Best time EVER!

Well yesterday was Colin punya birthday. I have to differentiate that this Colin is a different person that I usually refer to as Collins. pening sikit tapi nak buat macam mana kan? Colin nie.. kechik je orangnyer.. jambu sangat .. rupa macam budak kecik .. 18 thn pon kita x percaya.. tapi umor nye sama ngan i tahu! actually tua sikit.. anyway... pasangan hidupnyer adalah si Derrick.. mat salleh yg badan sasa tu.. konek besau tau! I pon x tahu macam mana boleh masuk dlm bontot colin yg kiut tu..

Anyway.... i picked up marilyn and we all jadi org pertama yg sampai.. Colin made his signature cocktail a heavenly mix of Asam Boi ayor with Vodka lol very the malaysian.. masa tu birdcage was on the telly.. best nonton! oklah.. kembali ke cerita..

sikit sikit org makin ramai.. sampai ramai gilo! most of them i x kenal or x ingat lol.. kekwat sgt kan? makan lite lite.. setakat tidbits je.. i pon dah makan awal2 lagi.. and a couple hours of mingling.. we were actually waiting for Derrick si suami, he went to a his son's company's dinner.. with his son of course la .. hehehe hensem sgt anak dia.. accent pon best.. cair gue.. story about the son.. apperently, he just found out a couple weeks ago that daddy likes cute boys. How he found out was unique.. in he walked into the dad's apartment and BOOM! there was this huge gay pride flag on the wall hehehe (maklumat nie dapat bila i interview si anak dia lepas pesta udeh selesai)

Ok.. so that nite adala si Joel nie yg i ada jumpa and sembang dengan several times.. xde la rapat sgt tapi boleh la.. hensem sgt.. so my type.. lol

mat salleh dua ekor tu sampai je.. we all makan kek.. sedap sgt !! kelass gitu.. i think maybe warren yg buat.. sundel tu memang pandai buat kek.. so who ever yg ada wedding nak org buatkan kek.. call dia ok? dia pastry chef Shang Ri La bebs.. after dilly dally we ols bergerak ke Liquid.. si trevor, marilyn and Joel nie naik keta I, tapi hanjeng my car buat sial.. the bloody remote wouldnt work! so in the end, we ended up hitching a ride with Alison and her very very cute boyfren (tho I am confused since warren did say at the end of the night that Alison was a dyke. Damn, I could have made a move on that hunk!) Oh well.. we didnt have to pay a cent since Derrick bought like loads and loads of booze.. I minum lite lite je...

but boy did we have fun! my partner in crime for that nite was Joel! lol bolehla.. bonding la katakan.. hmm i think I wasnt his type since it seemed very platonic.. anyway.. i really really liked the way he danced.. he can moved and it wasnt like the others.. I almost broke my hips trying to match his dance lol.. but I did dance for a loooong time with Maliza, this hot indian chick, before she hooked up with anak derrick lol.. kelass u know. i had her handbag slung over my shoulder and still dance like org gila lol..

things was magickal that nite.. We (marilyn and I) only wished that Collins could have been there.. then it was complete.. the DJ's were wonderful (i think la), lots of people in our group.. dance with a whole bunch of them .. oh ya .. i tore my pants at the butt seam.. hahaha when i was dancing with maliza.. this was in the early part of the night lol.. tapi still danced on.. tolong la.. u think life can spoil my nite that easily?

anyway.. that nite i bunked at Joel's place.. dekat je dengan umah si derrick yg menara bukit ceylon.. joel's is called mutiara .. it was a single bedroom apartment. but wayyy spacious.. I slept on the couch and he served a very healthy breakfast .. steamed egg and toast no butter mind u .. apprently he is a health freak which would explain why I am not his type lol.. I am a life freak lol.. oh yea quote of the night from Warren "I am a trisexual. I'll try anything sexual..."
so that ends the fun part my festivities.. after leaving joel's .. I went over to the car.. with my pants torn and all. tried to fix the damn thing.. managed to disable the alarm .. but nomatter what I did.. i couldnt start the engine.. last last i jalan2 cari air bateri tapi xdo.. and then i called up my brother in law's little brother.. hehehe he told me there is a button under the dashboard..
and what do you know? there is!! so end of problem.. lol ..i left that place so fast.. but then at home i realized I didnt have my house keys.. apparently I left it at warrens .. and i couldnt get in the house.. and when I wanted to go my sis punya place.. the bloody car died! wouldnt start.. and it was raining.. Desiree called from work right then and I had to answer this and that from her later on she said I had to continue doing work today.. sheeet and thats why I am at the office now but i said I'll do it after i come back from CNY open house..

anyway.. no way in the house i had to borrow my sister punya pants and her husbands polo shirt lol.. nasib baik my brother came home so i can change into my own jeans..

anway.. thats all of updates oh ya komentar bonus.. I suka sangat si boyfrien Warren.. si Joseph tu.. I nak sgt 3some dengan diaorang!

Happy Birthday!!!

ok so tak tahu malu la I.. because.. this 28th December is my birthday!!! =) yay jadi org tue la saya..

lol but sesiapa yg nak bagi besday present ke hape.. boleh la bagi.. nak address,... nie hah..
28, jln ss5A/16
kelana jaya
47301 Petaling jaya
Selangor
Malaysia

mana org kaya malaysia? lol anak sultan brunei xde ke baca blog aku nie? bagi le mercedez satu.. just now my office mates gave me a lovely brown esprit bag =) its really cool.. unfortunately I dont really wear bags.. so its gonna be a little bit underutilised.. but still.. Its the thought that counts!

tommorow is my besday.. I nak gi sauna laters.. oh btw.. I like Angga more everyday.. hmmm sampai terpikir nak cari kerja kat Jakarta so can be near him. Gila! coz I've never met him.. *sigh* but he is soooo cool in every way..

hmm besday dah cerita .. oh ya, last night there was 2 BIG earthquakes in taiwan.. thank goodness there wasnt any major disaster like in lives lost. But the Internet is a bit dodgy right now. Some sites cant be accessed.. They say its because the undersea cables dah sot! dah.. so asia pacific and us x tersambung..

wokeh ciao bebs.. I'll be flying off to KK for Angelines Wedding lusa.. so wish me luck.. I also have no freaking idea wat to wear.

busy 2 days

well on saturday woke up at 12pm called fahmi, asked him what time we gonna do the driving lesson thingy. He said had something to do at putrajaya. I said ok.. at night then, 8pm.. after which, Zool called me up saying he wants me to come over to makan basically hari raya la, I told him, after driving lesson (i wanted to sleep)... checked my phone, got message from Leman asking me if I was home. he wants to drop off the documents i left at his car the other day.

in the end... I went back to sleep woke up in a bit, washed up and got ready to leave for Zool's place. My mom was just about to leave for Cheras too on her Mayfirst business. so i found myself at Mamar's birthday party, actually its for her daughter, in Bayu Tasik Permaisuri Condominium. hightailed out of there to zool's after a while.. oh yea, I also met my cousin Anas there. he looked hot.

so while at Zool, I called Leman and scheduled to go out to Blue Boy with him at 11:30ish. so basically after Zool's, the lesson never happened and I went off to Blueboy with Angel, Ram and Leman. Man, that place was soo packed... due to blue bar being closed. Had a great time dancing amongst sweaty people.. saw a cute short, skinhead boy wearing a green t-shirt there.. also saw a semi-cute chinese dude who didnt bother to make eye contact with me. after all that fun, outside the place..

I sensed somebody moving away from me, turns out, it was Rozi, trying to hide from us. having scared him to death, we proceeded to the cruising spot at my house, Tasek Kelana Jaya. honest, it was on Ram's insistence. so lepak there for a bit.. met with Justin, had a good scare when one of the guys went off running. rumours of cops and POW.

then we went to Syed for a drink.. had a huge laugh, by the time I got home it was already at 6am. told my brother to wake me up at 7am and he did.. work was tiring and sleepy but made some christmas decorations.

and while still at work, Yus called me up to ask if I was going to Halimahtul's open house.. I figured why not! so after much trouble we all went to her open house which is in sentul. there was Cheah, Jimmy, Yus and me. and now I am back after hours of laughing and reminiscizing about our time in Japan.

Happy BIRTHDAY mommy!!!

well its my mom's birthday. and since i hope she never sees this blog lol.. =D

I'll just wish happy birthday to the rest of the world.

HAPPY Birthday Collins!!!

yep it was my friend Collins Birthday =D even though i have to work tommorow at 9 am but still its collins for frigs sake.

and also... Happy Belated Birthday Eleanor and Happy Future Birthday Joey!! its JUNE babies :)

went to liquid earlier... talked for a bit downstair then, we went upstairs for 80's Nite.. it was a blast. it wasnt so earlier on but me and my frens, we started groovin and everybody else joined in.. it was lovely.

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

Well I am going to watch Harry Potter with my nephew later on ... hopefully we will be able to catch some tickets... should be allright lol but you never know.. my sis tells me all the movies are booked lol... but gonna try my luck..

I asked Cols out to Bliss tonite but he wasnt up to it so i didnt go either... i can go to Frangi alone but not bliss.. i wanna be with friends in bliss...

but just in case i forget.. HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY Cols!!!

Warren the Chef

Well I met a pastry chef last night =D

right after work, i scooted over to Frangipani and had a lousy time, then i met up with Mazlee who works downstairs at the restaurant. After which, I spotted Marilyn and immediately started to have fun lol.

well she then proceeded to introduce to me to her much talked about brother Warren. the "Pastry Chef" he was real nice and cute too. I liked him.

btw... Jeff Selamuthu, who works with my sister was there too.. he introduced me to his friends but at first I was like, who is this guy? i cant really remember him.. it was only later that night I remember who he was. well that night i met David, and these two hilarious indians... but i cant remember their names atm... i was pissed drunk by that time... well

couples were hot that night. Marilyn was hooked up with Beth. Hirwan was hooked up with Dean (who btw is also really cute). Trevor the belated birthday boy was hooked up with the delicious Jensson. Warren was hooked up with E.T. and of course, Man was hooked up too =D


i love it that night lol...

A Beautiful Thai Boy - excerpts from "Adventure of a Wanker"

well he is older than me by a year, but still....

well .. where did i left off? hmm anyway... i that first night, I went with Adam to his friend´s bar, "J&B Boys Massage Bar" dont ask me what J & B stands for since they all dont remember... lol

well anyway, we were just sitting there chatting, when i saw this guy who is totally my type... he was wearing a singlet and beach shorts, funky multi coloured shorts. looking all normal and quiet =D i was immediately smitten... he was working at the neighbouring bar.

anyway to cut the story short.. i went there the next nite, the neighbouring bar that is.. and didnt see him, so naturally I was dissapointed, but as i walked along, i saw that he was at the original bar, sitting at the bar watching a boxing match. i lost my nerve and walked away, but then i cursed to myself, "get some courage bitch"... so i turned around and walked straight there.. mulled for a minute whether to sit at the chair of sit beside him at the bar.. i went to the bar =D

ordered a beer and asked him if he wanted one.. he said he did. and so the story goes.. that was when i first actually met Noi, i thought his name was Nai. Well to cut a long lovely story short, i got to know him that nite and although things were pretty much platonic, i went back to my room alone... =D all this while Adam was bugging me about treating him to this disco and that show and everything else under the sun... you get the point...

anyway, from that nite on, i was hooked on Noi. This guys here is sooo amazing... good looks, amazing heart, and strong, oh my what a strong spirit he has... i was captured... i couldnt stop staring at him... so naturally the next day i stopped by, i cant remember what he was wearing that day except for his usual sandals.. and that he looked good. anyway, i said i hanged out for a bit and when the rain cleared and the shine came thru i said I was torn between sitting here with him and going off exploring the island on motorbike .. he said we should go on the motorbike. i said "you will go with me?" all it took was a nod... so there i was enjoying a midday cruise thru the streets, to the various beaches, stopped at one, went to a temple.. made a prayer (for him to find love =D) and back to Patong Beach. We went our separate ways, me to eat, wash up and go to the sauna.. i had a lovely run on the treadmill and the rest was just not nice enough.. tho i did give somebody a blowjob,.. now at this point, I was beginning to piss myself off since i wasnt enjoying the usual casual encounters.... i find myself think of Noi more and more... a quick shower and back to his bar i went.. as it turns out, the two neighbouring bar is actually owned by the same person, so its actually one establishment, to be renovated later next year =D...

anyway the story continues with Noi or Nai as i think of him, wearing this nice diagonal wavy striped shirt.. oh my god does he look sexy in that.. but he was wearing a tracksuit.. said he dont like wearing jeans... After some more conversation... he actually finally agreed to go to My Way, a Go Go bar with a show.. now this was the first time I am going to a Go Go bar lol ... and it was a first time for him too.. he is the type of guy who stays alone, not going to other places like that.. now, Phuket is infested with bar boys, but although he works in a Bar, he is nothing like a bar boy, more like a quiet bartender... so we went, and enjoyed ourselves and were supposed to go to a disco called boat bar, where there was another show... anyway, Am and Nai had to go back to their bar first... so me and Adam headed to Boat Bar... where i met Chet and Nob, who are in their circle of friends. i tell you... i had a lousy time, i tried to have a great time but i keep on looking out the window, hoping he would come...

after a while i just gave up and left.. so you would have found me walking alone to J&B... i rather call it BJ personally.. and there they were.. Nai and his friends.. having a blast... his shirt was undone .. grrrrrrrrrr Nathalie was there.. she is one pretty drag Queen and in no time at all she has me engaged in a challenge of 4-in-A-row. fast forward.. after much noisy bickering and teasing it was set that lose takes off a garment and both contestants take a swig. =D

needless to say, although i did end up in my birthday suit, i was able to prolong the match so that Nathalie had to take off everything except her bra and panties... lol that nite i will remember even tho i was raging drunk lol ...

now something happened that nite which i wish i could change.. i was walking back to my room when i met chet and nob.. blah blah blah they said they wanted to see my room since they have never been up to connect... so i brought them up.. and ohmy god.. i tried soo much not to have sex with them, they really wanted to .. i mean threesome.. so i agreed but then i almost threw up, prolly since the movement was too fast lol ... anyway,,.. somehow i really didnt want to have sex with these two small built thai boys, exactly my type... i really honestly didnt want.. i would rather spend an afternoon with Nai chatting than, have hot threesome sex with them.. so at last i managed to persuade them to find somebody better...

now the thing is.. I dont regret my actions, but somehow the things some people said to Nai was just plain mean... I heard this later... from Nai himself, after much prodding...

so as the circumstances fell,.. Nai saw me as a butterfly, even though i really wasnt.. honest, i was pretty much faithful to a potential... that is what i am eternally sad about but i guess i should really be thankful... i will get back to that later...

the next day i woke up a bit late and went str8 to find Nai... he was wearing black shirt and blue jeans and blue slippers lol... A bottle of beer and a long conversation with Ryder the Australian later... i asked Nai out for lunch.. man this boy will not leech of me at all... we ended up eating at KFC.. and I had to really insist i wanted to pay... so after lunch the sky miraculously cleared up leaving the sun to shine bright .. so i said i wanted to go to the beach,... he said, we drop off his boss's lunch first... so off we went to the beach... now at the beach quite a few things happened but nothing that involves Nai except for the fact that he couldnt stay long... he had to work.. that was the first time i sensed regret in him.. anyway... i stayed at the beach till late..

later that night I went back to his bar to his friends birthday party.. bought a bottle of whisky for everybody and enjoyed the nite... sitting beside him the whole while.. he told me about his brothers used car entreprise and how his brother wants him to join the business... Nai is a farmer boy, back when he was young, after tending the farm, they'd go to market and sell all manner of things... =D that made me love him more.. this man has many shades of rainbow in his life =D

anyway.. since everybody wanted to go to MyWay, and since Nai also wants to go.. oh yea, that night he was dressed to kill.. I like to flatter myself in thinking he got all dressed up just for me.. a white shirt with some coloured print on it, khakis pants, and nice new sneakers!!! gorgeous.. i bought a disposable camera... so if all goes well I will post pictures here... so we went to MyWay, had a blast tho i didnt get a kink in my neck from craning... anyhow they wanted to continue at some bar but i was adamant that i didnt want to go.. Nai insisted that since this was my last nite i should go and be happy, have fun and dance... I told him simple and cornily, straight from the movie Beautiful Thing, "I'm Happy when I'm with you". I couldnt help myself.. so that night was spent, just the two of us at the bar in quiet conversation.. lovely.. i couldnt ask for more.. oh maybe sofa's instead of stools... lol what we talked about shall remain between me and him. but i shall treasure it forever... no matter what happens to either of us from now on... =D it was a lovely but expensive Phuket Holiday indeed...