Happy Birthday!!!

ok so tak tahu malu la I.. because.. this 28th December is my birthday!!! =) yay jadi org tue la saya..

lol but sesiapa yg nak bagi besday present ke hape.. boleh la bagi.. nak address,... nie hah..
28, jln ss5A/16
kelana jaya
47301 Petaling jaya
Selangor
Malaysia

mana org kaya malaysia? lol anak sultan brunei xde ke baca blog aku nie? bagi le mercedez satu.. just now my office mates gave me a lovely brown esprit bag =) its really cool.. unfortunately I dont really wear bags.. so its gonna be a little bit underutilised.. but still.. Its the thought that counts!

tommorow is my besday.. I nak gi sauna laters.. oh btw.. I like Angga more everyday.. hmmm sampai terpikir nak cari kerja kat Jakarta so can be near him. Gila! coz I've never met him.. *sigh* but he is soooo cool in every way..

hmm besday dah cerita .. oh ya, last night there was 2 BIG earthquakes in taiwan.. thank goodness there wasnt any major disaster like in lives lost. But the Internet is a bit dodgy right now. Some sites cant be accessed.. They say its because the undersea cables dah sot! dah.. so asia pacific and us x tersambung..

wokeh ciao bebs.. I'll be flying off to KK for Angelines Wedding lusa.. so wish me luck.. I also have no freaking idea wat to wear.

BUDUH! I apologize for my stupidity!

Alahai..

I cant believe that I am such an Idiot! really truly! A loooooong time ago I actually without knowing the why.. turned on comments moderation.. lol and after switching to the new blogger.. I was fumbling around looking for my RSS feed when I saw that I had 39!!! comments to be moderated... freaking 39 comments! lol and here I thought that hmmm why nobody want to comment ?? lol I thought I was like forgotten or kena pulau ..

lol I cant believe how doofus I can get..

oh well .. Christmas was ... quiet but nice.. eve, I went with my sis Nadia to her fren punya place at Ampang.. actually its behind the zoo in melawati so cannot say Ampang anyway.. lol She had gorgeous looking kids including one 13 year old.. hensem/comel giler.. radhia and anak dia Ludfie pon ada.. its funny these kids are at that same age when I started having sex.. ludfie's voice was breaking.. hahaha kelako.. his childness is still there but a little bit tempered with maturity.. I am getting soooo old.. we had great dinner.. Lilly cooks great Italian Fare..

I tolong gaks la tapi tolong sikit sikit je.. she made roasted chicken, green salad (sedap!) , spagetti - tak tahu jenis macam mana dia masak lol and mashed potatoes.. kenyang giler..
It was nice .. this christmas was the best ever.. dulu dinner with cols mer and the gang at La Cerdo.. nie this pula.. but sebab xde duit punya pasal.. no clubbin this year.. save for angeline wedding.. risau gaks.. takut x cukup formal.. first time this..

anyway.. to everybody who reads this.. lol I am sorry x reply all those comments.. what to do? I didnt know it was there lol .. I love you guys.. coming up soon are resolutions

69 is soo wonderful

beberapa hari lepas.. dapat 69 ngan jantan nie dlm kenari ku! best! besau budak tu punya.. well dia a few years younger than me.. not really my type tapi x yah berkira la kan? cikgu kat beaufort sabah..

and semalam x tido sangat coz spent the night with marilyn and cols at her place.. well at cols la.. si jantan tu buat sandwiches for his opis potluck party.. so kiteorang songlap la sikit.. pastu jumpa cousin si cols, thuni.. we went to this club in the Curve.. real cool... got ice room some more.. tapi as usual.. str8 club kan? so wa x impressed pon..

ooo Btw... watched a lil bit of entourage and sex in the city.. I thought Eris from entourage played by Kevin Connolly was REALLY HOT! but steve of sex in the city played by David Eigenberg was SUPER HOT!! I loved the scenes of him naked looling along with the girl .. lol these two guys/characters are totally MY TYPE!!!

GREAT WEEKEND

lol It was crazy!!

on Friday there was a christmas party at the Office, the food was delicious but there werent enough of it.. the atmosphere could have been improved.. the activities were just so and so but afterwards the drinking memang best giler!! everybody ws soo drunk lol.. ada sorang tu yg gay tu ... memang amek kesempatan habis.. semua jantan dia cium.. siam cemolot ngan yg dah mabok habis dah.. lol sembang2. and then call Cols, boyfriend dia datang dari Bangkok, so Krit so i pon excited la nak jumpa .. taht night.. I yg dah mabok abiss tu gi la ke Frangipani lol x belanja pon lol dah mabok buat apa minum lagi lol.. so lepak2.. dancing sikit sikit.. tapi x enjoy sgt becoz penat sgt time tu and sakit belakang.. the day before i finished work at 2 am what and the day before at 4am ..

so frangi that night was swell.. went back around 3:40 or 4am i think tapi singgah dulu kat Tasek Kelana Jaya.. abg W ada kat situ. hahaha mula2 ingatkan bukan nasib baik dia tegur.. toilet tu x tutup mlm tu.. abg W plak kata ada org kat situ... ada 2 tgh projek kot.. so kite apa lagi.. skodeng. la.. hampeh dua2 dah perasan.. jambu giler si baju coklet .. nama dia Kamal.. raba2 sikit pastu dia kata dia nak masuk main ngan yg tinggi tu.. hampeh.. anyway to cut the story short.. i lepak plak ngan si budah college nie.. naik skootz.. nama dia fiq i think .. sembang2 punya ka situ.. dah manja2.. tangan pon merayap la.. dia suruh hisap kat situ gaks.. abg W tengok dari branch belah sana lol.. memang exhibitions betoi... tapi mlm tu hujan renyai2 and xde org so i selamba je la.. tapi lepas seketika .. i ajak gi toilet.. kat toilet tu oral je.. tapi lepas dia pancut i suruh dia buat kita plak.. dia hisap.. best giler pancut dlm mulut org.. lain rasanye.. terhenjut2 lol =)

then balik tido tapi si Cols kacau.. dia ajak gi mana ntah.. oh the curve kot or somewhere. so kita pon gigih la gi umah dia.. lepak seketika .. gi amik si mer and then baru go the curve.. lepaks lama2.. including kat borders and last gi makan dinenr with trev + jenssen.. sayang warren couldnt make it.. it was lovely the dinner tapi mahal nak mampos but worth it..

lepas tu baru gi LA Queen.. i tak hengat dunia mlm tu.. walapon perot buncit sbb kenyang.. dance on podium nonstop beb dari 12:30 to closing at 4am ... lol best nyer.. tapi i tido only 2 hours beb coz in the fucking morning got appointment with SEr Yee.. gi seminar business baru.. so tu 8 hours.. x jadi hantar si krit ke airport.. lepaks kat klang sampai 1:30 morning..

man this week memang sleep deprived.. but worth it

Complete Honesty? adoi

Ada baca satu blog omputeh nie.. dia citer yg kadang2 tu family member dia a da bac blog dia and sometimes its disconcerting org tahu rahsia dan fikiran kita.. ye la.. blog nie dulu pon memang tempat Hussin lepaskan geram.. and plus utk dok letak my thoughts and feelings.. tapi lately nie takde.. maybe becoz I perasan org baca blog nie kot lol ..

but thats the whole point la.. I pon ada simpan secret and lately banyak yg x diluahkan.. perasaan sayang kat org tu.. hmm hampeh betul kita syok kat dia tapi dia macam xde effect je.. sah dia cuma nak jadi member je.. so what to do...

keadaan kat opis nie sebenarnya xde la begitu memberangsangkan.. macam ada something wrong la working here.. I dont seem to fit in very well.. tapi itulah realitinya kan?

xkan semua nak perfect.. but times like these.. i really miss my Jusco frens.. *sigh* ada gaks gi Jusco klang tempoh hari.. gelak sakan kat selling floor ngan member2.. lol tapi ye la.. hidup kena maju.. and I also dah berazam nak improve my life.. I wan the good things in life. =)

wish me luck my lovelies

Kawan2 Tasek

lol yea beberapa minggu yg lepas I ada gi tasek kelana jaya.. saja je.. tapi kebetulan pula hari tu... kita ditegur ngan ada group nie.. hehehe ceritenyer org yg nak tegur kite tu dtg dekat tapi x berani.. dia gi ke motor.. so kawan dia dtg kata kawan dia nak berkenalan.

tahu apa kite jawab? "Dah kenal dah! dia yg tak ingat! dah lama dah kenal.. dia kerja hotel suka yg abg abg sikit kan?" KABOOOOSH! tepat sekali dugaan anda.. lol .. so in the end... i made 3 friends that night ...

and seterusnya lepas lama lagi lepak kat tasek (xde duit nak cari entertainment lain, so gi tasek la.. murah n dekat) in the end, ada la kenal 8 people now i think lol tapi xde la main coz ntah la.. but its nice u know...

anyway bosan nak citer banyak2.. esok ada photo shoot kat umah orang jam 10 pagi.. .. ... hahahah ko hengat wa ensem? photo shoot makanan la! opis suruh kita masak recipe tu supaya boleh diaorang amek gambor and letak kat product lol advertising agency la katakan.. I am a home economist

Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor is an IDIOT!

I made a post here. at my political blog. I URGE EVERYONE TO READ IT!!!

it tells the story of why I think our Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor is an idiot and WHY she is betraying the women's cause. I am so very angry right now and you should be too!!

Start reading it now! go here!

BUSY!!!

GoD!! u think I would actually have time to blog since I finally actually have my own computer at work? But nO!! I've been fuckin busy like a bloody immigrant lol.. yesterday I went home at 5am freaking 5am! hahaha today will be after midnight probably.. I am posting this from the office somemore...

anyway.. Its not that bad since late attendance isnt that big a deal here MUAHAHAHAHHAAHA !!! so nice. hahaha but still I hope I can last long enough that it matters.. I think I might be too old for this..



anyway, matters of the heart are a little bit complicated.. got a few of the usual brushes but noting substantial.. I don't know If I am deluding myself... or if I am actually experiencing these feelings... teddy! hahahah why no more emel =(
anyway.. here included is something i sketched onto a stickypad at work.. I seem to be doing more sketches at work nowadays

Super Update Super News

hahahaha gosh its been 2 weeks since my last update! similarly, its been 2 weeks since I was able to check on any blogspot, blogdrive domains.. which means.. I am sorely out of touch with all my fave blogs..

MINTA MAAF!! bukan salah saya . . lol my mother la.. dia x bayar streamyx so hancuss xda internet kat umah... plus kat SHRDC plak, ban access for blogger and blogdrive ... siot je.... and also friendster and myspace.. semua dia block.. nasib baik for wordpress & blogsome & fridae diaorang x block... so terikat kat situ je la.. my 360 page memang i x blog sangat pon...

so thats the story... I have new blogs now lol ...

Normal is Overrated!
and
Jom belajar Programming!

i actually experimented with blogsome but i like wordpress much better lol ...
anyhow,.. wordpress will be my str8ter public english blog and perv nie multilingua lol or malay blog la....

tue satu berita.. berita tergempar satu lagi... plak, si Arul bodoh tu! aweks dia Zana pregnant pulak... minta minta la cuma scare je.. becoz lambat datang haid... dia minta tolong carikan ubat utk gugurkan kandungan...
now personally, I am pro choice.. i sokong org buat pilihan sendiri sama ada nak simpan atau buang but my own personal choice atau pon pilihan yg saya akan sarankan adalah always to keep it... becoz hidup nie memang macam sial tapi setiap satu aral yg datang tu sure boleh atasi, susah la tapi xkan mati punya... and dapat baby tu best... janji mental mesti kuat.. memang ada cara kalau nak simpan bayi tu...

so anyway.. research punya research... rupanya memang illegal nak buat abortion kat Malaysia nie tapi sesetengah klinik akan buat juga... my sources say that kat JB kalau dah 3 bulan around RM 1k above.. tapi kalau below 9 weeks around RM 400 jer..
this is because for pregnancy under 9 weeks, they can actually abort using medication.. there are these 2 abortion pills that can induce miscarriage.. it will be like a very heavy painful period... of course this varies from person to person la.. u wont even notice the membrane.. cant call it foetus yet coz its so tiny.

anyway,.. after 9 weeks you have to use the vacuum thingy.. so its more expensive.
but of course traditional method was to get the mother to eat lots of pineapples and hot food and hot drinks.. Arul even says that he plans to use magnetic belt.. kalau dia nak guna untuk sebat perut zana... aku lesing dia nanti.. mati mak budak tu nanti..

anhow berita ke 3, Hussin dah dapat kerja lol.. kat ddB lol advertising agency! yea .. pegi interview last week.. twice laks tu.. but cheating sikit la sebab my sister nini yg arrange ngan kawan dia untk interview hussin but still she did tell him if I am unsuitable, not to hire me. anyway. semalam lepas kelas.. parking jer kat rumah tu... Wan Hoong (boss baru) tepon kata dapat... hahah gembiranya tapi dia kata esok kerja .. lol instant beb tapi hussin teringin sangat nak cuti nuzul quran nie sebab kat SHRDC, diaorang set kiteorang ada kelas kan sabtu ahad lepas...

tapi nak wat macam mana? time tulis nie hussin tengah tunggu org lain datang kerja so wan hoong boleh buat briefing sini.. org kat sini boleh dtg lambat becoz semua org kerja lewat mlm... balik lambat tiap tiap hari... hahaha dah la hussin amik paycut .. kerja macam org gila lakz... tapi takpe.. janji puas hati! meja nie kosong je... opis gelap hahaha sorang pon x kenal.. hehehe ackward gaks..

okla.. I sign off dulu bebs!!

Selamat Berpuasa

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN!!!

god .. somebody help ME!!! lol I am becoming str8er by the minute lol .. or rather makin bertobat? hah tolong la ...

but ok I plan on fasting this year. Full month.. and whats more,.. I plan to do it sincerely too lol i mean with the whole niat thingy.. last year was basically just not eating and not drinking from sunrise to sunset. lol this year , it will be fasting.. heck I even take the mandatory hadas shower after jacking off lol havent done that in years...

why am I doing this? I dunno ... after the whole episode with Abg Mie, I just decide to change a bit.. dunno where I am going with this.. I am not stressing myself out or laying out some goals.. I am just slowly moving towards a direction ...

anyway.. i nak gi berbuka so.. thats it for now...