Besok gi Port Dickson!!!!

YAY tomorrow gi camping kat PD!!! best nyer .. x sabar dah nie.. baru je balik dari Jusco beli khemah.. 2x2 org.. murah je .. RM39 satu khemah .. pakai buang.. hahahhaha


Teluk Kemang k? hmmm yg lebeh .. criter nanti k? I gi ngan Aliph, Im and Yuon!! Ches n Juan sombong xnak gi

Tioman Trip

Yezza, I am going on a cheap trip to tioman this 29th until 1st of july. :D who wants to come with me? all are welcome

Best Merdeka EVER!!

HOHOHO spent well Merdeka EVE at the store since we open up to midnight.. There were soooo many customers.. they didnt want to LEAVE!! hohoho up to the point 1utama blacked out 15 mins to midnight ....

but on 31st after work at 6pm i drove to PD to join the camping gang for a BBQ!!! OMG!! it was fucking fun!! hohoho totally loved it here are some pics

Gunung Nuang camping Trip

--excerpt from my guys4men forum..

HOHOHO HAHAHAHA HUZZINA TULIP IN DA HOUSE!!

best best best best best .. berbaloi.. sakit2 .. abiss RM90 gi urut urut and kena kutuk kaww kaww kat tempat kerja hohohohohoh wa x sesal sikit pon bebs..

tenQ to all yg telah sacrifice kan diri utk kitak sumer.. anak ikan LCCT yg telah hilang mahkota Zariah Bagan... tenQ very much.. Babyboy becoz of all the preliminarywork yg tanpa nyer... abuk pon x muncul hohoho.. mak long gandalf yg susah payah masak utk kiteorang.. and sendiri pon x makan .. and pastu gagah tue daki puncak esoknye.. and balik plak first team hohoho... sayang nangis di moss garden.. if not sure very the macho one.. heheheh change tune to english la.. becoz abg kian yg very the gagah amek gambaq canteq2 (plese photoshop i jadik slim.. )

encik Fuad hehehe becoz jadi penghulu gitu.. and purespirit coz gagah jadi trooper master
for me, its was a great experience hehehe even though went there with my bf vince but hampeh.. we didnt even get to spend much time together.. he spent more time eyeing all the hensem guys around hohohoho but its okla... standardla.. the climb up to camp was tough.. especially with a heavy load but i thanked god i got the proper gear for it all.. good backpak... not like last time..i sorang angkat dapur dlm toyogo atas kepala macam minnachi... hehehhehe mengungkit nie..

anyway.. the climb to the peak was also tough.. the terrain was very challenging with some near vertical ascents hohohoho... like spiderman gitu..

the peak was a little bit dissapointing because of tall trees, cannot see the view.. but then again because of the fog, i dont think i could see anything at all.. but the journey was well worth it..

I may be overweight and x macho.. but hey i boleh jadik pondan perkasa tau hohohoho time turun dari puncak tue. ada lah pakcik tue separuh umur tue boleh potong kite.. heheheh me, martin, fuad and zerrie la yg tertinggal belakang.. so apa lagi.. mana boleh org tua potong line hehehehe . so i pon dengan takut2 nyer start la.. jalan laju2 .. pastu terus full speed larik down the mountain.. overtaking group group yg awal daki puncak tadi.. hohoho time tue berlagak sikit la hohohohoho.. tapi i want to apologize to all my teammates yg worried for me..especially the 3 yg i sayang sgt tue.. sanggup walau tgh sakit2 .. jalan laju2 carik i coz wory.. i am sorry x bagitau awal2 ... bukannyer apa.. i tot boleh la igi amek air kat pacat tue.. mana la nak tahu... kat pacat tue tempat airnyer pergh punyer la jauh n challenging .. tobat nyesal..

anyway.. pastu.. dari pacat ..lepas rest n investigaton, baru dapat tahu.. depa 3 orang is already in front.. the other hikers even told me .. they were moving very fast.. so apa lagi.. lepas minum air puncak yg very the cold and very the sweet n refreshing tue..i sambung la larik!!! hohohoho kelasss pondan perkasa heheheh... xdela.. nie masuk bakul angkat sendiri nie.. last 2 jumpa depa nakdekat camp site dah.. tobat sia2 hehehehe

oh btw... pagi buta tue .. kiteorang yg main card+ audience ada nampak hantu.. well makhluk hutan la.. ingat kan campers lain tgh carik brg tercicir tapi rupanya across the river tue kan very steep cliff .. mano ado org nak jalan2kat situ.. plus now i think about it.. ada cahaya tue.. plus 2 sets of glowing blue eyes..

eee seram...

I am going Camping!!!!

Yep.. I am going camping!!! hohohoho been ages since I've been camping. This trip is organized by the mates or should I say Males of Guys4Men.com hohoho it was in the forums since last month... and I just decided heck, it could be fun. Even though I dont know any of them but.. yesterday I did go to the meeting with some of them..

the pic on the right was taken last night by abg TT. Dua2 sesat semalam and then tak tahu mana org semua coz we didnt know anybody in real life hohoho.. but there were only a few people there but still they were very nice.

anyway cannot wait,.. the place is berkelah falls, somewhere on the way to Kuantan.. A bunch of Gay guys in the jungle hohoho.. the food was provided by somebody .. RM30 for 2 nights food .. and transport just shared spread even. tents and all are considered free la.. tapi no sleeping bags .. :( i got no place to sleep comfortably on... hmm

Langkawi Trip

yes I am broke. and Yes I did go to Langkawi.. I have paid for the plane ticket already.. so I went anyway..

I'll post pics later.. but lets do the summary first.. lest I bore u guys to death.

accomodation
Venue: AB Motel, Chenang beach
Price: RM 120 per room per night (2 double beds) therefore divided by 4 persons making it RM60 per person for 2 nights
Transportation RM50 per person for 48 hours including petrol costs.

yep the flight was at 4pm something on friday. I managed to make it although I was late a few minutes. The flight was problem free and we arrived there with still the afternoon sun heating us up. Arrived at the hotel in a jiff, its really near to the airport. It seems that everytime I go on vacations, I seem to be the only one raring to go hohoho.. I didnt have shorts so i quickly went to buy some, of course I met up with my old SL Rosli and a girl I can barely remember.. Ok I cant remember her at all but she seems to know me hohoho. Used to work in jusco also la.. we went to the food/drink stalls nearby. Oh it was purely coincidence but that weekend was the week Langkawi had its Pesta Air or Water Festival. There were loads of people hohoho of course there will be loads of cute malay boys also. and Lots of things for sale.

anyway.. I browsed around the shops and bought a red cheap shorts for RM10. apa lagi.. went back to the room.. changed and dived into the water.. HOHOHO i was like the only one who jumped in.. after that short dip, we went to have dinner in Kuah, it was rather uneventful.. but there was fireworks, visible where we had dinner. We ate near Buena Vista Hotel.. ok je.. Apparently there is a concert thingy at Dataran Lang. Even Mawi is supposed to perform.. hohoho.. had dinner and apalagi.. I called up N*, I actually called up R* but he was working in Bayview.. hmm would have gone there but how? cant ask them to wait around while I chatted up with R*, besides, he was working.. so I called up N* instead altho I cant really remember his face.

everybody left, the veterans and family people went back to the motel in one van and the young kids went to Dtaran Lang in the wagon.. I waited for N*.. he soon came and picked me up on his motorcycle.. we went to his workplace STarbux in Dataran Lang of all places lol.. so managed to watch the concert abit. it was some chinese guy. but we soon decided to leave and thats when Mawi came on, last act katakan.. tapi we ols blah je.. tak kuasa nak tunggu,.. at first the plan was to go to a beach nearby but since his housemates were not in hehehe we decided head to his place.. IT was starbux hostel and it was more like a hotel man.. sheet it was grand.. with astro some more.. watch Akademi Fantasia a bit and 13 ghosts a bit,. In a very romantic close proximity hug thingy lagi hohoho

a little bit of fondling and rubbing and the festivities began in the bedroom hohohoho.. I tell u .. it was the FIRST TIME IN HISTORY THAT I became a fucking TOP!!! he was very nice and helpful, being very patient and giving tips and encouragment.. it didnt last that long but we did 3 positions hohoho.. then I went flat and we switched roles.. hoho it was very satisfying.. NICE! I went to have a shower when suddenly he stepped in the bathroom and said that his housemate is back and I should be quiet.. hmmm as it turns out.. HE panicked for no reason as he mistook MY shoes for his roomate.. we had a few good laughs over that.

back at the motel.. I joined my friends on the beach, a few minutes after that I noticed a flash of movement in the sea further up the beach.. I told my friends that there are people swimming nekkid there hohoho no body bloody believe me, in fact they looked and cant even see anybody swimming at all. they all said it was impossible that I can see people skinny dipping.. so apa lagi.. I said fine, and walked up nearer to take a look.. sure enough there were 3 people in the sea, all mat salleh, there were more of their friends on the beach.. of the 3, only one was wearing something at the waist area hohoo.. I am not the type who would gawk and stare and hence spoil the fun so I turned back said "What did I tell you?" do not doubt me about these things hohohoho

so it was pretty interesting for them.. anyway... I later on took a night swim but clothed la.. I was a bit dissapointed because when I got back to the room .. Awinz this cute sabahan boy i like slept with Yan and that leaves an empty space next to Rosli.. :( but to be fair, it was understandable since I knew all three of them but While Awinz and Yan knew each other very well, they didnt know Rosli that well..

anyway the next day was quite a bore.. we went for breakfast and even though initially all I wanted to stay at the motel and laze around on the beach, they managed to convince me to go with them.. to see Mahsuri mausoleum or in malay Makam Mahsuri which Rosli belanja the entrance.. and after that Black Sand beach which is a bore, it might have been interesting a decade ago but really.. black sand? its not even pretty. hmmm we did go to hot spring somewhere after that but that was also a dissapointment.. since the well is so small while the whole complex is huge.. plus its just hot.. not even bubbling..

after that the boys insisted we all go to the Jetty which wasnt on the original plan.. Initially they wanted to go to the cable car which I didnt want to go since it costs RM15, so in the ended we split again.. 1 car went their own way.. the very cute and i though unavailable Farhan and us who went to survey Island Hopping prices.. Anyway, it was 220 for a boat, 12 people.. only 10 people went not me since it would mean paying RM25 -RM37 (it ended up RM37 since 2 didnt go)

What did I do? hohoho laze on the beach, slept under the shade in the beach, catwalked up and down the beach attracting glances and catcalls which I smiled at ... very the hadek hadek hohohoh it was fun, dancing in the sea since there was like bands and Music playing at the beach, there was going to be a concert there later that night.. while i was dancing there were also a bunch of people cheering, or yelling or shouting at me hohoho u know la.. melayu jakun.. I basically ignored them aside from the initial flirting ..

in the end, I did befriend 2 very cute boys swimming in the sea , Mizi and Shah hohoho they are helping their brothers in the stalls.. I couldnt find their stalls later that night but hey, its really the memories that count. Nothing happened.. but hey a man can dream right? well I'lll continue with the updates later.. along with pictures once I get them from Eida..

Gigihnyer AKU!!!

YESS! I am very the gigih(industrious).. hmmm lets see.. how was the weekend? half and half.. Friday, i picked up collins from Sentral, then went over to pick uup 3 boys from *** Damansara.. I can never remember the exact name for that place..its near IKEA.. if you go under the thingy instead of to the left..

anyway.. we went to La Queen that night oh but first we ate at Kedai Kak Ara, near Blue Boy. Hmm after that I got a call from Nik from sarawak who i got in contact with thru G4M. He said he just checked in Hotel Imperial next to KFC BB. so I went to to bring him over to La Queen.. sheet.. we waited like 45minutes but no show.. he did call me la.. so it wasnt like that lame of him.

I can understand.. he hasnt met me before, and there I was bringing along 3 other person huhuhu I would have been shy too .. . wait huhuuh I wouldnt .. anyway we left anyhow... after he didnt answer the calls or sms.. what to do.. which in fact was kinda kewl too coz by the time we arrived at La Queen, it wasnt too early.. In fact when we got in, it was kinda empty.. I even got that sinking feeling in the pit of the stomach that sez, "Where the fuck is the party" and "Loser!" at the same time.. hohoho but apparently, after some sign or cue that I have no idea about, may be there is a standardized time when its ok to start coming in?

Coz the flow didnt stop after the place was packed hohoho so many cute boyz.. well lets just cut it short by saying I had loads of fun... even some people I know =) basically had fun.. oh did i tell u, tonite was to bring their friend Mizie out coz he aint never been gay clubbin before .. and sheeet he never been to the Queens Park either.. so thats where we went afterwards.. suffice to say that I stayed there quite late as there were quite a few people I knew and quite a few I got to know hohohoho..

came home around 5 or something.. woke up showered, at around 10 or 11, got in the car with my mom and bro.. and drove to KUANTAN! hohohoho! yess... I didnt even get that much sleep. Which was why I drove until after Temerloh... and then my mom drove.

the way back to kl i drove all the way.. but in KUANTAN, it was boring! yep.. I dont think i ever want to travel with my mother again. I mean if budget is tight, then stay at budget places but I guess when u get older, nagging is like i dunno enjoyable. Plus she didn't let me use the car at night also. said I didnt know the roads.. like hello.. i went to kuantan on my own, found my sister's campus on my own and bloody drove everywhere there on my own. Plus i drove in fucking singapore alonE! for friggin's sake.. I think I could handle a 2km drive to Teluk chempedak from Annexe RestHouse (RM80/ROOMx2).

I bet you she thought I was gonna get some man pussy. Which I was planning on hhuhuu sorry Din(G4M) couldnt make it.. but me being stubborn as i normally am. Decided to fucking walk on my god given two fuckin legs to bloody Teluk Chempedak 2 fuckin kilometers away. Ok, I didnt actually know it was 2 km away until after I have started my journey. everything was fine.. until I arrived there.. then it rained.. and it didnt stop.... huhuhuhu hmmm but between boredom and wet.. i will usually choose wet.. so i walked around still hmmm Teluk Chempedak would be an AMAZING place for camping.. there is this hidden beach reachable thru the raised pathways and it looks heaven (ok it was dark) plus i betcha I could skinny dip as early as 10pm there .. hohohoho

i did meet some people.. kids actually but since I was smelling rather funky, I didnt want to test the graciousness.. even though one was fuckin cute.. huhu.. trust me to find a cute kid in the dark while its raining. so the story ends with me walking back which is always a chore since there is nothing to look forward to. and now my legs are sore and my left feet hurts..

hmmmm silly me.

Flooding!!!

Ok actually there is like lots and lots and lots of stories to tell.. stupid and not. lol the crux of the matter is that I am still freaking too lazy to do update the blog. It seems I am getting closer and closer to other bloggers lol :) yep.. from just a link on my blog, we are not friends... lol can u imagine that? isnt the internet just freaking great?

anyway.... I know I've been neglecting to post.. in fact, I've been changing quite a few things.. I just dont have the energy anymore however... and no, I am not promising that I will blog everyday coz I wont lol..

okla... last week I went to Jakarta to meet Angga. You know, to suss things out if there is a future. well, Jakarta trip was a dissapointment. There was flooding here and there.. and raining and Angga often couldnt come around, plus i got cheated a few times, and I overlooked several stupid things lol..

but all in all .. it wasnt that big a dissapointment.. I did manage to relax, get to know a different place, different culture, meet and get to know new friends.. hahaha just didnt club that much.. I am definitely more of a beach guy.

oh well then i flew back here.. went to work and got really really really sick that night. kerja x siap lagi tapi xleh buat apa.. terpaksa tinggalkan.. 3 days MC beb! Viral infection kata doctor cina yg hensem dan muda itu.. lol but as of right now I still got a little bit of sore throat.. so no giving blowjobs for a while..

OH and if you are gay, joing GUYS4MEN >>> the button on the right thingy.. because hahahah I've only been on it but if u keep things positive hahahahaha I dah jumpa 3 org dah.. 2 from them .. good sex lol wooo hooo..

okla ciao bebs dont miss me too much

People are in love

well, spent the night at Collins semalam.. read a little bit.. somebody sure is looking forward to somebody coming over lol.. anyway.. I look forward to it too la.. truth be told..

however, as for me... this 1st February, I'll be going to Jakarta for 4 days 3 nights ... lol ticket is bought oredi but the place to stay still dun have.. bloody hell hotels are expensive there.. of course it doesnt help that I nie kedekut nak mampos.. plan utk penginapan less than RM50 a night lol .. so that means Jln Jaksa..

i kalau gi holiday memang scrimp on lodgings... the basic is more than enough for me as i dont plan on staying inside it much.. plus i get to spend my money elsewhere..

masih tgh cari kerja nie.. siot je.. oh and skrg nie aktif/gigih ngan guys4men.. korang click la kat sebelah kanan tu and buat profile.. best juga la.. mostly kebanyakan very friendly, cuma kena ada gambor je ... jgn x bagi gambor udeh.. tu diaorang x suke.. at times i sakit hati gak ngan diaorang.. baru profile bodoh, dah demanding lebeh2..

but that is their right.. right.. yesterday sempat gaks gi briefing dana baru Public Mutual... siapa nak melabur? its dana asia pacific dan dana global.. dua2 balanced fund.. actually i x heran sgt because our islamic local balanced fund gave amazing returns this year..

but enough about that..

I just wanted to write about ANGGA actually hahahah sebab utama i nak gi jakarta is utk bersua ngan Angga.. he is this sweet guy i myspace/YM with.. mula mula benggong2 je.. tapi day by day I miss him lots.. walaupon i menyundel kat sini macam org giler tapi i consider him by online special someone.. so if things work out.. maybe by the time i balik dari jakarta dah takleh nak membohjankan diri..

plus its doesnt help that we are on opposite ends of the sexual experience spectrum lol

but still.. I LOVE U Angga sayang!!! lol sedeh kan? siot je macam budak kecPublishhik cinta cinta internet lol

Crazy Week!

This is a loooooooong post. I warned u.

Well,

it was crazy.. I left for Kota kinabalu on friday morning. Zamri sent us to Sentral. He is sooo sweet. Of course we had breakfast first at His Office. anyway.. then I went off to LCCT. I was almost freaking late. Anyway, checking in didnt take a long time but I rushed in without buying a book which I wanted to do... oh well.. turns out, inside there, kedai buku xde so nak wat apa?

wait.. wait.. wait.. wait.. then all rushing through the gate, wanting to to pick their seats.. I was cool and collected. then it was time for seating.. chose a spot where got a semi cute guy.. lol I smiled and he smiled back.. KABOOM! after that, a chinese lady was hoo haa with her son, telling him to sit over there.. hahaha kesian,.. so i offered my aisle seat and scooted over to the middle seat (lucky me) so after a while we started talking and before long, I had my hands on his thigh.. the whole flight tangan tu tak bergerak lol.. sembang2 lol masa dah nak landing tu.. tangan tu pon cuba la nak merayap menuju tujuannya tapi dihalang.. sempat dikuis kuis sikit je.. lol tapi best! best sebab kacau budak str8.. nama dia pon orang dah lupa tapi no fon dapat lol.. dia kerja kat sepang.. and dia askar wataniah.. lol feeling "sherita" time tu lol

wokeh drop at KK, call si Toy, bagitahu dia jumpa lepas dia abis kerja.. and then I took the cab and lepak at tempat baru "warisan square" lol times bookstore.. ingatkan besau rupanya kechik je... after which we went to the Loft... dekat saja tue.. minum2 sambil berkenalan ngan Toy punya kawan.. Jimmy was hot as ever.. Chris budak I baru kenal pon comel gaks... and then there was this one older guy yg dtg .. hmmm gatal gaks org tua nie.. lol tapi friendly.. very nice and friendly.. diaorang panggil datuk lol so I pon terbangun la masa time nak introduce diri .. lol terasa macam kroni pulak.. afterwards baru i found out he is a High Court Judge. shit. nasib baik i x buat benda x senonoh... so i lepak ngan toy sampai la kena amik si collins from airport.. tapi malam tu lepas makan pan mee kite gi umah Olivia.. member lama Toy.. rupanya ada party... siap ada bartender tu yg amek order.. what u want lychee martini? mango margarita? sour whiskey? lol tapi sebenarnya nama je glamer.. drinks dia sempoi2. coz the ingredient x meletop.. hehehe but it was cool.. even i pon ada coba buat drink sendiri.. including shake that benda besi tu lol.. plus I ada buat layerd shots of vodka ribena.. setengah jadi, setengah terlalu mixed. oh that night, si ephron, brother si olivia .. I rasa comel gaks.. taste lol plus si dominic, cousin diaorang tu.. most will say he is cuter tapi pada I, dia x memikat sgt tapi becoz he was sooo nice =) i pon syok kat dia!

so setelah saya di angkut oleh collins balik ke rumah dia.. kiteorang kuar balik.. nak jumpa si Andy... cerita pasal andy nie sebenarnya very the interesting.. tapi x leh cerita because melibat kan other people and himself. so for privacy sake.. tak leh cerita la.. anyway.. kiteorang gi Sutera Harbour Pan Pac.. bilik si Trevor.. apparently, dia dah xde umah langsung kat KK.. everytime balik.. dia dok hotel.. besau gilor room dia.. actually suite la! mesti banyak jantan dia dapat.. lepak lepak punya lepak .. kiteorangpon balik ke umah Cols.. Andy pon ikut.. esok paginya patut hussin gi church tengok si Angeline nie kawin.. tapi since cols awal2 dah kata dia xnak gi church.. and plus i pon ngantuk giler.. jadi x jadi la pergi.. instead kiteorang lepak kat umah lol sampai 1:30 .. lepas tu.. si lakhanat Andy tu kena gi kerja.. half day pon half day la.. siot je.. me and cols gi pasar filipino.. dia nak beli brg.. I pon ... ada this one guy tu jaga kedai.. masa tue I dah bosan dah.. barang pon I ada beli for my fwens.. and then i tgh lalu sambil tengok2 bodoh, dia tanya "Nak cari apa?" and I plak terkeluar, "Nak cari Jantan" habis semua orang ketawa lol .. x tahu la sama ada dia str8 ke gay ke dua alam lol anyway I pon kacau la dia lagi..

after that kiteorang gi pasar filipino.. patut nya jumpa si Abg Del nie tapi dia x on handset.. so apa lagi jalan2 la.. alkisahnya berjaya juga jumpa Abg Del atau lebih dikenali sebagai Mahathir Loqman. anyway dia jadi emcee utk event kat situ warisan square.. so kiteorang lepak kat starbucks while he bitched about some bitches models.. yg nak upah lebeh.. so drama la..

but wedding dah dekat so lepas walked him to his hotel.. which was a crappy radius hotel.. me and cols pon bergerak ke Angeline's wedding..

actually post nie sangat panjang sampai kite pon bosan.. nanti je la I sambung..

BUDUH! I apologize for my stupidity!

Alahai..

I cant believe that I am such an Idiot! really truly! A loooooong time ago I actually without knowing the why.. turned on comments moderation.. lol and after switching to the new blogger.. I was fumbling around looking for my RSS feed when I saw that I had 39!!! comments to be moderated... freaking 39 comments! lol and here I thought that hmmm why nobody want to comment ?? lol I thought I was like forgotten or kena pulau ..

lol I cant believe how doofus I can get..

oh well .. Christmas was ... quiet but nice.. eve, I went with my sis Nadia to her fren punya place at Ampang.. actually its behind the zoo in melawati so cannot say Ampang anyway.. lol She had gorgeous looking kids including one 13 year old.. hensem/comel giler.. radhia and anak dia Ludfie pon ada.. its funny these kids are at that same age when I started having sex.. ludfie's voice was breaking.. hahaha kelako.. his childness is still there but a little bit tempered with maturity.. I am getting soooo old.. we had great dinner.. Lilly cooks great Italian Fare..

I tolong gaks la tapi tolong sikit sikit je.. she made roasted chicken, green salad (sedap!) , spagetti - tak tahu jenis macam mana dia masak lol and mashed potatoes.. kenyang giler..
It was nice .. this christmas was the best ever.. dulu dinner with cols mer and the gang at La Cerdo.. nie this pula.. but sebab xde duit punya pasal.. no clubbin this year.. save for angeline wedding.. risau gaks.. takut x cukup formal.. first time this..

anyway.. to everybody who reads this.. lol I am sorry x reply all those comments.. what to do? I didnt know it was there lol .. I love you guys.. coming up soon are resolutions

A Beautiful Thai Boy - excerpts from "Adventure of a Wanker"

well he is older than me by a year, but still....

well .. where did i left off? hmm anyway... i that first night, I went with Adam to his friend´s bar, "J&B Boys Massage Bar" dont ask me what J & B stands for since they all dont remember... lol

well anyway, we were just sitting there chatting, when i saw this guy who is totally my type... he was wearing a singlet and beach shorts, funky multi coloured shorts. looking all normal and quiet =D i was immediately smitten... he was working at the neighbouring bar.

anyway to cut the story short.. i went there the next nite, the neighbouring bar that is.. and didnt see him, so naturally I was dissapointed, but as i walked along, i saw that he was at the original bar, sitting at the bar watching a boxing match. i lost my nerve and walked away, but then i cursed to myself, "get some courage bitch"... so i turned around and walked straight there.. mulled for a minute whether to sit at the chair of sit beside him at the bar.. i went to the bar =D

ordered a beer and asked him if he wanted one.. he said he did. and so the story goes.. that was when i first actually met Noi, i thought his name was Nai. Well to cut a long lovely story short, i got to know him that nite and although things were pretty much platonic, i went back to my room alone... =D all this while Adam was bugging me about treating him to this disco and that show and everything else under the sun... you get the point...

anyway, from that nite on, i was hooked on Noi. This guys here is sooo amazing... good looks, amazing heart, and strong, oh my what a strong spirit he has... i was captured... i couldnt stop staring at him... so naturally the next day i stopped by, i cant remember what he was wearing that day except for his usual sandals.. and that he looked good. anyway, i said i hanged out for a bit and when the rain cleared and the shine came thru i said I was torn between sitting here with him and going off exploring the island on motorbike .. he said we should go on the motorbike. i said "you will go with me?" all it took was a nod... so there i was enjoying a midday cruise thru the streets, to the various beaches, stopped at one, went to a temple.. made a prayer (for him to find love =D) and back to Patong Beach. We went our separate ways, me to eat, wash up and go to the sauna.. i had a lovely run on the treadmill and the rest was just not nice enough.. tho i did give somebody a blowjob,.. now at this point, I was beginning to piss myself off since i wasnt enjoying the usual casual encounters.... i find myself think of Noi more and more... a quick shower and back to his bar i went.. as it turns out, the two neighbouring bar is actually owned by the same person, so its actually one establishment, to be renovated later next year =D...

anyway the story continues with Noi or Nai as i think of him, wearing this nice diagonal wavy striped shirt.. oh my god does he look sexy in that.. but he was wearing a tracksuit.. said he dont like wearing jeans... After some more conversation... he actually finally agreed to go to My Way, a Go Go bar with a show.. now this was the first time I am going to a Go Go bar lol ... and it was a first time for him too.. he is the type of guy who stays alone, not going to other places like that.. now, Phuket is infested with bar boys, but although he works in a Bar, he is nothing like a bar boy, more like a quiet bartender... so we went, and enjoyed ourselves and were supposed to go to a disco called boat bar, where there was another show... anyway, Am and Nai had to go back to their bar first... so me and Adam headed to Boat Bar... where i met Chet and Nob, who are in their circle of friends. i tell you... i had a lousy time, i tried to have a great time but i keep on looking out the window, hoping he would come...

after a while i just gave up and left.. so you would have found me walking alone to J&B... i rather call it BJ personally.. and there they were.. Nai and his friends.. having a blast... his shirt was undone .. grrrrrrrrrr Nathalie was there.. she is one pretty drag Queen and in no time at all she has me engaged in a challenge of 4-in-A-row. fast forward.. after much noisy bickering and teasing it was set that lose takes off a garment and both contestants take a swig. =D

needless to say, although i did end up in my birthday suit, i was able to prolong the match so that Nathalie had to take off everything except her bra and panties... lol that nite i will remember even tho i was raging drunk lol ...

now something happened that nite which i wish i could change.. i was walking back to my room when i met chet and nob.. blah blah blah they said they wanted to see my room since they have never been up to connect... so i brought them up.. and ohmy god.. i tried soo much not to have sex with them, they really wanted to .. i mean threesome.. so i agreed but then i almost threw up, prolly since the movement was too fast lol ... anyway,,.. somehow i really didnt want to have sex with these two small built thai boys, exactly my type... i really honestly didnt want.. i would rather spend an afternoon with Nai chatting than, have hot threesome sex with them.. so at last i managed to persuade them to find somebody better...

now the thing is.. I dont regret my actions, but somehow the things some people said to Nai was just plain mean... I heard this later... from Nai himself, after much prodding...

so as the circumstances fell,.. Nai saw me as a butterfly, even though i really wasnt.. honest, i was pretty much faithful to a potential... that is what i am eternally sad about but i guess i should really be thankful... i will get back to that later...

the next day i woke up a bit late and went str8 to find Nai... he was wearing black shirt and blue jeans and blue slippers lol... A bottle of beer and a long conversation with Ryder the Australian later... i asked Nai out for lunch.. man this boy will not leech of me at all... we ended up eating at KFC.. and I had to really insist i wanted to pay... so after lunch the sky miraculously cleared up leaving the sun to shine bright .. so i said i wanted to go to the beach,... he said, we drop off his boss's lunch first... so off we went to the beach... now at the beach quite a few things happened but nothing that involves Nai except for the fact that he couldnt stay long... he had to work.. that was the first time i sensed regret in him.. anyway... i stayed at the beach till late..

later that night I went back to his bar to his friends birthday party.. bought a bottle of whisky for everybody and enjoyed the nite... sitting beside him the whole while.. he told me about his brothers used car entreprise and how his brother wants him to join the business... Nai is a farmer boy, back when he was young, after tending the farm, they'd go to market and sell all manner of things... =D that made me love him more.. this man has many shades of rainbow in his life =D

anyway.. since everybody wanted to go to MyWay, and since Nai also wants to go.. oh yea, that night he was dressed to kill.. I like to flatter myself in thinking he got all dressed up just for me.. a white shirt with some coloured print on it, khakis pants, and nice new sneakers!!! gorgeous.. i bought a disposable camera... so if all goes well I will post pictures here... so we went to MyWay, had a blast tho i didnt get a kink in my neck from craning... anyhow they wanted to continue at some bar but i was adamant that i didnt want to go.. Nai insisted that since this was my last nite i should go and be happy, have fun and dance... I told him simple and cornily, straight from the movie Beautiful Thing, "I'm Happy when I'm with you". I couldnt help myself.. so that night was spent, just the two of us at the bar in quiet conversation.. lovely.. i couldnt ask for more.. oh maybe sofa's instead of stools... lol what we talked about shall remain between me and him. but i shall treasure it forever... no matter what happens to either of us from now on... =D it was a lovely but expensive Phuket Holiday indeed...

Well I am in Phuket...

LOVING IT!!!! the beach is beautiful not enough people around tho for serious ogling lol

and sad to say ,.. thai boys are now quite corrupt.. its always about the money.. i mean i aint swimming in it!!! its starting to put me off...

but other than that.. its nice.. the guesthouse is cool i actually made two bookings, the last 3 nights at the budget room and the first at a standard room since the budget was booked on the 24th... and the nice reception gave me the standard room for my whole stay... how lovely..

went to the beach.. swam a bit. was hoping to go to the beach today too but its raining.. last night went for a drink met Adam who ithink is str8 because he didnt suck me back... and dont worry i didnt swallow.. so should be safe..

anyhow.. more stories after I've lived them...

Phuket Here I cummm....

lol ok and just like that,.. I am off to Phuket... and just in case I am kidnapped .. the email from the place where i will be staying (connect@patong) is in my yahoo mail ... nadia knows the password so go rummage in there.. lol

anyway .. its cheap RM560 accomodation and air ticket for 5 days 4 nites...

hope i have fun .. no pics tho since I wont bring a camera...

ciao

Just keeping with tradition...

so basically I joined Fridae last night cool place.. i need to tweak it tho .. argh... gonna take some days...

anyhow... watched Torch Song Trilogy ... MYGOD Matthew Broderick is so damn hot and that movie was REALLY really good.. i totally loved it.. made me cry too ... oh damnit!! it was so darn good... shiit.

oh well.. today is going to be a long day.. i am thinking i need to cancel plans with ser yee.. cant get off day on the weekend.. maybe i?l go to bangkok instead,...