Have you been looking for Afdlin Shauki's Album? Would you like to? Well you can't... apparently you cant buy it from the stores...
so go here and find out.
Personally I dont really go out and buy music.. dunno..
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Iran executes gay teenagers
Boys didn't know sex was "punishable by death"
By OutRage! News Service
I AM SOOO ANGRY!!! How can this happen? They were just fooling around! and they are soo cute! Death? They want Death? I am tempted to give them death.
This is my Declaration!, I will no longer stand, abide nor allow anymore discrimination, abuse, neglect to me or any other gay, lesbian or transgendered in the name of Islam, Christianity, Judaism or any other Religion. Personal experiences are o.k.
And I will flaunt my sexuality like a weapon. You will RUE THIS DAY!!! I will also not stand any glbt who condemns our own kind. IRANIANS, you must declare your allegiance to me or be considered an enemy. I may be a MUSLIM but I am a human being first.
FUCK YOU! YOU BASTERDS!!!!
Thursday, July 14, 2005
JUSCO Family Day
hahaha yesterday was the much awaited JUSCO Family Day, dubbed "Sportz Carnivale" lol ok.. I have to admit that although I hated the whole idea behind that day, the whole military style, the location, the everything, I actually enjoyed myself tremendously....
I was the mascot for our store "BBK" marching contingent lol and WE WON! first place (i think), hehehehe I was the crazy cow while my staff was the cute tiger lol both costumes bought in Japan for a measly 1000 YEN lol ..... i was bloody exhausted at the end that I drenched myself in water...
but the real fun was because I was actually doing some little business... I was selling peanutz (RM1) and canned drinks(RM1.50) to everybody... we (me and Romor with the help of Simon) were the only staff who did it! lol although we were ridiculed by MANY!! there were quite a few people who were impressed.. lol it was fun.. things went really well and though we were dead tired, it was still fun...
but then it rained ... and it rained... and it rained harder.. still i tried to sell off as many as i can lol ... but things had to be cancelled..
so i made a profit of RM20 yesterday lol but its alright coz we still have 10 cartons of stuff left we can sell.. so now i am not so broke... lets see the accounts
RM 100 = debt owed to Rohaslida
RM 50 = handphone prepaid
RM 150 = credit card payment
which leaves RM50 to use lol ... *sigh* still broke. RM 400 was the starting capital i contributed... i guess i should be grateful that we manage to get that back...
but still we had lots of fun when others were bored to death
I have the last laugh HOHOHOHOHO
I was the mascot for our store "BBK" marching contingent lol and WE WON! first place (i think), hehehehe I was the crazy cow while my staff was the cute tiger lol both costumes bought in Japan for a measly 1000 YEN lol ..... i was bloody exhausted at the end that I drenched myself in water...
but the real fun was because I was actually doing some little business... I was selling peanutz (RM1) and canned drinks(RM1.50) to everybody... we (me and Romor with the help of Simon) were the only staff who did it! lol although we were ridiculed by MANY!! there were quite a few people who were impressed.. lol it was fun.. things went really well and though we were dead tired, it was still fun...
but then it rained ... and it rained... and it rained harder.. still i tried to sell off as many as i can lol ... but things had to be cancelled..
so i made a profit of RM20 yesterday lol but its alright coz we still have 10 cartons of stuff left we can sell.. so now i am not so broke... lets see the accounts
RM 100 = debt owed to Rohaslida
RM 50 = handphone prepaid
RM 150 = credit card payment
which leaves RM50 to use lol ... *sigh* still broke. RM 400 was the starting capital i contributed... i guess i should be grateful that we manage to get that back...
but still we had lots of fun when others were bored to death
I have the last laugh HOHOHOHOHO
Saturday, July 02, 2005
I am broke
yeah.. i know its been a long time since I posted.. things arent so peachy since I moved to my own place. I am dead broke, the place might not seem to cost alot at RM350 but buying all the stuff needed for a comfortable life is very EXPENSIVE!
I got my washing machine now, and a fridge, small tv. gas cooker and all ( I seem to do a lot of cooking lol ) but i need a bloody bed and sofa... anybody who wants to get rid of their not so dilapitated sofa gimme a call at 019 - 6434575. but it would have to be a donation coz I cant even afford nasi lemak..
why am I broke? well i would probably be alright if i hadnt gotten the genuis idea of making some money on Jusco Family Day which ought to be called military day instead.. anyway, I plan on selling loads of RM 1.50 canned drinks. i still have to rent/buy one of those huge orange coolers to keep ice in...
anyhow I am broke because i want to make money.. oh btw several things happened when i wanted to install my washing machine, 1) i had to dismantle a sink because it wouldnt fit the plug, and the other pipes was too far. 2) the drain was blocked resulting a flood in my kitchen
oh well cheers mates...
I got my washing machine now, and a fridge, small tv. gas cooker and all ( I seem to do a lot of cooking lol ) but i need a bloody bed and sofa... anybody who wants to get rid of their not so dilapitated sofa gimme a call at 019 - 6434575. but it would have to be a donation coz I cant even afford nasi lemak..
why am I broke? well i would probably be alright if i hadnt gotten the genuis idea of making some money on Jusco Family Day which ought to be called military day instead.. anyway, I plan on selling loads of RM 1.50 canned drinks. i still have to rent/buy one of those huge orange coolers to keep ice in...
anyhow I am broke because i want to make money.. oh btw several things happened when i wanted to install my washing machine, 1) i had to dismantle a sink because it wouldnt fit the plug, and the other pipes was too far. 2) the drain was blocked resulting a flood in my kitchen
oh well cheers mates...
Friday, May 27, 2005
TROUBLE!!!
How do i go about telling this???
OMG!!! MY SISTER WHO I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW, she, came upon this blog and shit hit the fan... she was sooo bloody upset... understandably about the post before this, but more she said, "how could i do this to my mother? couldn't I wait til she died before posting my sordid life on the blog, for the world to see".
i dunno.. i have to admit, I am at fault. I have no excuses..
Do i feel bad? no... in fact, I dont even regret it.. although i am very the stupid one.. konon IT , tapi i made the usual mistakes we all make.. i forgot to delete the history when using her computer.. hmm thats me, malas.
this was thru sms coz I didnt feel like talking..
I asked her to read my blog from the start, to get to know me like she should.. I told her, the me at home was just acting, i never did open up at home, never shared my dreams, my fear, anything.. in fact, when I was studying in INTI and my computer went kaput! and my final project was due, my mother was actually taken aback that I actually asked for help. so basically I told my sister that I wasnt that crazy.
she said no thanks.. she never wants to grace this spot ever again..
last thing i messaged was "ok... nice knowing you" and we have not crossed path again.
now I am not traumatic because my other elder sister who i love to death has known for years, my brother knows too though I never came out to him at all. I think my lil sis has always known. and I know that no matter what, they will always be there (whether i like it or not) lol.
but i like to think that I am giving my eldest sister a few years to cool down. But I aint ashamed of who I am. this is the only way I can even think of to be happy. I am not even happy now, just not bad... but its ok coz I know things could have been much much worse.
I was miserable in school.. so so miserable... why did u guys think i started so young? at 13, for crying out loud, at that age, I should be out skateboarding not sucking old men's dicks. I guess i just wanted escape. To be close. because I realized even back then, that I couldnt ever be close to anybody... the girls i like but are too different, they boys just dont click with me...
and i went to boarding school.. no sex.. well almost none... but i still couldnt buddy with anybody except for fadzlan who everybody made fun of.. he was my best bud there... now dont get me wrong.. the bunch of us went thru alot... i love them to death, tuntung, eju, hilmi, muz, zool, julia, everybody. i just wasnt one of the guys. not that they didnt want me (i think) I just couldnt open up.
it will be years before that magickal 4 years in sabah where i was truly happy... i came out and found such wonderful friends, toy!, Jaime!, collins!, Paciq!, Popon! OMG! i wasnt afraid to me the annoying pervert me and they didnt run away.. they the worst of me and i hope the best of me... and if this is what it takes to find frens like you guys, then life can bring it on.
so there.. I am almost completely out.. I'll let life deal the cards on the final ones who matter..
I am soo sorry if I upset the balance. I am not good at emotions in real life.. at this kind of thing... even now, like over a week after that incident, this is the first time I could say things out.. I am sorry collins, i just couldnt really say it out ... and thanks for being there when i needed u. and sorry it had to come at the time when u needed me.
OMG!!! MY SISTER WHO I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW, she, came upon this blog and shit hit the fan... she was sooo bloody upset... understandably about the post before this, but more she said, "how could i do this to my mother? couldn't I wait til she died before posting my sordid life on the blog, for the world to see".
i dunno.. i have to admit, I am at fault. I have no excuses..
Do i feel bad? no... in fact, I dont even regret it.. although i am very the stupid one.. konon IT , tapi i made the usual mistakes we all make.. i forgot to delete the history when using her computer.. hmm thats me, malas.
this was thru sms coz I didnt feel like talking..
I asked her to read my blog from the start, to get to know me like she should.. I told her, the me at home was just acting, i never did open up at home, never shared my dreams, my fear, anything.. in fact, when I was studying in INTI and my computer went kaput! and my final project was due, my mother was actually taken aback that I actually asked for help. so basically I told my sister that I wasnt that crazy.
she said no thanks.. she never wants to grace this spot ever again..
last thing i messaged was "ok... nice knowing you" and we have not crossed path again.
now I am not traumatic because my other elder sister who i love to death has known for years, my brother knows too though I never came out to him at all. I think my lil sis has always known. and I know that no matter what, they will always be there (whether i like it or not) lol.
but i like to think that I am giving my eldest sister a few years to cool down. But I aint ashamed of who I am. this is the only way I can even think of to be happy. I am not even happy now, just not bad... but its ok coz I know things could have been much much worse.
I was miserable in school.. so so miserable... why did u guys think i started so young? at 13, for crying out loud, at that age, I should be out skateboarding not sucking old men's dicks. I guess i just wanted escape. To be close. because I realized even back then, that I couldnt ever be close to anybody... the girls i like but are too different, they boys just dont click with me...
and i went to boarding school.. no sex.. well almost none... but i still couldnt buddy with anybody except for fadzlan who everybody made fun of.. he was my best bud there... now dont get me wrong.. the bunch of us went thru alot... i love them to death, tuntung, eju, hilmi, muz, zool, julia, everybody. i just wasnt one of the guys. not that they didnt want me (i think) I just couldnt open up.
it will be years before that magickal 4 years in sabah where i was truly happy... i came out and found such wonderful friends, toy!, Jaime!, collins!, Paciq!, Popon! OMG! i wasnt afraid to me the annoying pervert me and they didnt run away.. they the worst of me and i hope the best of me... and if this is what it takes to find frens like you guys, then life can bring it on.
so there.. I am almost completely out.. I'll let life deal the cards on the final ones who matter..
I am soo sorry if I upset the balance. I am not good at emotions in real life.. at this kind of thing... even now, like over a week after that incident, this is the first time I could say things out.. I am sorry collins, i just couldnt really say it out ... and thanks for being there when i needed u. and sorry it had to come at the time when u needed me.
Friday, May 13, 2005
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Ok lah! I update
LOL Sorry!! I am very the sorry...
at first I malas update and then, so much things happened...
the first major thing is... I bergaduh besar ngan my family, my brother has gone psycho crazy because of all the syabu dia tengah guna and the fact that MAS is firing his ass... so things at home masa tu tense la,.. plus my sister baru gave birth to baby Aleya almost 2 months ago, so dia berpantang kat rumah i.. so bertenggek sekali la husband dia yg jelek itu dan anaknya yg a bit brattish tu..
so dengan perangai anak dia yg bossy+pampered campur dengan suhu rumah yg amat panas tu, dengan dia satu family conquer living room tu (astro mesti ikut citarasa diaorang) dengan abg aku menceceh merapu tak make sense about people looking down on him, maka dengan adanya situasi begini,...
pada harijadi adik saya, ketika tengah makan cake, aku tanya la, "kalau ada ais cream nie mesti sedap kan, makan ngan black forest cake", sister sayang i cakap, "ha'ah syok giler". I sambung balik, "Kak long (sister benci), u tahu tak, masa tu, i makan kat TGI fridays, Chocholate Mud Cake dia sedap giler" and THEN mak i mencelah, "Tu masa tu, bukan sekarang kan? dulu masa makan dengan kengkawan kan?" and then I pun flip la, terus cakap, "Mak, what is wrong with you mom?" "Aiks takkan cakap macam tu pun tak boleh?" "Ye lah, with abg yg tengah giler tu" and then i pergi belakang la tengok kalau ais krim yg dahulu tu ada lagi. (benda nie berlaku dalam sekelip mata, both my sisters, yg i benci tu and yg i sayang tu blur je, tak dengar sangat. i tengok dalam freezer, ice cream takde... so i balik la ke tv.. my sister benci blocking... dia tanya "What did u say to mom? dia menangis tu." "Nothing, she was being so sarcastic" "itu hak dia" and then i walked away, pergi naik atas, tapi sebab i sakit hati sangat, i turun balik cakap, "eh kak long, why dont u just move out? go back home, and bring your brattish son with u" my sister menjerit, "WASI!!!! bungkus semua barang barang kite balik sekarang juga"
and so she moved out of the house back to her place. I pon keluar dari rumah tu, pergi tasek kelana jaya utk redakan perasaan, tapi sebab satu jantan pon tak sangkut, makin tension ada la, so in the end, I pon pindah keluar, now i live in bukit Angkasa, pantai dalam (temporary sementara i cari rumah kat klang)
so basically it was a fucked up week but KLiQ weekend WAS A BLAST!!! BLISS is fucking amazing.. and last night at bar Savaugnh was the best thanks to Popon of course. amazing woman.
so ciao.. sekarang nie takde internet so jarang post la nie
at first I malas update and then, so much things happened...
the first major thing is... I bergaduh besar ngan my family, my brother has gone psycho crazy because of all the syabu dia tengah guna and the fact that MAS is firing his ass... so things at home masa tu tense la,.. plus my sister baru gave birth to baby Aleya almost 2 months ago, so dia berpantang kat rumah i.. so bertenggek sekali la husband dia yg jelek itu dan anaknya yg a bit brattish tu..
so dengan perangai anak dia yg bossy+pampered campur dengan suhu rumah yg amat panas tu, dengan dia satu family conquer living room tu (astro mesti ikut citarasa diaorang) dengan abg aku menceceh merapu tak make sense about people looking down on him, maka dengan adanya situasi begini,...
pada harijadi adik saya, ketika tengah makan cake, aku tanya la, "kalau ada ais cream nie mesti sedap kan, makan ngan black forest cake", sister sayang i cakap, "ha'ah syok giler". I sambung balik, "Kak long (sister benci), u tahu tak, masa tu, i makan kat TGI fridays, Chocholate Mud Cake dia sedap giler" and THEN mak i mencelah, "Tu masa tu, bukan sekarang kan? dulu masa makan dengan kengkawan kan?" and then I pun flip la, terus cakap, "Mak, what is wrong with you mom?" "Aiks takkan cakap macam tu pun tak boleh?" "Ye lah, with abg yg tengah giler tu" and then i pergi belakang la tengok kalau ais krim yg dahulu tu ada lagi. (benda nie berlaku dalam sekelip mata, both my sisters, yg i benci tu and yg i sayang tu blur je, tak dengar sangat. i tengok dalam freezer, ice cream takde... so i balik la ke tv.. my sister benci blocking... dia tanya "What did u say to mom? dia menangis tu." "Nothing, she was being so sarcastic" "itu hak dia" and then i walked away, pergi naik atas, tapi sebab i sakit hati sangat, i turun balik cakap, "eh kak long, why dont u just move out? go back home, and bring your brattish son with u" my sister menjerit, "WASI!!!! bungkus semua barang barang kite balik sekarang juga"
and so she moved out of the house back to her place. I pon keluar dari rumah tu, pergi tasek kelana jaya utk redakan perasaan, tapi sebab satu jantan pon tak sangkut, makin tension ada la, so in the end, I pon pindah keluar, now i live in bukit Angkasa, pantai dalam (temporary sementara i cari rumah kat klang)
so basically it was a fucked up week but KLiQ weekend WAS A BLAST!!! BLISS is fucking amazing.. and last night at bar Savaugnh was the best thanks to Popon of course. amazing woman.
so ciao.. sekarang nie takde internet so jarang post la nie
Monday, April 11, 2005
Friday, April 08, 2005
Ulu Yam Eco Tourism
Earlier today I went to Hulu Yam for a mandi manda session with some cute boys. Some of them were my kids from Midvalley Jusco but the rest were their frens..
I thoroughly enjoyed myself. There were three cars. First Car: Bapuk, Gigi, Man and Aszmir. Second Car: Hussin (me), Epul and Boy (really hot). Third Car: Joe Apek, Adam
I thoroughly enjoyed myself. There were three cars. First Car: Bapuk, Gigi, Man and Aszmir. Second Car: Hussin (me), Epul and Boy (really hot). Third Car: Joe Apek, Adam
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Secrets oh Secrets
sorry dudes and dudettes,
I havent been updating much because of 3 wonderful reasons. 1) I am too lazy 2) I've been busy and lastly 3) My eldest sister just gave birth to a beautiful baby girl named Aliya, she is soooo small.... hence, my sis is now living with us and hogging the internet. I dont feel like blogging that much with no privacy around.
oh btw, since we are divulging secrets now: I sorta have a boyfren now and i bought a car MOO!!! lol
I havent been updating much because of 3 wonderful reasons. 1) I am too lazy 2) I've been busy and lastly 3) My eldest sister just gave birth to a beautiful baby girl named Aliya, she is soooo small.... hence, my sis is now living with us and hogging the internet. I dont feel like blogging that much with no privacy around.
oh btw, since we are divulging secrets now: I sorta have a boyfren now and i bought a car MOO!!! lol
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