go and be happy, have fun and dance... I told him simple and cornily, straight from the movie Beautiful Thing, "I'm Happy when I'm with you". I couldnt help myself.. so that night was spent, just the two of us at the bar in quiet conversation.. lovely.. i couldnt ask for more.. oh maybe sofa's instead of stools... lol what we talked about shall remain between me and him. but i shall treasure it forever... no matter what happens to either of us from now on... =D it was a lovely but expensive Phuket Holiday indeed...

Well I am in Phuket...

LOVING IT!!!! the beach is beautiful not enough people around tho for serious ogling lol

and sad to say ,.. thai boys are now quite corrupt.. its always about the money.. i mean i aint swimming in it!!! its starting to put me off...

but other than that.. its nice.. the guesthouse is cool i actually made two bookings, the last 3 nights at the budget room and the first at a standard room since the budget was booked on the 24th... and the nice reception gave me the standard room for my whole stay... how lovely..

went to the beach.. swam a bit. was hoping to go to the beach today too but its raining.. last night went for a drink met Adam who ithink is str8 because he didnt suck me back... and dont worry i didnt swallow.. so should be safe..

anyhow.. more stories after I've lived them...

Phuket Here I cummm....

lol ok and just like that,.. I am off to Phuket... and just in case I am kidnapped .. the email from the place where i will be staying (connect@patong) is in my yahoo mail ... nadia knows the password so go rummage in there.. lol

anyway .. its cheap RM560 accomodation and air ticket for 5 days 4 nites...

hope i have fun .. no pics tho since I wont bring a camera...

ciao

Just keeping with tradition...

so basically I joined Fridae last night cool place.. i need to tweak it tho .. argh... gonna take some days...

anyhow... watched Torch Song Trilogy ... MYGOD Matthew Broderick is so damn hot and that movie was REALLY really good.. i totally loved it.. made me cry too ... oh damnit!! it was so darn good... shiit.

oh well.. today is going to be a long day.. i am thinking i need to cancel plans with ser yee.. cant get off day on the weekend.. maybe i?l go to bangkok instead,...

such a looooong day yesterday

yep it was a bloody long day yesterday.. work from 7am to 11pm... talk about crazy... anyway... aint doing that ever again... i dont think I'll be able to go to that reunion thing at MiCasa.... other people are cuti on the 1st... shiit ....

i feel guilty sometimes.. i really should call and meet up wit my MRSM friends .. havent seen them in a long time ...

shiit .. i am meeting up with Ser Yee today...

Of all the things that can happen

I actually wrongly posted here... it was actually meant for my JUSCO blog. anyway,.. I've decided to make this a daily activity...

well tommorrow I have to wake up at 5am and start work at 7am.. today is just stressful.. just like the other days of this week and last...

anyway... mom and family found out Nadia? boyfriend is actually married with kids<< well only one. they went ballistics....

no money right now,.. and am hesitating about Asiaworks...

Steve is an asshole... didnt answer my calls... i need a new potential....

there was something spectacular i wanted to tell but i forgot.. anyway .. until tommorow

Happy Mother's Day...

I know its too late but who cares...

was updating gaydar just now and cruising the profiles... some really cool people are out there... then i saw somebody who i thought looked alot like Danny.. and it turns out I was right lol... not like the last time,.. I actually thought Gary was Daniel that drunkard night lol... anyway figured might as well update a bit

early morning didnt turn out to be so early after all.. everybody forgot to wake me up to go to early mothers day lunch.. :(
but as it turns out... my sis who was the one belanjaing... was late.. as usual lol... so we ended up leaving the house at 11am... went to midvalley where i work (cause i had to work that afternoon.. starting 1.15)

actually now that i think of it.. today was pretty eventful...

anyway,.. we actually had reservations at Amarin Heavenly Thai Restaurant but since my mother didn't trust how halal the place was, we decided on Chili's .. after much waiting and fidgeting... my sis finally arrived.. I belanjaed my family starbucks while waiting.. so we headed to Chili's ... I went off to swipe at work and came back with my food all ready.. chicken mushroom jack... very delicious fajitas ... unfortunately.. I was done eating all my food baru the other orders arrived.. (my sis had rushed my order first coz I had to catch the work timetable thingy) ... anyhow... even tho the morning started really bad .. I was SOOO pissed off at my eldest sister earlier.. but the lunch ended very nicely...

anyway,... at work i was pulled aside by my japanese boss, the first five minutes i entered... (hehehe i stole like 30 mins from work) .,.. man, i almost shat my pants,. I thought he found out lol.. but it turns out my colleague who is like totally cute had quit work earlier.. 24 hours notice.. like totally unprofessional.. anyhow.. from there on, the day progress in a weird fashion.. i cant put a finger on it but it was a weird day...

my sis told me she saw Trevor having lunch at Chili's too.. speaking of which, i have still yet to find that lil bugger of a bastard's profile on Gaydar.. I know he is there somewhere. he refered the site to me for friggin sake.

anyway
gnite ..

Back from Frangipani

Ok so I promised myself I'd write about Steve but he can wait another day...

I've just came back from frangipani.... this is the things that happened..

got off work at 10:45 pm .... called up Ser Yee, took a cab to sungai wang. Met Ser Yee there.. hopped on his car. brought him to the wrong parking LOL! Sorry Ser Yee!!! totally... then walked back in front of Capitol Hotel, where Lees ( dunno her spelling ) picked us up (she don't know her way around)..

then drove to Frangi and found a parking space... walked towards Frangi and HOLA!! there at the door was Lees ś brother who happens to be gay. So there we were ... had fun mingling around, saying hi to frens and such. then my sis came, wit her frens, had more fun talking to her friends. then collins came all...

basically it was GREAT.. tonite was great...

BTW, I got almost full salary Bonus lol that' s amazing. so i get to live...

Another day in My Life

A lot has happened!! like a LOT.. some of them I cant write about in here..

but I am now working as a Group Leader and this month I am getting a pay rise of RM292 !!WOOT!! yea =D

things are hard and not as easy as i thought it would be.. just working day by day nowadays. hopefully things will work out better.. I think I am getting better at this whole relationship thingy.. not being too scaredy cat about it...

Azman joined a male pageant recently at Liquid, a gay bar of all things.. seriously, the guy has been snogging men left and right.. lol he sure seems to be having fun tho so i guess he is being adventurous... He met P recently and I really like the guy, I think he would be good for Azman if ever Azman stop restricting himself. I dunno how I know I like P, only met him for several times.... maybe its karma.