Friday, April 27, 2007

I am going Camping!!!!



Yep.. I am going camping!!! hohohoho been ages since I've been camping. This trip is organized by the mates or should I say Males of Guys4Men.com hohoho it was in the forums since last month... and I just decided heck, it could be fun. Even though I dont know any of them but.. yesterday I did go to the meeting with some of them..

the pic on the right was taken last night by abg TT. Dua2 sesat semalam and then tak tahu mana org semua coz we didnt know anybody in real life hohoho.. but there were only a few people there but still they were very nice.

anyway cannot wait,.. the place is berkelah falls, somewhere on the way to Kuantan.. A bunch of Gay guys in the jungle hohoho.. the food was provided by somebody .. RM30 for 2 nights food .. and transport just shared spread even. tents and all are considered free la.. tapi no sleeping bags .. :( i got no place to sleep comfortably on... hmm

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Have You Registered to VOTE??

well korang semua dah mendaftar belom? kalau dah daftar tapi not sure kalau masih ada rekod ke x, sila click here. Please la pergi register. You can register to vote as long as you are 21 years of age, and a Malaysian citizen. Also, you can register the place of voting depending on where u are living. You will need the post code of that Area.

Where can you register? Well.. at any post office on any working hours. Make sure, you have your IC with you. And Remember it takes at least 3 months before your name will appear in the electorate roll so if you dilly dally and Pak Lah declares an Election within 2 months.. Matila!

So go an Register. I am dead serious.

VOTING is not a right, VOTING is not a privilege, VOTING is a RESPONSIBILITY! now haul your lazy ass to a post office and register. No excuses or I'll smack u silly.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Langkawi Trip

yes I am broke. and Yes I did go to Langkawi.. I have paid for the plane ticket already.. so I went anyway..

I'll post pics later.. but lets do the summary first.. lest I bore u guys to death.

accomodation
Venue: AB Motel, Chenang beach
Price: RM 120 per room per night (2 double beds) therefore divided by 4 persons making it RM60 per person for 2 nights
Transportation RM50 per person for 48 hours including petrol costs.

yep the flight was at 4pm something on friday. I managed to make it although I was late a few minutes. The flight was problem free and we arrived there with still the afternoon sun heating us up. Arrived at the hotel in a jiff, its really near to the airport. It seems that everytime I go on vacations, I seem to be the only one raring to go hohoho.. I didnt have shorts so i quickly went to buy some, of course I met up with my old SL Rosli and a girl I can barely remember.. Ok I cant remember her at all but she seems to know me hohoho. Used to work in jusco also la.. we went to the food/drink stalls nearby. Oh it was purely coincidence but that weekend was the week Langkawi had its Pesta Air or Water Festival. There were loads of people hohoho of course there will be loads of cute malay boys also. and Lots of things for sale.

anyway.. I browsed around the shops and bought a red cheap shorts for RM10. apa lagi.. went back to the room.. changed and dived into the water.. HOHOHO i was like the only one who jumped in.. after that short dip, we went to have dinner in Kuah, it was rather uneventful.. but there was fireworks, visible where we had dinner. We ate near Buena Vista Hotel.. ok je.. Apparently there is a concert thingy at Dataran Lang. Even Mawi is supposed to perform.. hohoho.. had dinner and apalagi.. I called up N*, I actually called up R* but he was working in Bayview.. hmm would have gone there but how? cant ask them to wait around while I chatted up with R*, besides, he was working.. so I called up N* instead altho I cant really remember his face.

everybody left, the veterans and family people went back to the motel in one van and the young kids went to Dtaran Lang in the wagon.. I waited for N*.. he soon came and picked me up on his motorcycle.. we went to his workplace STarbux in Dataran Lang of all places lol.. so managed to watch the concert abit. it was some chinese guy. but we soon decided to leave and thats when Mawi came on, last act katakan.. tapi we ols blah je.. tak kuasa nak tunggu,.. at first the plan was to go to a beach nearby but since his housemates were not in hehehe we decided head to his place.. IT was starbux hostel and it was more like a hotel man.. sheet it was grand.. with astro some more.. watch Akademi Fantasia a bit and 13 ghosts a bit,. In a very romantic close proximity hug thingy lagi hohoho

a little bit of fondling and rubbing and the festivities began in the bedroom hohohoho.. I tell u .. it was the FIRST TIME IN HISTORY THAT I became a fucking TOP!!! he was very nice and helpful, being very patient and giving tips and encouragment.. it didnt last that long but we did 3 positions hohoho.. then I went flat and we switched roles.. hoho it was very satisfying.. NICE! I went to have a shower when suddenly he stepped in the bathroom and said that his housemate is back and I should be quiet.. hmmm as it turns out.. HE panicked for no reason as he mistook MY shoes for his roomate.. we had a few good laughs over that.

back at the motel.. I joined my friends on the beach, a few minutes after that I noticed a flash of movement in the sea further up the beach.. I told my friends that there are people swimming nekkid there hohoho no body bloody believe me, in fact they looked and cant even see anybody swimming at all. they all said it was impossible that I can see people skinny dipping.. so apa lagi.. I said fine, and walked up nearer to take a look.. sure enough there were 3 people in the sea, all mat salleh, there were more of their friends on the beach.. of the 3, only one was wearing something at the waist area hohoo.. I am not the type who would gawk and stare and hence spoil the fun so I turned back said "What did I tell you?" do not doubt me about these things hohohoho

so it was pretty interesting for them.. anyway... I later on took a night swim but clothed la.. I was a bit dissapointed because when I got back to the room .. Awinz this cute sabahan boy i like slept with Yan and that leaves an empty space next to Rosli.. :( but to be fair, it was understandable since I knew all three of them but While Awinz and Yan knew each other very well, they didnt know Rosli that well..

anyway the next day was quite a bore.. we went for breakfast and even though initially all I wanted to stay at the motel and laze around on the beach, they managed to convince me to go with them.. to see Mahsuri mausoleum or in malay Makam Mahsuri which Rosli belanja the entrance.. and after that Black Sand beach which is a bore, it might have been interesting a decade ago but really.. black sand? its not even pretty. hmmm we did go to hot spring somewhere after that but that was also a dissapointment.. since the well is so small while the whole complex is huge.. plus its just hot.. not even bubbling..

after that the boys insisted we all go to the Jetty which wasnt on the original plan.. Initially they wanted to go to the cable car which I didnt want to go since it costs RM15, so in the ended we split again.. 1 car went their own way.. the very cute and i though unavailable Farhan and us who went to survey Island Hopping prices.. Anyway, it was 220 for a boat, 12 people.. only 10 people went not me since it would mean paying RM25 -RM37 (it ended up RM37 since 2 didnt go)

What did I do? hohoho laze on the beach, slept under the shade in the beach, catwalked up and down the beach attracting glances and catcalls which I smiled at ... very the hadek hadek hohohoh it was fun, dancing in the sea since there was like bands and Music playing at the beach, there was going to be a concert there later that night.. while i was dancing there were also a bunch of people cheering, or yelling or shouting at me hohoho u know la.. melayu jakun.. I basically ignored them aside from the initial flirting ..

in the end, I did befriend 2 very cute boys swimming in the sea , Mizi and Shah hohoho they are helping their brothers in the stalls.. I couldnt find their stalls later that night but hey, its really the memories that count. Nothing happened.. but hey a man can dream right? well I'lll continue with the updates later.. along with pictures once I get them from Eida..

Friday, April 06, 2007

Guys (fuck me hard) 4 Men


If you are a horny gay guy. you MUST join Guys4Men! It is just amazing! At first, I joined just for the heck of it. It doesnt look like much but it is powerpacked.. There are profiles with G rate Pictures and X rated Pictures. And for those shy ones, there are private pictures that we can either include in messages or by giving people passwords..

Some of those dudes post really hot pics hohoho In fact, I got a few up there myself hahaha. I used to be just a normal member but since I posted the links to G4M here, I've become a supporter which gives me benefits like a bigger inbox, ability to send messages to people with full inbox, ability to send messages to new members (< 1 week) and ability to see who clicked on my profile.. <<< hohoho macam cerita Heroes pulak..

but other than that, its a fully functional personals site. Unlike Manjam, where the number of messages u send are limited and the no of profiles u view are limited. There are no limits in G4M. U only need to clear ur inbox regularly.

Plus, there are the forums. Its very active for us, Malaysians, since we are a talkative bunch lol.. Therefore you can see alot of postings for people looking to rent rooms or looking for housemates.. there are also gatherings and all. In fact, I am going to a camping trip organized by one of em, this 28th April 2007 at berkelah falls. There are gonna be over 20 screaming fairies on that hill lol.. Only RM30 for the food.. we are car pooling so expenses are covered evenly with the driver.

ok enough about that. lets talk about luck.. hohoho so far, I've met a few guys, stayed in contact with a few guys and had sex with a few guys. Some of them I wish they'd do seconds while some of them, I dun want to do seconds with hohohoho well thats life isnt it? well, maybe I'll post a few saucy pics of the guys

Quick update...

hmm ok so I wont tell u guys about my brother because it isnt my place. Even though I want to bitch about it but I wont.

However it is important to know that My mom had an actualy conversation today. About my brother. The problem that actually absorbed most of the attention and wrath from my coming out. Yes, I think I am surviving this "crisis" which means, I dont have to move out just yet.

She did touch upon the whole me being gay thing tho, briefly at which point, I chose to remain quiet.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

The Day After?

It was weird... I have butterflies in my stomach but when I entered... Nothing. No drama, nothing.. I know I am fucking chicken shit so I went in got my phone.. went here and there... looked for the keys to my house (ironic isn't it?) which i had just found to be missing from my car keys tangle.

And left. Went to TTDI to wait for someone (still gigih nie) but no show so I went to Collins place. Swam in the pool and just basically hanged out. by midnight, I figure I had better get back. *sigh*

it is just so weird. But i checked my messages, the irony is that the SMS that totally outed me was from my Str8 Fren, it states something like "Gay, aku x dapat dtg la mlm nie, ada hal. lain kali aja la ok? nanti aku bagi ko isap konek aku."

it was a fucking joke! but it started the whole witch hunt.

Monday, April 02, 2007

hmmm MY MOM FUCKING FOUND OUT!

well.. the cat is out of the bag.

My mom found out. SHit. I forgot to bring my phone, it was charging and she read the messages.
yep its shit.. my sister just YMed me and told me everything. I dunno maybe I am in shock which I dont think so. Should I be worried? like WHERE THE FUCK am I going to live?

oh well here is the transcript for our conversation...

Hussin Yusof: sheet i left my phone at home
nadlat: YES
nadlat: mak is sooo fucking upset
Hussin Yusof: why?
nadlat: she was sceaming her lungs out at me....
nadlat: cause she read ur smsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Hussin Yusof: hahaha I am in deep sheet then
nadlat: yes
Hussin Yusof: wat she say?
nadlat: i mean how can u leave ur phone????
nadlat: so many things
Hussin Yusof: it was no batt
Hussin Yusof: so i charged it lat
Hussin Yusof: la
Hussin Yusof: and forgot since I was rushing oredi
nadlat: like if she knew she wouldnt give money to u for road tax
Hussin Yusof: and she was nagging and nagging and nagging
nadlat: cause she doesn't want to contribute to all the mak siat
nadlat: yeah
nadlat: ofcos lah
Hussin Yusof: well she sure can have it back
nadlat: i mean shit lah...why u leave ur phone when u knew got messages lah
nadlat: aiiiioooooooooo
nadlat: and d other phone also got all dat sms's
nadlat: next time i give u charger ok
Hussin Yusof: well nasib baik my old phone mati
Hussin Yusof: that one got gambar some more
nadlat: bring offis
nadlat: wat?????????????????
nadlat: wat>??????????????????
nadlat: wat???????????????????
nadlat: so she must of saw those gambar
Hussin Yusof: its rosak!!
nadlat: she said something....
nadlat: i pretended not to know lah
Hussin Yusof: u cannot start the fucking phone
nadlat: den she said which brother would sell his PENIS
nadlat: aiooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Hussin Yusof: ???
nadlat: i dunno lah
Hussin Yusof: sell penis?
nadlat: dats what she said
nadlat: not penis
Hussin Yusof: hello... that's just my anak ayam
nadlat: she did not say konek
Hussin Yusof: prolly la
nadlat: she said punie or something
Hussin Yusof: *dunno*
nadlat: eee.....what pictures u got der
Hussin Yusof: hohoho all sorts of naked and notty pics
Hussin Yusof: but nobody can buka the phone
Hussin Yusof: rosak ma
nadlat: any naked phone
nadlat: well she on d phone
nadlat: she sayng soo many things
Hussin Yusof: no no naked phone
Hussin Yusof: i dont know what that means
nadlat: she crying
nadlat: she crying x 10000000000
nadlat: was she like this also when she found out about my pregnancy
nadlat: cause i have a feeling she was
Hussin Yusof: i don't know
Hussin Yusof: i only was there during the end part
nadlat: oo wat was the end part of it
nadlat: cause she is saying it like...kamu semua...means u, me and prolly abang
nadlat: but den again ...to her abang dun do maksiat...
Hussin Yusof: yep
nadlat: she doesn't know about when he invited his girlfriends here lah
nadlat: hahahah
nadlat: oops
nadlat: i mean to d house
Hussin Yusof: abg is prolly the lightest offence
Hussin Yusof: hohoho yap
nadlat: cause i always caught him
Hussin Yusof: but even then its like.. ala biasa la lelaki muda
Hussin Yusof: I dun need to catch him one
Hussin Yusof: I KNOW lol
nadlat: yeah....i didn't just catch him once with one girl
nadlat: with many other girls
nadlat: hahahahahah
Hussin Yusof: she still on the phone with u?
nadlat: no she called and hung up on me
nadlat: she said to tell u dis
Hussin Yusof: hmm wat to do ah?
Hussin Yusof: not to go home?
Hussin Yusof: hohohoho sheeet!
Hussin Yusof: what the fuck am i going to do?
nadlat: 1. get out of homosexuality or move out of the house
nadlat: i DUNNO
Hussin Yusof: well we know the answer to no 1
nadlat: u can stay at my house for a while..if u want.....
nadlat: there is only number one
nadlat: she didnt' give u much option
Hussin Yusof: then why the fuck did u use numbering?
nadlat: like me...i had a few options
nadlat: huhuhuhuh
nadlat: hahha
Hussin Yusof: really?
Hussin Yusof: what was the options
nadlat: cause i dunno....
nadlat: so how??????
nadlat: she was crying and cursing
nadlat: and reciting the Quran
nadlat: she saying....latnat di tuhan....bakar dan bakar dan bakar dan bakar
nadlat: as for me....my sins...i kena tumpahan larva
nadlat: like dat lah
Hussin Yusof: and this month is really tight and everything
Hussin Yusof: kena tumpahan larva?
nadlat: ho ho ho....how den?????????????????
Hussin Yusof: like watever la.. do what we usually do..
nadlat: yeah lah...my sins lah ....unwed mother.....
Hussin Yusof: 1. me move out.
Hussin Yusof: 2. me continue living la..
nadlat: u can choose either
Hussin Yusof: 3. sheet i have to cancel my langkawi trip i think .. but i paid oredi the flight tickets
nadlat: hmmm......yeah.......wat langkawi trip?????
nadlat: when??????????
nadlat: give me d trip
nadlat: hahahahhahah
Hussin Yusof: oh i have a langkawi trip this 7 8 9 10
nadlat: wahhhhhhh
Hussin Yusof: where can! ><<