quittin smokin and frens with abdullah

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I bought a RM17 sheet of 15 nikotin gums today. the small intention was to quit smokin. I tell u now that I am going to quit quittin smokin... those chewing gums taste awful!! lol plus apparently if u can not smoke for 72 hours then u dont need any aids..

lol i've been able to do that for ages... i guess my barrier isnt the physiological withdrawal barrier.. its just psychological.. lol and no way am i dropping my cool frens just not to smoke! TAK NAK??? FUCK U! I NAK! lol oh well

Midnight Crawl

cannot see anything in the picture kan? becoz semalam i gi tasek permaisuri.. but hey! before u kata i ni gigih.. org baru lepas buat kerja utk opis tahu! so excused la..

Habis kerja jam 11pm gitu.. OSK punye pasal la.. and then terusssssssssssss gi kl, survey 4 mamaks utk one event kiteorang nak propose to client.. mamak yg besar tau! yg tayang game bola! so i ada la phone interview member2 str8 and separa tue.. dapat la list including la kat gombak! org mana tahu nak gi gombak.. anyway.. i gi times sq, pastu danau kota food court, and then baru bandar permaisuri bistro besar gedabak tue..

so alang2 dah ada kat situ. i lepak la kat Tasek lol.. berkenalan ngan anak ikan ... tapi x on becoz x click kan?

anyway a short while after ada dua jantan atas motor tu tegur i.. lol si Wan and fren.. hensem gaks syam tu..

last last .. kitorang gi minum and bank to tasek coz wan ada abg tgh tunggu.. diaorang lepak kat gazebo tu macam org xde rumah.. siap ada yg tido lagi..

nak dipendekkan cerita .. since i got kamera.. apa lago.. snap snap pose pose la tgh tgh tasek tgh tgh malam tgh tgh gelap gulita! lol ni hah tengok gambor yg telah di adjust di bawah.. kalau x.. haram jadah x nampak apa pon..

oh ya btw .. ada ke patut my fwen si marilyn tu suruh org update my political blog? masa utk lap bontot pon takde hahaha j/k tahu.. lol ... okla wa coba baca surat khabor.. i know ramai org x puas hati pasal banjir nie.. siot punye kerajaan.. itula org johor.. vote lagi BN 100%.

People are in love

well, spent the night at Collins semalam.. read a little bit.. somebody sure is looking forward to somebody coming over lol.. anyway.. I look forward to it too la.. truth be told..

however, as for me... this 1st February, I'll be going to Jakarta for 4 days 3 nights ... lol ticket is bought oredi but the place to stay still dun have.. bloody hell hotels are expensive there.. of course it doesnt help that I nie kedekut nak mampos.. plan utk penginapan less than RM50 a night lol .. so that means Jln Jaksa..

i kalau gi holiday memang scrimp on lodgings... the basic is more than enough for me as i dont plan on staying inside it much.. plus i get to spend my money elsewhere..

masih tgh cari kerja nie.. siot je.. oh and skrg nie aktif/gigih ngan guys4men.. korang click la kat sebelah kanan tu and buat profile.. best juga la.. mostly kebanyakan very friendly, cuma kena ada gambor je ... jgn x bagi gambor udeh.. tu diaorang x suke.. at times i sakit hati gak ngan diaorang.. baru profile bodoh, dah demanding lebeh2..

but that is their right.. right.. yesterday sempat gaks gi briefing dana baru Public Mutual... siapa nak melabur? its dana asia pacific dan dana global.. dua2 balanced fund.. actually i x heran sgt because our islamic local balanced fund gave amazing returns this year..

but enough about that..

I just wanted to write about ANGGA actually hahahah sebab utama i nak gi jakarta is utk bersua ngan Angga.. he is this sweet guy i myspace/YM with.. mula mula benggong2 je.. tapi day by day I miss him lots.. walaupon i menyundel kat sini macam org giler tapi i consider him by online special someone.. so if things work out.. maybe by the time i balik dari jakarta dah takleh nak membohjankan diri..

plus its doesnt help that we are on opposite ends of the sexual experience spectrum lol

but still.. I LOVE U Angga sayang!!! lol sedeh kan? siot je macam budak kecPublishhik cinta cinta internet lol

Crazy Week!

This is a loooooooong post. I warned u.

Well,

it was crazy.. I left for Kota kinabalu on friday morning. Zamri sent us to Sentral. He is sooo sweet. Of course we had breakfast first at His Office. anyway.. then I went off to LCCT. I was almost freaking late. Anyway, checking in didnt take a long time but I rushed in without buying a book which I wanted to do... oh well.. turns out, inside there, kedai buku xde so nak wat apa?

wait.. wait.. wait.. wait.. then all rushing through the gate, wanting to to pick their seats.. I was cool and collected. then it was time for seating.. chose a spot where got a semi cute guy.. lol I smiled and he smiled back.. KABOOM! after that, a chinese lady was hoo haa with her son, telling him to sit over there.. hahaha kesian,.. so i offered my aisle seat and scooted over to the middle seat (lucky me) so after a while we started talking and before long, I had my hands on his thigh.. the whole flight tangan tu tak bergerak lol.. sembang2 lol masa dah nak landing tu.. tangan tu pon cuba la nak merayap menuju tujuannya tapi dihalang.. sempat dikuis kuis sikit je.. lol tapi best! best sebab kacau budak str8.. nama dia pon orang dah lupa tapi no fon dapat lol.. dia kerja kat sepang.. and dia askar wataniah.. lol feeling "sherita" time tu lol

wokeh drop at KK, call si Toy, bagitahu dia jumpa lepas dia abis kerja.. and then I took the cab and lepak at tempat baru "warisan square" lol times bookstore.. ingatkan besau rupanya kechik je... after which we went to the Loft... dekat saja tue.. minum2 sambil berkenalan ngan Toy punya kawan.. Jimmy was hot as ever.. Chris budak I baru kenal pon comel gaks... and then there was this one older guy yg dtg .. hmmm gatal gaks org tua nie.. lol tapi friendly.. very nice and friendly.. diaorang panggil datuk lol so I pon terbangun la masa time nak introduce diri .. lol terasa macam kroni pulak.. afterwards baru i found out he is a High Court Judge. shit. nasib baik i x buat benda x senonoh... so i lepak ngan toy sampai la kena amik si collins from airport.. tapi malam tu lepas makan pan mee kite gi umah Olivia.. member lama Toy.. rupanya ada party... siap ada bartender tu yg amek order.. what u want lychee martini? mango margarita? sour whiskey? lol tapi sebenarnya nama je glamer.. drinks dia sempoi2. coz the ingredient x meletop.. hehehe but it was cool.. even i pon ada coba buat drink sendiri.. including shake that benda besi tu lol.. plus I ada buat layerd shots of vodka ribena.. setengah jadi, setengah terlalu mixed. oh that night, si ephron, brother si olivia .. I rasa comel gaks.. taste lol plus si dominic, cousin diaorang tu.. most will say he is cuter tapi pada I, dia x memikat sgt tapi becoz he was sooo nice =) i pon syok kat dia!

so setelah saya di angkut oleh collins balik ke rumah dia.. kiteorang kuar balik.. nak jumpa si Andy... cerita pasal andy nie sebenarnya very the interesting.. tapi x leh cerita because melibat kan other people and himself. so for privacy sake.. tak leh cerita la.. anyway.. kiteorang gi Sutera Harbour Pan Pac.. bilik si Trevor.. apparently, dia dah xde umah langsung kat KK.. everytime balik.. dia dok hotel.. besau gilor room dia.. actually suite la! mesti banyak jantan dia dapat.. lepak lepak punya lepak .. kiteorangpon balik ke umah Cols.. Andy pon ikut.. esok paginya patut hussin gi church tengok si Angeline nie kawin.. tapi since cols awal2 dah kata dia xnak gi church.. and plus i pon ngantuk giler.. jadi x jadi la pergi.. instead kiteorang lepak kat umah lol sampai 1:30 .. lepas tu.. si lakhanat Andy tu kena gi kerja.. half day pon half day la.. siot je.. me and cols gi pasar filipino.. dia nak beli brg.. I pon ... ada this one guy tu jaga kedai.. masa tue I dah bosan dah.. barang pon I ada beli for my fwens.. and then i tgh lalu sambil tengok2 bodoh, dia tanya "Nak cari apa?" and I plak terkeluar, "Nak cari Jantan" habis semua orang ketawa lol .. x tahu la sama ada dia str8 ke gay ke dua alam lol anyway I pon kacau la dia lagi..

after that kiteorang gi pasar filipino.. patut nya jumpa si Abg Del nie tapi dia x on handset.. so apa lagi jalan2 la.. alkisahnya berjaya juga jumpa Abg Del atau lebih dikenali sebagai Mahathir Loqman. anyway dia jadi emcee utk event kat situ warisan square.. so kiteorang lepak kat starbucks while he bitched about some bitches models.. yg nak upah lebeh.. so drama la..

but wedding dah dekat so lepas walked him to his hotel.. which was a crappy radius hotel.. me and cols pon bergerak ke Angeline's wedding..

actually post nie sangat panjang sampai kite pon bosan.. nanti je la I sambung..

Happy Birthday!!!

ok so tak tahu malu la I.. because.. this 28th December is my birthday!!! =) yay jadi org tue la saya..

lol but sesiapa yg nak bagi besday present ke hape.. boleh la bagi.. nak address,... nie hah..
28, jln ss5A/16
kelana jaya
47301 Petaling jaya
Selangor
Malaysia

mana org kaya malaysia? lol anak sultan brunei xde ke baca blog aku nie? bagi le mercedez satu.. just now my office mates gave me a lovely brown esprit bag =) its really cool.. unfortunately I dont really wear bags.. so its gonna be a little bit underutilised.. but still.. Its the thought that counts!

tommorow is my besday.. I nak gi sauna laters.. oh btw.. I like Angga more everyday.. hmmm sampai terpikir nak cari kerja kat Jakarta so can be near him. Gila! coz I've never met him.. *sigh* but he is soooo cool in every way..

hmm besday dah cerita .. oh ya, last night there was 2 BIG earthquakes in taiwan.. thank goodness there wasnt any major disaster like in lives lost. But the Internet is a bit dodgy right now. Some sites cant be accessed.. They say its because the undersea cables dah sot! dah.. so asia pacific and us x tersambung..

wokeh ciao bebs.. I'll be flying off to KK for Angelines Wedding lusa.. so wish me luck.. I also have no freaking idea wat to wear.

BUDUH! I apologize for my stupidity!

Alahai..

I cant believe that I am such an Idiot! really truly! A loooooong time ago I actually without knowing the why.. turned on comments moderation.. lol and after switching to the new blogger.. I was fumbling around looking for my RSS feed when I saw that I had 39!!! comments to be moderated... freaking 39 comments! lol and here I thought that hmmm why nobody want to comment ?? lol I thought I was like forgotten or kena pulau ..

lol I cant believe how doofus I can get..

oh well .. Christmas was ... quiet but nice.. eve, I went with my sis Nadia to her fren punya place at Ampang.. actually its behind the zoo in melawati so cannot say Ampang anyway.. lol She had gorgeous looking kids including one 13 year old.. hensem/comel giler.. radhia and anak dia Ludfie pon ada.. its funny these kids are at that same age when I started having sex.. ludfie's voice was breaking.. hahaha kelako.. his childness is still there but a little bit tempered with maturity.. I am getting soooo old.. we had great dinner.. Lilly cooks great Italian Fare..

I tolong gaks la tapi tolong sikit sikit je.. she made roasted chicken, green salad (sedap!) , spagetti - tak tahu jenis macam mana dia masak lol and mashed potatoes.. kenyang giler..
It was nice .. this christmas was the best ever.. dulu dinner with cols mer and the gang at La Cerdo.. nie this pula.. but sebab xde duit punya pasal.. no clubbin this year.. save for angeline wedding.. risau gaks.. takut x cukup formal.. first time this..

anyway.. to everybody who reads this.. lol I am sorry x reply all those comments.. what to do? I didnt know it was there lol .. I love you guys.. coming up soon are resolutions

69 is soo wonderful

beberapa hari lepas.. dapat 69 ngan jantan nie dlm kenari ku! best! besau budak tu punya.. well dia a few years younger than me.. not really my type tapi x yah berkira la kan? cikgu kat beaufort sabah..

and semalam x tido sangat coz spent the night with marilyn and cols at her place.. well at cols la.. si jantan tu buat sandwiches for his opis potluck party.. so kiteorang songlap la sikit.. pastu jumpa cousin si cols, thuni.. we went to this club in the Curve.. real cool... got ice room some more.. tapi as usual.. str8 club kan? so wa x impressed pon..

ooo Btw... watched a lil bit of entourage and sex in the city.. I thought Eris from entourage played by Kevin Connolly was REALLY HOT! but steve of sex in the city played by David Eigenberg was SUPER HOT!! I loved the scenes of him naked looling along with the girl .. lol these two guys/characters are totally MY TYPE!!!

GREAT WEEKEND

lol It was crazy!!

on Friday there was a christmas party at the Office, the food was delicious but there werent enough of it.. the atmosphere could have been improved.. the activities were just so and so but afterwards the drinking memang best giler!! everybody ws soo drunk lol.. ada sorang tu yg gay tu ... memang amek kesempatan habis.. semua jantan dia cium.. siam cemolot ngan yg dah mabok habis dah.. lol sembang2. and then call Cols, boyfriend dia datang dari Bangkok, so Krit so i pon excited la nak jumpa .. taht night.. I yg dah mabok abiss tu gi la ke Frangipani lol x belanja pon lol dah mabok buat apa minum lagi lol.. so lepak2.. dancing sikit sikit.. tapi x enjoy sgt becoz penat sgt time tu and sakit belakang.. the day before i finished work at 2 am what and the day before at 4am ..

so frangi that night was swell.. went back around 3:40 or 4am i think tapi singgah dulu kat Tasek Kelana Jaya.. abg W ada kat situ. hahaha mula2 ingatkan bukan nasib baik dia tegur.. toilet tu x tutup mlm tu.. abg W plak kata ada org kat situ... ada 2 tgh projek kot.. so kite apa lagi.. skodeng. la.. hampeh dua2 dah perasan.. jambu giler si baju coklet .. nama dia Kamal.. raba2 sikit pastu dia kata dia nak masuk main ngan yg tinggi tu.. hampeh.. anyway to cut the story short.. i lepak plak ngan si budah college nie.. naik skootz.. nama dia fiq i think .. sembang2 punya ka situ.. dah manja2.. tangan pon merayap la.. dia suruh hisap kat situ gaks.. abg W tengok dari branch belah sana lol.. memang exhibitions betoi... tapi mlm tu hujan renyai2 and xde org so i selamba je la.. tapi lepas seketika .. i ajak gi toilet.. kat toilet tu oral je.. tapi lepas dia pancut i suruh dia buat kita plak.. dia hisap.. best giler pancut dlm mulut org.. lain rasanye.. terhenjut2 lol =)

then balik tido tapi si Cols kacau.. dia ajak gi mana ntah.. oh the curve kot or somewhere. so kita pon gigih la gi umah dia.. lepak seketika .. gi amik si mer and then baru go the curve.. lepaks lama2.. including kat borders and last gi makan dinenr with trev + jenssen.. sayang warren couldnt make it.. it was lovely the dinner tapi mahal nak mampos but worth it..

lepas tu baru gi LA Queen.. i tak hengat dunia mlm tu.. walapon perot buncit sbb kenyang.. dance on podium nonstop beb dari 12:30 to closing at 4am ... lol best nyer.. tapi i tido only 2 hours beb coz in the fucking morning got appointment with SEr Yee.. gi seminar business baru.. so tu 8 hours.. x jadi hantar si krit ke airport.. lepaks kat klang sampai 1:30 morning..

man this week memang sleep deprived.. but worth it

Complete Honesty? adoi

Ada baca satu blog omputeh nie.. dia citer yg kadang2 tu family member dia a da bac blog dia and sometimes its disconcerting org tahu rahsia dan fikiran kita.. ye la.. blog nie dulu pon memang tempat Hussin lepaskan geram.. and plus utk dok letak my thoughts and feelings.. tapi lately nie takde.. maybe becoz I perasan org baca blog nie kot lol ..

but thats the whole point la.. I pon ada simpan secret and lately banyak yg x diluahkan.. perasaan sayang kat org tu.. hmm hampeh betul kita syok kat dia tapi dia macam xde effect je.. sah dia cuma nak jadi member je.. so what to do...

keadaan kat opis nie sebenarnya xde la begitu memberangsangkan.. macam ada something wrong la working here.. I dont seem to fit in very well.. tapi itulah realitinya kan?

xkan semua nak perfect.. but times like these.. i really miss my Jusco frens.. *sigh* ada gaks gi Jusco klang tempoh hari.. gelak sakan kat selling floor ngan member2.. lol tapi ye la.. hidup kena maju.. and I also dah berazam nak improve my life.. I wan the good things in life. =)

wish me luck my lovelies

Kawan2 Tasek

lol yea beberapa minggu yg lepas I ada gi tasek kelana jaya.. saja je.. tapi kebetulan pula hari tu... kita ditegur ngan ada group nie.. hehehe ceritenyer org yg nak tegur kite tu dtg dekat tapi x berani.. dia gi ke motor.. so kawan dia dtg kata kawan dia nak berkenalan.

tahu apa kite jawab? "Dah kenal dah! dia yg tak ingat! dah lama dah kenal.. dia kerja hotel suka yg abg abg sikit kan?" KABOOOOSH! tepat sekali dugaan anda.. lol .. so in the end... i made 3 friends that night ...

and seterusnya lepas lama lagi lepak kat tasek (xde duit nak cari entertainment lain, so gi tasek la.. murah n dekat) in the end, ada la kenal 8 people now i think lol tapi xde la main coz ntah la.. but its nice u know...

anyway bosan nak citer banyak2.. esok ada photo shoot kat umah orang jam 10 pagi.. .. ... hahahah ko hengat wa ensem? photo shoot makanan la! opis suruh kita masak recipe tu supaya boleh diaorang amek gambor and letak kat product lol advertising agency la katakan.. I am a home economist