well he is older than me by a year, but still....
well .. where did i left off? hmm anyway... i that first night, I went with Adam to his friend´s bar, "J&B Boys Massage Bar" dont ask me what J & B stands for since they all dont remember... lol
well anyway, we were just sitting there chatting, when i saw this guy who is totally my type... he was wearing a singlet and beach shorts, funky multi coloured shorts. looking all normal and quiet =D i was immediately smitten... he was working at the neighbouring bar.
anyway to cut the story short.. i went there the next nite, the neighbouring bar that is.. and didnt see him, so naturally I was dissapointed, but as i walked along, i saw that he was at the original bar, sitting at the bar watching a boxing match. i lost my nerve and walked away, but then i cursed to myself, "get some courage bitch"... so i turned around and walked straight there.. mulled for a minute whether to sit at the chair of sit beside him at the bar.. i went to the bar =D
ordered a beer and asked him if he wanted one.. he said he did. and so the story goes.. that was when i first actually met Noi, i thought his name was Nai. Well to cut a long lovely story short, i got to know him that nite and although things were pretty much platonic, i went back to my room alone... =D all this while Adam was bugging me about treating him to this disco and that show and everything else under the sun... you get the point...
anyway, from that nite on, i was hooked on Noi. This guys here is sooo amazing... good looks, amazing heart, and strong, oh my what a strong spirit he has... i was captured... i couldnt stop staring at him... so naturally the next day i stopped by, i cant remember what he was wearing that day except for his usual sandals.. and that he looked good. anyway, i said i hanged out for a bit and when the rain cleared and the shine came thru i said I was torn between sitting here with him and going off exploring the island on motorbike .. he said we should go on the motorbike. i said "you will go with me?" all it took was a nod... so there i was enjoying a midday cruise thru the streets, to the various beaches, stopped at one, went to a temple.. made a prayer (for him to find love =D) and back to Patong Beach. We went our separate ways, me to eat, wash up and go to the sauna.. i had a lovely run on the treadmill and the rest was just not nice enough.. tho i did give somebody a blowjob,.. now at this point, I was beginning to piss myself off since i wasnt enjoying the usual casual encounters.... i find myself think of Noi more and more... a quick shower and back to his bar i went.. as it turns out, the two neighbouring bar is actually owned by the same person, so its actually one establishment, to be renovated later next year =D...
anyway the story continues with Noi or Nai as i think of him, wearing this nice diagonal wavy striped shirt.. oh my god does he look sexy in that.. but he was wearing a tracksuit.. said he dont like wearing jeans... After some more conversation... he actually finally agreed to go to My Way, a Go Go bar with a show.. now this was the first time I am going to a Go Go bar lol ... and it was a first time for him too.. he is the type of guy who stays alone, not going to other places like that.. now, Phuket is infested with bar boys, but although he works in a Bar, he is nothing like a bar boy, more like a quiet bartender... so we went, and enjoyed ourselves and were supposed to go to a disco called boat bar, where there was another show... anyway, Am and Nai had to go back to their bar first... so me and Adam headed to Boat Bar... where i met Chet and Nob, who are in their circle of friends. i tell you... i had a lousy time, i tried to have a great time but i keep on looking out the window, hoping he would come...
after a while i just gave up and left.. so you would have found me walking alone to J&B... i rather call it BJ personally.. and there they were.. Nai and his friends.. having a blast... his shirt was undone .. grrrrrrrrrr Nathalie was there.. she is one pretty drag Queen and in no time at all she has me engaged in a challenge of 4-in-A-row. fast forward.. after much noisy bickering and teasing it was set that lose takes off a garment and both contestants take a swig. =D
needless to say, although i did end up in my birthday suit, i was able to prolong the match so that Nathalie had to take off everything except her bra and panties... lol that nite i will remember even tho i was raging drunk lol ...
now something happened that nite which i wish i could change.. i was walking back to my room when i met chet and nob.. blah blah blah they said they wanted to see my room since they have never been up to connect... so i brought them up.. and ohmy god.. i tried soo much not to have sex with them, they really wanted to .. i mean threesome.. so i agreed but then i almost threw up, prolly since the movement was too fast lol ... anyway,,.. somehow i really didnt want to have sex with these two small built thai boys, exactly my type... i really honestly didnt want.. i would rather spend an afternoon with Nai chatting than, have hot threesome sex with them.. so at last i managed to persuade them to find somebody better...
now the thing is.. I dont regret my actions, but somehow the things some people said to Nai was just plain mean... I heard this later... from Nai himself, after much prodding...
so as the circumstances fell,.. Nai saw me as a butterfly, even though i really wasnt.. honest, i was pretty much faithful to a potential... that is what i am eternally sad about but i guess i should really be thankful... i will get back to that later...
the next day i woke up a bit late and went str8 to find Nai... he was wearing black shirt and blue jeans and blue slippers lol... A bottle of beer and a long conversation with Ryder the Australian later... i asked Nai out for lunch.. man this boy will not leech of me at all... we ended up eating at KFC.. and I had to really insist i wanted to pay... so after lunch the sky miraculously cleared up leaving the sun to shine bright .. so i said i wanted to go to the beach,... he said, we drop off his boss's lunch first... so off we went to the beach... now at the beach quite a few things happened but nothing that involves Nai except for the fact that he couldnt stay long... he had to work.. that was the first time i sensed regret in him.. anyway... i stayed at the beach till late..
later that night I went back to his bar to his friends birthday party.. bought a bottle of whisky for everybody and enjoyed the nite... sitting beside him the whole while.. he told me about his brothers used car entreprise and how his brother wants him to join the business... Nai is a farmer boy, back when he was young, after tending the farm, they'd go to market and sell all manner of things... =D that made me love him more.. this man has many shades of rainbow in his life =D
anyway.. since everybody wanted to go to MyWay, and since Nai also wants to go.. oh yea, that night he was dressed to kill.. I like to flatter myself in thinking he got all dressed up just for me.. a white shirt with some coloured print on it, khakis pants, and nice new sneakers!!! gorgeous.. i bought a disposable camera... so if all goes well I will post pictures here... so we went to MyWay, had a blast tho i didnt get a kink in my neck from craning... anyhow they wanted to continue at some bar but i was adamant that i didnt want to go.. Nai insisted that since this was my last nite i should go and be happy, have fun and dance... I told him simple and cornily, straight from the movie Beautiful Thing, "I'm Happy when I'm with you". I couldnt help myself.. so that night was spent, just the two of us at the bar in quiet conversation.. lovely.. i couldnt ask for more.. oh maybe sofa's instead of stools... lol what we talked about shall remain between me and him. but i shall treasure it forever... no matter what happens to either of us from now on... =D it was a lovely but expensive Phuket Holiday indeed...
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