I suck at relationships

Yes I do.. Its been 3 weeks i think and maybe thats all its gonna be..

well.. I need sex baby.. like .. all the time.. and if I am going to be in a monogamous relationship.. then BLOODY give me sex.. doesnt even have to be good.. I love your body and your cock but hoho I've had better.. and your skillz aint much. *sigh*

plus ... he got all the insecurities with being affectionate in semi-publi (gay friends)
I mean.. doh.. plus he got something against somebody touching his shoulder.. okayyy.. that almost got me riled up ..

anyway.. hmm dia tgh merajuk and I dont feel like nak pujuk dia.. BOSAN!! I wanna meet somebody WILD

ME a masseur?

haha this just in. I tried my luck yesterday as a massuer at mensfield. Its a gay massage place in cheras.. near PGRM haha :D

what brought it on? well my adik si alip tue dah kerja kat situ for about 2 weeks already hahaha from his stories.. wah, seems like a perfect place for me. Thing is, I nie x laku hahhaha but its understandable.. but its alright maybe from a 100, only 1 would pick me.. but hey hahahaha sure kena servis baik punya.. sheet I massage pretty good too

oh ya Mensfield is RM50 for naked massage hahahaha send me a holler if u want the address

HAHAHAH updates <<< no la!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK

hehehe usually i would actually go and surf for an appropriate picture.. but I am WAY too lazy to do that .. hahaha which also explains why I havent updated my blog.. still no internet at home and once i get to the cybercafe, first thing I do is check my guys4men messages .. hohohoho and then i just wanna play espando granada or warcraft hohoho.. basically a lazy bum

but i did promise updates right? ok first off work is ok now. hohoh ahhaha having some fun amongst the boring bits.. hey its a living isnt it? sales is really bad this month..

as for ramadhan, at first I though I was try not having sex at all this holy month but alas.. the reformed pervert aint THAT reformed hahahaha.. so x kesampaian la niat ku yg murni.. by puasa ke 6, I dah ada kat TASEK Kelana Jaya .. ok this bit I will delete HAHAHAHAHAH in a week or so.. coz x nak kantoi ngan VINCE.. ko nak MATI!!!???? hehehehe I GERSANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okla so that story berhenti di situ..

anyway, I ada hantar email pendek ucapan selamat menyambut ramadhan kat that one guy yg dulu I tergilakan tapi dia shut me down coz I was too exposed. xpe la.. sometimes i think of him, so i bagi la email.. and he balas.. looks ok la.. maybe boleh jadik kawan..

on other updates.. oh HAKIM is having a berbuka posa at his new place which I have been to many many times hahahaha this Saturday.. thank goodness I cuti hari tue.. tapi Vince hari tue ajak do something.. i dunno la. maybe i ajak dia gi berbuka skali kot.. and I semalam bawak si HAKIM tue gi amek IC kat Kota Damansara hehehhe kena tunggu sejam siot coz depa gi lunch.. tapi dapat gak IC baru.. I nyer gambaq best sgt hahahaha nanti i scan and upload ok? pastu kiteorang gi la cari kerja for him, isi borang bagai kat starbuxx, pastu round2 i nampak guess kids hiring suruh dia gi walk in .. hahahahha and as it turns out,... dia dapat kerja tue! even though as part time je.. anyway.. tadi dia start.. GOOD LUCK HAKIM!!!

Langkawi Trip

yes I am broke. and Yes I did go to Langkawi.. I have paid for the plane ticket already.. so I went anyway..

I'll post pics later.. but lets do the summary first.. lest I bore u guys to death.

accomodation
Venue: AB Motel, Chenang beach
Price: RM 120 per room per night (2 double beds) therefore divided by 4 persons making it RM60 per person for 2 nights
Transportation RM50 per person for 48 hours including petrol costs.

yep the flight was at 4pm something on friday. I managed to make it although I was late a few minutes. The flight was problem free and we arrived there with still the afternoon sun heating us up. Arrived at the hotel in a jiff, its really near to the airport. It seems that everytime I go on vacations, I seem to be the only one raring to go hohoho.. I didnt have shorts so i quickly went to buy some, of course I met up with my old SL Rosli and a girl I can barely remember.. Ok I cant remember her at all but she seems to know me hohoho. Used to work in jusco also la.. we went to the food/drink stalls nearby. Oh it was purely coincidence but that weekend was the week Langkawi had its Pesta Air or Water Festival. There were loads of people hohoho of course there will be loads of cute malay boys also. and Lots of things for sale.

anyway.. I browsed around the shops and bought a red cheap shorts for RM10. apa lagi.. went back to the room.. changed and dived into the water.. HOHOHO i was like the only one who jumped in.. after that short dip, we went to have dinner in Kuah, it was rather uneventful.. but there was fireworks, visible where we had dinner. We ate near Buena Vista Hotel.. ok je.. Apparently there is a concert thingy at Dataran Lang. Even Mawi is supposed to perform.. hohoho.. had dinner and apalagi.. I called up N*, I actually called up R* but he was working in Bayview.. hmm would have gone there but how? cant ask them to wait around while I chatted up with R*, besides, he was working.. so I called up N* instead altho I cant really remember his face.

everybody left, the veterans and family people went back to the motel in one van and the young kids went to Dtaran Lang in the wagon.. I waited for N*.. he soon came and picked me up on his motorcycle.. we went to his workplace STarbux in Dataran Lang of all places lol.. so managed to watch the concert abit. it was some chinese guy. but we soon decided to leave and thats when Mawi came on, last act katakan.. tapi we ols blah je.. tak kuasa nak tunggu,.. at first the plan was to go to a beach nearby but since his housemates were not in hehehe we decided head to his place.. IT was starbux hostel and it was more like a hotel man.. sheet it was grand.. with astro some more.. watch Akademi Fantasia a bit and 13 ghosts a bit,. In a very romantic close proximity hug thingy lagi hohoho

a little bit of fondling and rubbing and the festivities began in the bedroom hohohoho.. I tell u .. it was the FIRST TIME IN HISTORY THAT I became a fucking TOP!!! he was very nice and helpful, being very patient and giving tips and encouragment.. it didnt last that long but we did 3 positions hohoho.. then I went flat and we switched roles.. hoho it was very satisfying.. NICE! I went to have a shower when suddenly he stepped in the bathroom and said that his housemate is back and I should be quiet.. hmmm as it turns out.. HE panicked for no reason as he mistook MY shoes for his roomate.. we had a few good laughs over that.

back at the motel.. I joined my friends on the beach, a few minutes after that I noticed a flash of movement in the sea further up the beach.. I told my friends that there are people swimming nekkid there hohoho no body bloody believe me, in fact they looked and cant even see anybody swimming at all. they all said it was impossible that I can see people skinny dipping.. so apa lagi.. I said fine, and walked up nearer to take a look.. sure enough there were 3 people in the sea, all mat salleh, there were more of their friends on the beach.. of the 3, only one was wearing something at the waist area hohoo.. I am not the type who would gawk and stare and hence spoil the fun so I turned back said "What did I tell you?" do not doubt me about these things hohohoho

so it was pretty interesting for them.. anyway... I later on took a night swim but clothed la.. I was a bit dissapointed because when I got back to the room .. Awinz this cute sabahan boy i like slept with Yan and that leaves an empty space next to Rosli.. :( but to be fair, it was understandable since I knew all three of them but While Awinz and Yan knew each other very well, they didnt know Rosli that well..

anyway the next day was quite a bore.. we went for breakfast and even though initially all I wanted to stay at the motel and laze around on the beach, they managed to convince me to go with them.. to see Mahsuri mausoleum or in malay Makam Mahsuri which Rosli belanja the entrance.. and after that Black Sand beach which is a bore, it might have been interesting a decade ago but really.. black sand? its not even pretty. hmmm we did go to hot spring somewhere after that but that was also a dissapointment.. since the well is so small while the whole complex is huge.. plus its just hot.. not even bubbling..

after that the boys insisted we all go to the Jetty which wasnt on the original plan.. Initially they wanted to go to the cable car which I didnt want to go since it costs RM15, so in the ended we split again.. 1 car went their own way.. the very cute and i though unavailable Farhan and us who went to survey Island Hopping prices.. Anyway, it was 220 for a boat, 12 people.. only 10 people went not me since it would mean paying RM25 -RM37 (it ended up RM37 since 2 didnt go)

What did I do? hohoho laze on the beach, slept under the shade in the beach, catwalked up and down the beach attracting glances and catcalls which I smiled at ... very the hadek hadek hohohoh it was fun, dancing in the sea since there was like bands and Music playing at the beach, there was going to be a concert there later that night.. while i was dancing there were also a bunch of people cheering, or yelling or shouting at me hohoho u know la.. melayu jakun.. I basically ignored them aside from the initial flirting ..

in the end, I did befriend 2 very cute boys swimming in the sea , Mizi and Shah hohoho they are helping their brothers in the stalls.. I couldnt find their stalls later that night but hey, its really the memories that count. Nothing happened.. but hey a man can dream right? well I'lll continue with the updates later.. along with pictures once I get them from Eida..

Guys (fuck me hard) 4 Men

If you are a horny gay guy. you MUST join Guys4Men! It is just amazing! At first, I joined just for the heck of it. It doesnt look like much but it is powerpacked.. There are profiles with G rate Pictures and X rated Pictures. And for those shy ones, there are private pictures that we can either include in messages or by giving people passwords..

Some of those dudes post really hot pics hohoho In fact, I got a few up there myself hahaha. I used to be just a normal member but since I posted the links to G4M here, I've become a supporter which gives me benefits like a bigger inbox, ability to send messages to people with full inbox, ability to send messages to new members (< 1 week) and ability to see who clicked on my profile.. <<< hohoho macam cerita Heroes pulak..

but other than that, its a fully functional personals site. Unlike Manjam, where the number of messages u send are limited and the no of profiles u view are limited. There are no limits in G4M. U only need to clear ur inbox regularly.

Plus, there are the forums. Its very active for us, Malaysians, since we are a talkative bunch lol.. Therefore you can see alot of postings for people looking to rent rooms or looking for housemates.. there are also gatherings and all. In fact, I am going to a camping trip organized by one of em, this 28th April 2007 at berkelah falls. There are gonna be over 20 screaming fairies on that hill lol.. Only RM30 for the food.. we are car pooling so expenses are covered evenly with the driver.

ok enough about that. lets talk about luck.. hohoho so far, I've met a few guys, stayed in contact with a few guys and had sex with a few guys. Some of them I wish they'd do seconds while some of them, I dun want to do seconds with hohohoho well thats life isnt it? well, maybe I'll post a few saucy pics of the guys

I am sooooooooooo tired!!

well I worked late last night.. and the night before, not to mention i had a busy2 weekend..

so in sypnosis I'll just tell the bare details.. hmm on fri after work, I picked up Arul from ILP. After that, we went to Collins's place in damansara perdana. The plan was to help him move some things over to his new place in ritz perdana, its right next door.

So biasala, Me and Arul went for a swim at the swimming pool huhuhu wanted to fool around in there but he wasnt that game hohoho.. so we both went back upstairs la drippin wet and all... I told him to get into the bathroom first. At which point when i went to the living room collins asked, "Save water, go shower together" "We dont have that kind of relationship" I replied. huhuhu but then i went to that bathroom and opened the door huhuhu it wasnt locked =) i pon cakap "nak join sama" hahaha and so we mandi sama.. in the end he ended up fucking me WOOOOT!!! this is the first time ... hohoho...

so after that we helped collins move.. and headed to La Queen. only RM8 entrance for softdrinks huhuhu.. I wanted to ajak more people but everybody I called was not around. But La Queen was FUCKING AWESOME! tapi sayang, Arul is actually a very good dancer tapi he was sooo tired out, he couldnt dance. huhuhu i guess he plays rugby and all but he doesnt have a gay man's stamina for clubbin.

ok so La Queen ended at around 3pm, I met Isis Natasha on the dance floor that night, okla it was the podium where i met her. and later on Kie also came over. There was someone else who was there that knew me but i didnt know where he knows me. oOoOoOo maybe it's that guy who works in Liquid.. i dunno la..

so after La Queen, I called up Zamani, "lets go taseq permaisuri" hehehehe.. so i went to sentul, picked him up, gi to taseq, hanged out with his old friend Adi who just passed the first Police Inspector exams/interview huhuhu.. he wants to be known as Inspector Sheila. That night(morning la) we slept at Zamani's place until sat evening. The whole day was spent playing cards with his cute str8 housemate named hairul huhuhu... as usual, I hit on him like nobody's business.. and then we waited for Adli to come and brought him to Mirage. It was his first time to a sauna hohoho. wanted to go to Otot2 but it was alredy 7pm a little bit late..

okla i didnt have fun.. tapi after that at like 1am, we went for supper in kg baru and hey presto! decided to have a movie marathon! boleh? so I pilih "300", Adli pilih that buaya movie and Zamani picked a stupid national lampoon movie featuring Paris Hilton.

hahaha as u can tell we woke up late.. after which oombha came over, dia ajak gi umah andi tapi we ols dinch. and off we went to Otot2. this time I balik sendiri lepas tu.. tapi u know wat? lepas otot2 I forgot.. I promised Collins I would send him to KLIA in the morning.. so apa lagi? tidoq la kat damansara perdana .. but you know la.. I dont get to watch Astro that often, so I watched Heroes, Grey's anatomy and fashion house dulu before tidoq. I sent collins to Sentral in the morning like at 7:30am. there wasnt time to send him elsewhere if I didnt want to be late for work.

Oh and at work, I finished up what my boss asked. Siap kena marah lagi tue.. the guy expects me to work over the weekend. then worked on the brand discoveries for a credit card company. guess what?

THAT LASTED UNTIL 2am!!! got in to work at around 11:15am the next day and ended up staying up until 5am this morning... !! bangun lambat skit .. and clocked in to work today at noon. VOLEH!!

so I AM FREAKING TIRED!! oh sheet i forgot to tell you, i managed to meet Aiskrem Potong huhuhu he is here on holiday from Dubai.. we have plans to party at La Queen this fri! huhuhu he gave me a camel as a keepsake =)

New Friends? or just cute hunk?

kekal x persahabatan ini? gilo budak2 nie.. suker skali.. yg paling i taste tu hah yg sebelah i tue.. I like him ... total package.. cute, hot bod, great personality; fun, cheerful, crazy and loud. Plus he is very selamber with a lot of things. . I like!

naz is the quiet one in the middle. and Sham is the tall one taking the picture.. And here is Sham posing in front of my car on a stool i bring in my car.

But damn i like this rempit picture of Edy. There are certain things I like and love about people.. One of the most important is zest for life..

Anywa I met these guys at the sauna and we all just clicked.. HAD lots of fun together lol we went to Queens park after the Sauna and stayed there for a few hours.. non stop laughing the whole time.. oh and before that. we had nasi lemak at kg baru... now i know why its famous lol..

In the end we all stayed at N Flat since obviously were are the 4 of us supposed to stay at?

kes rogol

Flooding!!!

Ok actually there is like lots and lots and lots of stories to tell.. stupid and not. lol the crux of the matter is that I am still freaking too lazy to do update the blog. It seems I am getting closer and closer to other bloggers lol :) yep.. from just a link on my blog, we are not friends... lol can u imagine that? isnt the internet just freaking great?

anyway.... I know I've been neglecting to post.. in fact, I've been changing quite a few things.. I just dont have the energy anymore however... and no, I am not promising that I will blog everyday coz I wont lol..

okla... last week I went to Jakarta to meet Angga. You know, to suss things out if there is a future. well, Jakarta trip was a dissapointment. There was flooding here and there.. and raining and Angga often couldnt come around, plus i got cheated a few times, and I overlooked several stupid things lol..

but all in all .. it wasnt that big a dissapointment.. I did manage to relax, get to know a different place, different culture, meet and get to know new friends.. hahaha just didnt club that much.. I am definitely more of a beach guy.

oh well then i flew back here.. went to work and got really really really sick that night. kerja x siap lagi tapi xleh buat apa.. terpaksa tinggalkan.. 3 days MC beb! Viral infection kata doctor cina yg hensem dan muda itu.. lol but as of right now I still got a little bit of sore throat.. so no giving blowjobs for a while..

OH and if you are gay, joing GUYS4MEN >>> the button on the right thingy.. because hahahah I've only been on it but if u keep things positive hahahahaha I dah jumpa 3 org dah.. 2 from them .. good sex lol wooo hooo..

okla ciao bebs dont miss me too much

Weekend yg Lumayan?

YESSS!! hahahahah dlm usaha utk mencapai my before 30 resolution "100 boys under 20 before I am 30" Hussin telah berjaya ngap si Afiq kat bawah tue.. hahaha gambar gambar blue akan disiarkan sebentar lagi. Although I have to admit that I wont be posting any gambar blue yg lebeh lebeh.. tu semua ada kat my flickr so hang kalau nak tengok.. join flickr, and message I, nanti i add u la as contacts..

hehehehe.. well ceritanya .. i coba la nak tepon si afiq nie.. tapi 2 hari x dapat.. dia kata handset kat situ la kat sini la.. anyway.. sabtu tu, I gi angkut dia dari taman tun.. nie dah jam berapa time tu.. jam 10pm kot.. anyway.. lepas tu kiteorang gi buat kerja aku.. gi cari mamak yg besor2 and ada tayang game bola.. merata la gi.. last last.. lepas jalan jalan .. siap gi tengok eye kat titiwangsa lagi.. tempat tu ok la.. ada gaks tarikan nya .. tapi sayang time tu tgh hujan.. but is it the tens of millions it cost? definitely not. Heck we could do soooo much more.

anyway.. time tu dah gersang dah.. tangan kiri dah lama dah merayap and usap2 adik si afiq tue.. hehehe so motif tgh hujan gi Queens Park? heheh cari port le.. sampai je kat Tasek Permaisuri tu.. parking terusssssssssss loi lol.. best!! siap interview lagi.. anyway.. dia jenis kat x sensitive after cumming.. dunno why.. so weird. hehehehe..

anyway.. cerita nya lepas tu i lepak kat tasek kelana jaya.. boleh? lol and shortly after I was joined by wazi, lea and nas. i pon call si Jat suruh dtg.. because dia pon nak jumpa si Lea nie.. semangat tu kiteorang gi tengok cd Miss World, tengok Lea's crowning glory moment =)

anyway, to make this meleret leret story pendek.. esoknya, Arul call.. hehehe nak berbaik semula la nie.. dia minta amek.. aku kata jam 3pm.. dia pon setuju.. padahal 40 mint after 3pm baru i sampai kat ILP.. nak pendekkan cerita.. dia membuat balik drama lama .. aweks dia sampai kat ILP x bagitahu.. so in the end dia pinjam keta amek aweks dia.. kiteorang dah sampai kat umah wazi dah.. i nak tengok Lea menyiapkan diri, tempek makeup. tapi diaorang semua dak gi ke Anugerah Juara Lagu pon si arul nie x sampai2 lagi..

but that night kiteorang 3 org gi la umah nicholas kat klang tu untuk tengok Juara Lagu... dua ekor tu romen dlm toilet. Memang xleh bawa rumah org.. i drop kat zana kat umah dia,.. mahal siot .. flat kecil kat seksyen 20 tu RM500 boleh? cekik darah benor.. buruk plak tu flat nyer..

and i bawa arul balik umah untuk beromen MUAHAHAHHAHA lol at last dapat gaks qualiti seks time ngan arul.. hmm tapi becoz dia dah pancut ngan Zana tadi.. I pon merasa la long lasting power.. siot nak cramp rahang nie tau.. tapi okla..

Afiq?

This morning saya gi buat trade visit, or survey sebelum ke tempat kerja .. so I was at 7-11 and there was 2 boys there.. sorang tgh minta kerja.. En Afiq kat sebelah nie.. wa pon tegur lite2 la.. pastu i pon ambil gambor kat dlm tu.. secret like lol..

afterwards tegur lagi.. minta kerja ke? hisap rokok kat luar.. dia ada.. then ajak dia gi breakfast.. of course aku ler belanja.. pancing nie.. lol lepas je makan wa pon honest cakap.. i nie gay lol and tgh ngorat dia.. apa macam lol
pendekkan cerita .. dlm kereta i raba2 lol aku rasa dia trauma ke apa dia x protest langsung lol .. of course maybe its my skill meng ayat kot lol..

ingatkan nak angkut balik umah.. my mom ada.. dia x kuar lagi.. so buat arrangement ngan Wazi... lol tapi sayang x leh gi becoz cousin dia nak bawa gi interbiu kat pj old town .. or something like that la.. so siapa ada kerja mahu bagi dia.. sila kan contact i lol .. kat area damansara pj gitu.. wokeh hmmm merasa kot.. lol nie ikut advise si marilyn la nie.. 100 boys below 20 before i turn 30 lol oh ya he is 18 lol =)

69 is soo wonderful

beberapa hari lepas.. dapat 69 ngan jantan nie dlm kenari ku! best! besau budak tu punya.. well dia a few years younger than me.. not really my type tapi x yah berkira la kan? cikgu kat beaufort sabah..

and semalam x tido sangat coz spent the night with marilyn and cols at her place.. well at cols la.. si jantan tu buat sandwiches for his opis potluck party.. so kiteorang songlap la sikit.. pastu jumpa cousin si cols, thuni.. we went to this club in the Curve.. real cool... got ice room some more.. tapi as usual.. str8 club kan? so wa x impressed pon..

ooo Btw... watched a lil bit of entourage and sex in the city.. I thought Eris from entourage played by Kevin Connolly was REALLY HOT! but steve of sex in the city played by David Eigenberg was SUPER HOT!! I loved the scenes of him naked looling along with the girl .. lol these two guys/characters are totally MY TYPE!!!