BUSY!!!

GoD!! u think I would actually have time to blog since I finally actually have my own computer at work? But nO!! I've been fuckin busy like a bloody immigrant lol.. yesterday I went home at 5am freaking 5am! hahaha today will be after midnight probably.. I am posting this from the office somemore...

anyway.. Its not that bad since late attendance isnt that big a deal here MUAHAHAHAHHAAHA !!! so nice. hahaha but still I hope I can last long enough that it matters.. I think I might be too old for this..



anyway, matters of the heart are a little bit complicated.. got a few of the usual brushes but noting substantial.. I don't know If I am deluding myself... or if I am actually experiencing these feelings... teddy! hahahah why no more emel =(
anyway.. here included is something i sketched onto a stickypad at work.. I seem to be doing more sketches at work nowadays

Super Update Super News

hahahaha gosh its been 2 weeks since my last update! similarly, its been 2 weeks since I was able to check on any blogspot, blogdrive domains.. which means.. I am sorely out of touch with all my fave blogs..

MINTA MAAF!! bukan salah saya . . lol my mother la.. dia x bayar streamyx so hancuss xda internet kat umah... plus kat SHRDC plak, ban access for blogger and blogdrive ... siot je.... and also friendster and myspace.. semua dia block.. nasib baik for wordpress & blogsome & fridae diaorang x block... so terikat kat situ je la.. my 360 page memang i x blog sangat pon...

so thats the story... I have new blogs now lol ...

Normal is Overrated!
and
Jom belajar Programming!

i actually experimented with blogsome but i like wordpress much better lol ...
anyhow,.. wordpress will be my str8ter public english blog and perv nie multilingua lol or malay blog la....

tue satu berita.. berita tergempar satu lagi... plak, si Arul bodoh tu! aweks dia Zana pregnant pulak... minta minta la cuma scare je.. becoz lambat datang haid... dia minta tolong carikan ubat utk gugurkan kandungan...
now personally, I am pro choice.. i sokong org buat pilihan sendiri sama ada nak simpan atau buang but my own personal choice atau pon pilihan yg saya akan sarankan adalah always to keep it... becoz hidup nie memang macam sial tapi setiap satu aral yg datang tu sure boleh atasi, susah la tapi xkan mati punya... and dapat baby tu best... janji mental mesti kuat.. memang ada cara kalau nak simpan bayi tu...

so anyway.. research punya research... rupanya memang illegal nak buat abortion kat Malaysia nie tapi sesetengah klinik akan buat juga... my sources say that kat JB kalau dah 3 bulan around RM 1k above.. tapi kalau below 9 weeks around RM 400 jer..
this is because for pregnancy under 9 weeks, they can actually abort using medication.. there are these 2 abortion pills that can induce miscarriage.. it will be like a very heavy painful period... of course this varies from person to person la.. u wont even notice the membrane.. cant call it foetus yet coz its so tiny.

anyway,.. after 9 weeks you have to use the vacuum thingy.. so its more expensive.
but of course traditional method was to get the mother to eat lots of pineapples and hot food and hot drinks.. Arul even says that he plans to use magnetic belt.. kalau dia nak guna untuk sebat perut zana... aku lesing dia nanti.. mati mak budak tu nanti..

anhow berita ke 3, Hussin dah dapat kerja lol.. kat ddB lol advertising agency! yea .. pegi interview last week.. twice laks tu.. but cheating sikit la sebab my sister nini yg arrange ngan kawan dia untk interview hussin but still she did tell him if I am unsuitable, not to hire me. anyway. semalam lepas kelas.. parking jer kat rumah tu... Wan Hoong (boss baru) tepon kata dapat... hahah gembiranya tapi dia kata esok kerja .. lol instant beb tapi hussin teringin sangat nak cuti nuzul quran nie sebab kat SHRDC, diaorang set kiteorang ada kelas kan sabtu ahad lepas...

tapi nak wat macam mana? time tulis nie hussin tengah tunggu org lain datang kerja so wan hoong boleh buat briefing sini.. org kat sini boleh dtg lambat becoz semua org kerja lewat mlm... balik lambat tiap tiap hari... hahaha dah la hussin amik paycut .. kerja macam org gila lakz... tapi takpe.. janji puas hati! meja nie kosong je... opis gelap hahaha sorang pon x kenal.. hehehe ackward gaks..

okla.. I sign off dulu bebs!!

Selamat Berpuasa

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN!!!

god .. somebody help ME!!! lol I am becoming str8er by the minute lol .. or rather makin bertobat? hah tolong la ...

but ok I plan on fasting this year. Full month.. and whats more,.. I plan to do it sincerely too lol i mean with the whole niat thingy.. last year was basically just not eating and not drinking from sunrise to sunset. lol this year , it will be fasting.. heck I even take the mandatory hadas shower after jacking off lol havent done that in years...

why am I doing this? I dunno ... after the whole episode with Abg Mie, I just decide to change a bit.. dunno where I am going with this.. I am not stressing myself out or laying out some goals.. I am just slowly moving towards a direction ...

anyway.. i nak gi berbuka so.. thats it for now...

Public Mutual New Fund.

Well Public Mutual is launching a new fund this september... you can read about it here. Its our first Global Fund and as usual... there will be 1% free units to anybody who invests in this fund during the promotion perios (2 weeks)

Give me a call if you are interested in investing.. minimum is RM1000. 019 6434 575

I am quite Happy!!!

hahahahaha ... our co-ordinator thingy Mr. Leong gave us a scare earlier on! he said to stay back today... he'll tell us the exam results of our Operating System course lol

so blah blah blah... learned a fair amount of SQL... I was tell Totoyy earlier that I really miss SQL lol can u imagine it? but really I have always enjoyed databases. well.. after hahaha he told us.. everybody failed ! except one person lol and then he wouldnt tell who!! lol in fact he expected everybody to leave.. and then after pestering.. he read out the names and failed in which part, XP or Server 2003.

hehehehe he didn't call out my name.. the damn bugger wont confirm!! siot betoi..

so happy la.. even tho not so sure .. lol

HAMPEH!!! tahan seminggu jer

Siot! janji pada diriku sendiri telah dimungkir semalam.. hari sabtu.. siot iman x kuat langsung.. citer detail2 x yah!

Aku gi PD ngan Arul & Zana & Dilo & Panjang.. lol Panjang org ILP baru i kenal.. time tu.. juga.. cuma nak citer.. baru balik nie tadi.. cost nya cuma RM30 seorang tido satu malam.. makan minum x termasuk.. budget giler! disertakan gambor gambor faverate aku untuk di tengok..

utk omputeh.. nie dier translation..

I went to Port Dickson, a beach destination this weekend, where I broke my own promise not to be a bloody slut anymore. Shit I can only last a week? not even! anyway total cost per person (there was 5 of us) is RM30 not including food and drinks.. Its fucking cheap if u ask me!

anyway, here are some of my favorite photos.... nuthing much to tell tho about lazy beach vacations.

(pokewak!! gambor nanti la i selit dari Buzznet.. blogger uploader nie lembab nak mampos)

*Pssst

I've got an exam in 25 minutes.. I should be studying instead I am checking my email and writing this daft post. What the hell am I doing blogging at a time like this?

anyhow, I've got a dastardly plan to communicate silently with my frens through the Terminal Server Manager... look at the pic ...



we've already edited our registries so that there wouldnt be any of those annoying beeps.

anyway.. wish me luck!

Why Am I Lazy?

well no reason. Just haven't had the mood to blog at all.. Dunno why. Its not a lack of activities.. I still haven't blogged about KK, nor have I told u guys about ILP, or the fact that I have started SLG - Skim Latihan Graduan at SHRDC , yep, I've been hitting the books for over a week..

and "something" My heart has gone chasing after dreams... shit. I knew it was a mistake to go so fast but what to do.. well dia punyer response pon dah lukewarm. nak wat macam mana... oh welll

tapi masalahnyer.. i takde mood langsung.. merajuk for the whole weekend. Cian kat Arul,... and last sunday i gi pahang, Aldrian punye pertunangan.. and that morning i dah buat resolution. I won't be a slut no more. so that means.. there is more than a month of test period lol "ramadhan lor" Yep.. no more casual meaningless sex. No more encounters.. *sigh* I'll be a monk..

yep.. i wonder how long I'll last? But for right now.. thats my decision.. I'll be celibate until I find my first boyfriend. Jangan main2.. hal boyfriend nie.. I very the stringent.. bukan dari segi criteria.. but dari segi..."when exactly in a relationship/encounter do you consider him a boyfriend?" so thats it.. from now on, my best friend besides Collins is my right hand.

oklah tu je... and for siapa2 yg selalu baca my blog tapi x comment.. its orite.. Thank you for reading.. do send me an email tho.. hussinyusof@gmail.com kalau u guys sudi..

U-Turn on Fines

what the heck? I dont know what the general populace is thinking.. i bet everybody thinks they are the best drivers.. Honestly, do they really think that reckless driving will be solved by fines?

NO! only way to improve the bloody attitudes is to have enforcement! Haul all those reckless drivers who zoom in and out, run red lights and other dangerous activities to Jail! or community service.. Its mostly those bloody expensive cars that drive so fast and blink their headlights and are all impatient that causes accidents.

shiit. I got 3 summons because of didnt bring driving license.. =(


on a side note.. I am very very sad.. I was sooo happy these two days, coz I thought that maybe I found somebody I could settle down with.. Somebody who wont care about my multitude of shortcomings.. tapi nak buat macam mana? dia kata nak kawan jer.. I am sooo sad.. bukan sebab rejection, tu I can accept (even though I try to minimise the risk) tapi sebab i dah get my hopes up... dah berangan dah jadi couple yg solehah.. dah sanggup tinggalkan kegiatan extra curricular dengan str8 boys nie.. dah sanggup stop shopping and touchNgo. I dah siap bersedia belajar semayang, agama dari dia..

tapi nak wat macam mana? thats life right? I still nak try.. mana tahu, a few years down the road, lepas jadi kawan, mungkin dia akan perasan yg I nie xde la teruk sangat. Abg, bagi la hussin peluang. Bagi la apa2 syarat pon, hussin akan cuba jadi orang yg abg boleh sayangi.

cuma i nak luahkan je perasaan sedeh.. walaupon i terima keadaan ini.. yela .. feelings tu xleh deny... anyway.. hussin nak test blogger beta nanti

Nurazmiworld: Cool Artist

I was just deleting my tag board when I noticed an old post. The link brought me to one Nur Azmi, an artist of sorts, his works reminded me of my sister and also Hockney. I really liked it..

the guy has even managed to make a book. from what I could see... I like it... so come on guys.. i think i would really like to buy one.. but itu tunggu nanti la bila ada duit lol