Lately my career has gone topsy turvy. I've realised a few things and one of the most important thing i realise is that I do NOT know where I am heading. Or Where I want to Head.
Marketing is really not my thing but I fancy myself knowing a few tricks or two. I market myself as tech savvy and web updated. I am abreast of new technologies, since I've been blogging, I've participated and while not an avid adopter of most of web 2.0, I know how to use it and do use it for varying degree. while I have never been a big fan of Youtube, I do realize the huge impact it has on everybody.
There have been some personal issues which I am working out too. and if you've noticed. My interest in this blog has dwindled. In effect, I am going to synergize my web 2.0 presence with my professional life. I am not walking back into the closet but rather marketing myself for the mainstream and hence my proclivities will remain something private. somewhat.
This blog will not be updated with any gusto. There will only be gay related issues blogged here and No mention of my real name will be made in this blog from this point forward.
Rather updates and such will be synergized into 1 stream. My twitter and Facebook shall integrate with my new blog, probably held together under my own domain. www.hussinyusof.com which unfortunately due to a virus in my computer, I cannot reactivate in the near future. anyway, if you have any interest in following my life then you can do so at http://hussinyusof.tumblr.com for now.
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Tear Gas Hurts like HELL!
Aku baru je balik dari Perhimpunan ANTI ISA tadi. Walaupon kawan2 larang.. sebenarnya x begitu rancang la nak gi coz something happened on friday yg break my spirit..
Anway, I went out around 10am, went to the Clinic in PGRM but they were closed. I then went to the one I went before in Kg Pandan but they were closed too, so I ended up in HKL.. so basically there wasted some precious money. :(
after that, I took a bus to lrt station Titiwangsa and it was there that I decided I wanted to look around Masjid Jamek. So I only bought the ticket to Masjid Jamek.. There was nobody having a demonstration. There were quite a lot of police though.. and a Police lock up truck. I basically just lounged around.. made some friends, his name was Hatta, joined a few conversations.. huhu it was funny.. really funny.. there was no head and so when the Police told everybody to go home, nobody responded they just moved away. It ended up that we were following the police where ever they went. Same case with the Police lock up van, there were quite a crowd surrounding it.
But after solat zohor, it started. Unit Amal was in the mosque getting ready.. lepas ada kekecohan kecil kat luar.. bising2 mungkin polis cuba nak pecahkan group kat masjid nie kot.. tapi apa2 pon adala berjaya mara ke depan sikit.. pastu belom apa2 lagi polis dah tembak tear gas.. Pergh, mula2 aku tgk je asap tue.. tapi! lepas sekejap.. pergh SAKIT gilo! mata... aku pon larik sama macam org lain.. cornar kat sana ke arah bank muamalat, beli ayor kat kedai mamak yg rushing2 tgh nak tutup.. pastu baru teringat pasal depa cakap pasal garam.. so beli tue skali.. Pusing balik .. nak gi balik ke masjid jamek pastu depa kata gi sogo.. Unit amal siap kunci tangan dan jalan/lari dlm satu barisan lagi.. aku cepat2 masuk celah.. so kiteorang ramai giler berarak ke Sogo sambil laung2 slogan.. bab laung "Allahuabakr" tue aku segan sikit la.. coz tadi zohor pon x gi semayang.. apa2 pon kite gi ke Sogo, kat sana ada polis kat tgh jalan.. tapi aku tgk kat hujung jalan sana ada geng Anti ISA gak.. so apa lagi aku ngan org lain terus jerit2 "jalan je" "jalan je" Time tue .. dah la bingit semua org jerik "hidup rakyat" "hidup rakyat" ... tapi last2 walaupon Polis tue usaha halang tapi dia gila ke .. stakat 20 org je nak halang 10,000 last last kite rush.. larik.. si polis nie pon jadik takut dia sorang2 kat tgk.. depa pon berundur...
Lama gak kite boleh berkumpul.. ahli politik siap boleh bagi ceramah2 lagi.. aku rasa macam 100,000 tapi maybe 20,000 kot.. x pon 40,000 tapi ramai siot.. i sendiri x nampak sgt coz panjang tue.. so dah settle kite pon bergerak nak hantar memo ke istana pusing kiri.. and jalan ... tiba2 ada yg suruh berhenti.. wah.. kat depannnnnnnnnnnnn sana.. kat depan DBKL ... polis ramai tgh tunggu ngan water cannon skali. tapi lepas undur dan mara kemudian.. kite teruskan.. pastu mak ai.. water cannon serang.. punya laju dia mara.. kite orng disuruh berundur.. water cannon dtg .. mula2 kena sikit.. aku time tue dah kunci tangan ngan pakcik nie... unit amal nyer org... abis lenjun kena pancut.. mula2 tue orait lagi.. kiteorang jalan je.. sambil kunci tangan .. pastu.. tiba2 air tue masuk mata.. MAK AI!!! PEDIH GILER>.. abg tue tanya boleh tahan x.. aku jawab.. x leh.. pastu kite pon lari macam org lain gi bawah bangunan.. ada satu bangunan kat situ .. kat parking dia.. depa tuang ayor kat mata aku.. aku pon kunyah garam tue .. banyak... pastu ready dah .. lama gak nak pulih balik tapi depa kata kumpul balik kat atas sana so kite pon berkumpul balik.... ready.... tapi pergh... depa tembak gas pemedih mata lak.. banyak giler.. last2 aku larik masuk pertama compleks.. offer gak garam kat org laine.. pastu masuk sikit2.. tapi nampak gaya macam polis tembak gas tue masuk dlm pertama compleks skali.. so aku pon keluar ikut tepi .. yg depan bangunan mara tue.. turun balik ... aku tunggu je kat jalan tue.. tgk je polis... last2 depa undur.. yg lain nie pon ngan aku2 pon naik berang.. caci mencaci .. aku panggil depa "pengkhianat" tapi ada sorang mamat tue kata jgn provokasi.. pastu kite orang berundur sikit bila ada trak2 polis bawa ramai lagi anggota dtg.. ingatkan nak serbu kiteorang..tapi depa pusing kiri.. join kawan2 kat ujung sana..
ada mamat kat depan tue siap baling air botol mineral kosong kat depa bila depa lalu.. ada dua tiga kali la.. polis tue ilang cool., tembak tear gas dari dalam keta ... last2 bila dah macam bosan tue.. tunggu.. suruh kumpul balik ramai yg x .. last2 kiteorang berarak pergi mana ntah.. kiteorang jalan ke mana ntah .. jauh gak... jauh dari tempat polis2 berkumpul.. and last2 rupanyer kat depan ibu pejabat pas.. ramai kat sini.. tapi separuh dari tadi kot... anyway . sini jam giler coz kat tgh ada org sumer tapi kat tepi2 tue keta semua stuck coz jem coz kite halang jalan.. tapi itu sebabnyer polis lambat giler dtg ... coz ada jam .. kot .. water cannon xleh nak jalan.. kite saja je stop bas and keta utk jadik halangan.. tapi last2 kite pon beredar dari situ so i miss la polis sembur bangunan PAS. pergi balik ke Sogo.. ok je.. sampai sana ada yg laung2 lagi.. time nie xde la ramai sgt tapi ramai la jugak.. seberang jalan sana.. seberang polis jaga jalan... ada macam benda.. macam apa. nak kata kostum yg org pakai.. besar.. sorang pegang dari bawah .. sorang kat sayap setiap satu.. sorang pegang kepala.. i rasa nie artistic protest..
tiba polis muncul kat depan .. we all larik.. and time nie i ilang depa.. setengah ke kiri.. kat jalan TAR yg jual2 tue aku ke kanan kat area Jurassic tue... ingatkan nak masuk celah tgh2 .. tapi kat depan tiba2 ada tear gas.. so undur balik ke Sogo.. kat sini plak selamba larik tgh polis .. aku nampak polis gak larik coz water cannon dtg.. sinie memang kecoh.. last2 aku give up.. and blah.. lari gila2 ikut tepi tue.. pastu potong celah kat tempat org niaga2 tue and balik ke masjid jamek..
tunggu kat masjid jamek lama.. ingatkan depa akan kumpul balik.. tapi lepas asar pon x muncul.. sampai polis yg dari tadi tgh bersedia depan masjid pon masuk balik trak..
so after a while i pon jalan kaki ke plaza rakyat since station masjed jamek tutup abis.. i took a bus and balik..
Anway, I went out around 10am, went to the Clinic in PGRM but they were closed. I then went to the one I went before in Kg Pandan but they were closed too, so I ended up in HKL.. so basically there wasted some precious money. :(
after that, I took a bus to lrt station Titiwangsa and it was there that I decided I wanted to look around Masjid Jamek. So I only bought the ticket to Masjid Jamek.. There was nobody having a demonstration. There were quite a lot of police though.. and a Police lock up truck. I basically just lounged around.. made some friends, his name was Hatta, joined a few conversations.. huhu it was funny.. really funny.. there was no head and so when the Police told everybody to go home, nobody responded they just moved away. It ended up that we were following the police where ever they went. Same case with the Police lock up van, there were quite a crowd surrounding it.
But after solat zohor, it started. Unit Amal was in the mosque getting ready.. lepas ada kekecohan kecil kat luar.. bising2 mungkin polis cuba nak pecahkan group kat masjid nie kot.. tapi apa2 pon adala berjaya mara ke depan sikit.. pastu belom apa2 lagi polis dah tembak tear gas.. Pergh, mula2 aku tgk je asap tue.. tapi! lepas sekejap.. pergh SAKIT gilo! mata... aku pon larik sama macam org lain.. cornar kat sana ke arah bank muamalat, beli ayor kat kedai mamak yg rushing2 tgh nak tutup.. pastu baru teringat pasal depa cakap pasal garam.. so beli tue skali.. Pusing balik .. nak gi balik ke masjid jamek pastu depa kata gi sogo.. Unit amal siap kunci tangan dan jalan/lari dlm satu barisan lagi.. aku cepat2 masuk celah.. so kiteorang ramai giler berarak ke Sogo sambil laung2 slogan.. bab laung "Allahuabakr" tue aku segan sikit la.. coz tadi zohor pon x gi semayang.. apa2 pon kite gi ke Sogo, kat sana ada polis kat tgh jalan.. tapi aku tgk kat hujung jalan sana ada geng Anti ISA gak.. so apa lagi aku ngan org lain terus jerit2 "jalan je" "jalan je" Time tue .. dah la bingit semua org jerik "hidup rakyat" "hidup rakyat" ... tapi last2 walaupon Polis tue usaha halang tapi dia gila ke .. stakat 20 org je nak halang 10,000 last last kite rush.. larik.. si polis nie pon jadik takut dia sorang2 kat tgk.. depa pon berundur...
Lama gak kite boleh berkumpul.. ahli politik siap boleh bagi ceramah2 lagi.. aku rasa macam 100,000 tapi maybe 20,000 kot.. x pon 40,000 tapi ramai siot.. i sendiri x nampak sgt coz panjang tue.. so dah settle kite pon bergerak nak hantar memo ke istana pusing kiri.. and jalan ... tiba2 ada yg suruh berhenti.. wah.. kat depannnnnnnnnnnnn sana.. kat depan DBKL ... polis ramai tgh tunggu ngan water cannon skali. tapi lepas undur dan mara kemudian.. kite teruskan.. pastu mak ai.. water cannon serang.. punya laju dia mara.. kite orng disuruh berundur.. water cannon dtg .. mula2 kena sikit.. aku time tue dah kunci tangan ngan pakcik nie... unit amal nyer org... abis lenjun kena pancut.. mula2 tue orait lagi.. kiteorang jalan je.. sambil kunci tangan .. pastu.. tiba2 air tue masuk mata.. MAK AI!!! PEDIH GILER>.. abg tue tanya boleh tahan x.. aku jawab.. x leh.. pastu kite pon lari macam org lain gi bawah bangunan.. ada satu bangunan kat situ .. kat parking dia.. depa tuang ayor kat mata aku.. aku pon kunyah garam tue .. banyak... pastu ready dah .. lama gak nak pulih balik tapi depa kata kumpul balik kat atas sana so kite pon berkumpul balik.... ready.... tapi pergh... depa tembak gas pemedih mata lak.. banyak giler.. last2 aku larik masuk pertama compleks.. offer gak garam kat org laine.. pastu masuk sikit2.. tapi nampak gaya macam polis tembak gas tue masuk dlm pertama compleks skali.. so aku pon keluar ikut tepi .. yg depan bangunan mara tue.. turun balik ... aku tunggu je kat jalan tue.. tgk je polis... last2 depa undur.. yg lain nie pon ngan aku2 pon naik berang.. caci mencaci .. aku panggil depa "pengkhianat" tapi ada sorang mamat tue kata jgn provokasi.. pastu kite orang berundur sikit bila ada trak2 polis bawa ramai lagi anggota dtg.. ingatkan nak serbu kiteorang..tapi depa pusing kiri.. join kawan2 kat ujung sana..
ada mamat kat depan tue siap baling air botol mineral kosong kat depa bila depa lalu.. ada dua tiga kali la.. polis tue ilang cool., tembak tear gas dari dalam keta ... last2 bila dah macam bosan tue.. tunggu.. suruh kumpul balik ramai yg x .. last2 kiteorang berarak pergi mana ntah.. kiteorang jalan ke mana ntah .. jauh gak... jauh dari tempat polis2 berkumpul.. and last2 rupanyer kat depan ibu pejabat pas.. ramai kat sini.. tapi separuh dari tadi kot... anyway . sini jam giler coz kat tgh ada org sumer tapi kat tepi2 tue keta semua stuck coz jem coz kite halang jalan.. tapi itu sebabnyer polis lambat giler dtg ... coz ada jam .. kot .. water cannon xleh nak jalan.. kite saja je stop bas and keta utk jadik halangan.. tapi last2 kite pon beredar dari situ so i miss la polis sembur bangunan PAS. pergi balik ke Sogo.. ok je.. sampai sana ada yg laung2 lagi.. time nie xde la ramai sgt tapi ramai la jugak.. seberang jalan sana.. seberang polis jaga jalan... ada macam benda.. macam apa. nak kata kostum yg org pakai.. besar.. sorang pegang dari bawah .. sorang kat sayap setiap satu.. sorang pegang kepala.. i rasa nie artistic protest..
tiba polis muncul kat depan .. we all larik.. and time nie i ilang depa.. setengah ke kiri.. kat jalan TAR yg jual2 tue aku ke kanan kat area Jurassic tue... ingatkan nak masuk celah tgh2 .. tapi kat depan tiba2 ada tear gas.. so undur balik ke Sogo.. kat sini plak selamba larik tgh polis .. aku nampak polis gak larik coz water cannon dtg.. sinie memang kecoh.. last2 aku give up.. and blah.. lari gila2 ikut tepi tue.. pastu potong celah kat tempat org niaga2 tue and balik ke masjid jamek..
tunggu kat masjid jamek lama.. ingatkan depa akan kumpul balik.. tapi lepas asar pon x muncul.. sampai polis yg dari tadi tgh bersedia depan masjid pon masuk balik trak..
so after a while i pon jalan kaki ke plaza rakyat since station masjed jamek tutup abis.. i took a bus and balik..
Monday, May 19, 2008
Oh What a Lovely Family
Ha Ha ..
My mom is actually in Johor right now. She's consulting with my sister and brother in law. In regards to what? Well, in regards to my elder Brother of course. Well to cut it short. He did it again.
Last week my sis, Nadia told me that apparently, my brother hasn't been going to classes again. This time, for months at end. It all started when my brother in law enquired why the check he issued to Lim Kok Wing hasn't been cleared. A sum of RM9000. Its his school fees.
Well, of course, my sister was tasked by my mother to call up the school and find out things. Sorry to say, the rest is history. To make matters worse, she also found out that she lost all her jewelry... amounting to RM30K. yep. thats my bro.. This is on top of the fact that he asks my mum for money like everyday.. School going expenses and art supplies and photocopying and shit.
I don't know what is wrong with the guy. He is like 2 years older than me, fired from many jobs, is now studying sponsored by my eldest sister and still he's like that. I think its gambling and drugs. Oh he isn't hard core addict.. well not yet anyway..
oh btw.. the political climate nowadays is very interesting.. I find myself unable to not read malaysiakini hahaha..
My mom is actually in Johor right now. She's consulting with my sister and brother in law. In regards to what? Well, in regards to my elder Brother of course. Well to cut it short. He did it again.
Last week my sis, Nadia told me that apparently, my brother hasn't been going to classes again. This time, for months at end. It all started when my brother in law enquired why the check he issued to Lim Kok Wing hasn't been cleared. A sum of RM9000. Its his school fees.
Well, of course, my sister was tasked by my mother to call up the school and find out things. Sorry to say, the rest is history. To make matters worse, she also found out that she lost all her jewelry... amounting to RM30K. yep. thats my bro.. This is on top of the fact that he asks my mum for money like everyday.. School going expenses and art supplies and photocopying and shit.
I don't know what is wrong with the guy. He is like 2 years older than me, fired from many jobs, is now studying sponsored by my eldest sister and still he's like that. I think its gambling and drugs. Oh he isn't hard core addict.. well not yet anyway..
oh btw.. the political climate nowadays is very interesting.. I find myself unable to not read malaysiakini hahaha..
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Emotions gone haywire
I lost my phone. no more numbers.
Its been a long time since I last posted and emotional heart rending. This is one such post. I don't know how to put things in words. I don't know how to post. I am angry right now, well now I am just sad and melancholic but earlier I was mad. My anger has been simmering for 2 days now and its not about the phone.
Its about the perception of somebody I care very much about. What he percieves me to be. I dont know what most people think of me. I hope its positive but I know at times, that may not be so.
Tapi hati I terguris, mula mula sikit je tapi lama and lama.. makin difikir and makin dilayan perasaan nie.. and dia pon xde ke nak tanya ke apa.. setakat hantar org lain kata nak cakap tapi sendiri x dtg. funny thing is... usually what he said would have been true but not last sunday morning.. what happened wasnt at all what he was thinking.. Maybe thats just it.. we feel worse if we were accused for doing something that we didnt do even though we would normally have done. Maybe, its because he didn't give me the benefit of a doubt. I don't even know why he would be upset if I stayed the night at a hotel I dont know why it would be a bad thing. but to say it. To actually say it made me think that perhaps thats all he thought there was to me. So little of me.
Is that it?? I've never really expressed emotionally to anybody, really. maybe sometimes and the only person ever who i confided what my true feeling is was to my sister nadia and that was only on the subject matter of my father. And even that, the feeling was mutual. And this blog, I've wrote things that I've actually never told anybody.. conveyed emotions that I wouldn't show.
maybe that's why I was so upset. That he only say that one side of me. Was I never sincere? Was I never honest with him? I could never be the abang angkat to him that most could. I could never give him anything financially. I could never give any special consideration at work. And if I did, I could never be outright with it. There is nothing special I can give anybody. There is only me and my time. It hurts that he only saw the picture everybody see.
Yes, I can't love somebody like you are supposed to love your lover. Its not in me. And yes, I can me without mercy at times but that doesnt mean I do not care. FUCK! I care a lot about every single fucking friend of mine. Someone I already forgot who once said that I only love myself. Maybe it was my eldest sister. Maybe its true.
Funny, did you know I show more love to my friends than to my own family? to my late dad, to my mother, even to my sister nadia who I love to bits? Maybe its because there is so much more to lose with your family. What? you think that I dont care my sister nini doesnt talk to me anymore? It hurts too much if I dwell on that. I've only just begun to love myself. And thats that?
Why did I read all those books? Why do I love fiction and not non-fiction? why Fantasy where the worlds dont exist and anything can happen as long as u justify it? Its because this fucking life is depressing enough as it is. Let me laugh and have fun as much as I can because I know life will smack u down at any time.
I dont even know what I am rambling about. I am just so sad to know that somebody I care about thinks so little of me. I was angry because he didnt ask me what happened. I was angry because he made assumptions and that what happened on that sunday morning was something bad. WE WERE at RUUMS up until almost 6am because we were just trying to help a friend. Or even just to be there.
So we all slept at her place. What the hell was I supposed to do? There was barely time to sleep. My car is still not working and I cannot afford a cab home! PLUS I just fucking lost my phone!!!
but then to him. If its me then its all about sex. I must have been naughty. So now I am sad because he said I was being childish for being angry at everyone at work. That I should have investigated about the whole thing. That I wasnt acting my age.
I am fucking sad because he doesnt appreciate who I am. I dont act my age. I never did. I don't have an age. I am just me. Thats all I could ever be. All I can ever offer. Why the fuck do you think that I dont try to be stylish as I can? Why do you think that I dont try harder to get fit. Why do you think that I dont chase the money.
Because all I ever wanted was for somebody to like me for who I am. People who love me because I burp alot. people who love me because I talk too loud. people who love me because I am always broke. because I smile alot. because I dare or dont dare. honestly, I have never really taken offence at somebody because of their lack. Just if they are rude, in thought or actions. It scares me if I become rich, they'll love me for the things I can get them. It scares me if I am buff and muscular, they'll love me for my hotness. I want it but it scares me.
When I was in school. I didnt have anybody who I consider a real friend. Only one or two. But I never opened up fully. I was never in any clique or circle. I never thought that I was somebody that they had to have there. I was always the afterthought. Just the add-on. Never the core. Its only at college that I discovered the true value of friendship. I just want somebody that is just happy to have me around.
Thats why I love my good friends. I didnt need to bring anything, I didnt need to have anything. I just can be there and its enough. Those days and memories of just doing nothing with your friends are what I love. The guys in kk. the guys in klang. Taman Universiti. Kota Damansara with Syam and the gang.
more rambling. sorry. vince didnt like the other half of me. The side of me that I showed him on Gunung Nuang with my friends. I dont think that Jeff would appreciate the bottom me. the flambouyant me. The crazy me.
so ends what ever thoughts I had in my head. there is no conclusion. I making more mistakes than rectifying them. i'll probably get more trouble and headache from writing this than wat its worth.
Its been a long time since I last posted and emotional heart rending. This is one such post. I don't know how to put things in words. I don't know how to post. I am angry right now, well now I am just sad and melancholic but earlier I was mad. My anger has been simmering for 2 days now and its not about the phone.
Its about the perception of somebody I care very much about. What he percieves me to be. I dont know what most people think of me. I hope its positive but I know at times, that may not be so.
Tapi hati I terguris, mula mula sikit je tapi lama and lama.. makin difikir and makin dilayan perasaan nie.. and dia pon xde ke nak tanya ke apa.. setakat hantar org lain kata nak cakap tapi sendiri x dtg. funny thing is... usually what he said would have been true but not last sunday morning.. what happened wasnt at all what he was thinking.. Maybe thats just it.. we feel worse if we were accused for doing something that we didnt do even though we would normally have done. Maybe, its because he didn't give me the benefit of a doubt. I don't even know why he would be upset if I stayed the night at a hotel I dont know why it would be a bad thing. but to say it. To actually say it made me think that perhaps thats all he thought there was to me. So little of me.
Is that it?? I've never really expressed emotionally to anybody, really. maybe sometimes and the only person ever who i confided what my true feeling is was to my sister nadia and that was only on the subject matter of my father. And even that, the feeling was mutual. And this blog, I've wrote things that I've actually never told anybody.. conveyed emotions that I wouldn't show.
maybe that's why I was so upset. That he only say that one side of me. Was I never sincere? Was I never honest with him? I could never be the abang angkat to him that most could. I could never give him anything financially. I could never give any special consideration at work. And if I did, I could never be outright with it. There is nothing special I can give anybody. There is only me and my time. It hurts that he only saw the picture everybody see.
Yes, I can't love somebody like you are supposed to love your lover. Its not in me. And yes, I can me without mercy at times but that doesnt mean I do not care. FUCK! I care a lot about every single fucking friend of mine. Someone I already forgot who once said that I only love myself. Maybe it was my eldest sister. Maybe its true.
Funny, did you know I show more love to my friends than to my own family? to my late dad, to my mother, even to my sister nadia who I love to bits? Maybe its because there is so much more to lose with your family. What? you think that I dont care my sister nini doesnt talk to me anymore? It hurts too much if I dwell on that. I've only just begun to love myself. And thats that?
Why did I read all those books? Why do I love fiction and not non-fiction? why Fantasy where the worlds dont exist and anything can happen as long as u justify it? Its because this fucking life is depressing enough as it is. Let me laugh and have fun as much as I can because I know life will smack u down at any time.
I dont even know what I am rambling about. I am just so sad to know that somebody I care about thinks so little of me. I was angry because he didnt ask me what happened. I was angry because he made assumptions and that what happened on that sunday morning was something bad. WE WERE at RUUMS up until almost 6am because we were just trying to help a friend. Or even just to be there.
So we all slept at her place. What the hell was I supposed to do? There was barely time to sleep. My car is still not working and I cannot afford a cab home! PLUS I just fucking lost my phone!!!
but then to him. If its me then its all about sex. I must have been naughty. So now I am sad because he said I was being childish for being angry at everyone at work. That I should have investigated about the whole thing. That I wasnt acting my age.
I am fucking sad because he doesnt appreciate who I am. I dont act my age. I never did. I don't have an age. I am just me. Thats all I could ever be. All I can ever offer. Why the fuck do you think that I dont try to be stylish as I can? Why do you think that I dont try harder to get fit. Why do you think that I dont chase the money.
Because all I ever wanted was for somebody to like me for who I am. People who love me because I burp alot. people who love me because I talk too loud. people who love me because I am always broke. because I smile alot. because I dare or dont dare. honestly, I have never really taken offence at somebody because of their lack. Just if they are rude, in thought or actions. It scares me if I become rich, they'll love me for the things I can get them. It scares me if I am buff and muscular, they'll love me for my hotness. I want it but it scares me.
When I was in school. I didnt have anybody who I consider a real friend. Only one or two. But I never opened up fully. I was never in any clique or circle. I never thought that I was somebody that they had to have there. I was always the afterthought. Just the add-on. Never the core. Its only at college that I discovered the true value of friendship. I just want somebody that is just happy to have me around.
Thats why I love my good friends. I didnt need to bring anything, I didnt need to have anything. I just can be there and its enough. Those days and memories of just doing nothing with your friends are what I love. The guys in kk. the guys in klang. Taman Universiti. Kota Damansara with Syam and the gang.
more rambling. sorry. vince didnt like the other half of me. The side of me that I showed him on Gunung Nuang with my friends. I dont think that Jeff would appreciate the bottom me. the flambouyant me. The crazy me.
so ends what ever thoughts I had in my head. there is no conclusion. I making more mistakes than rectifying them. i'll probably get more trouble and headache from writing this than wat its worth.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
OH MY GAWD - where did my money go?
yep I just received my pay.. I know, its really late.. them fuckers took their own sweet time to solve whatever problems they had.. but the saddest saddest thing is that now I have finished it all .. only left like RM500 for raya(rest of the month).. i guess no baju raya for me this year.
worse luck I am planning to go to JB for Idayu's wedding.. how with no money? shiit.. lets see wat i paid for
RM150 for pangkor
RM150 for Digi
RM600 for car
RM600 for credit card (doesnt really count since I used RM150 to pay Digi and will use RM300 for my spectacles)
RM345 for my bangkok trip
RM200 as cash for this week. got to pay all my hutangs mah..
soooo sad but i am sexcited about the trip to bangkok with Oombha and frens.. hahaha New Year man!!!!
worse luck I am planning to go to JB for Idayu's wedding.. how with no money? shiit.. lets see wat i paid for
RM150 for pangkor
RM150 for Digi
RM600 for car
RM600 for credit card (doesnt really count since I used RM150 to pay Digi and will use RM300 for my spectacles)
RM345 for my bangkok trip
RM200 as cash for this week. got to pay all my hutangs mah..
soooo sad but i am sexcited about the trip to bangkok with Oombha and frens.. hahaha New Year man!!!!
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
HAHAHAH updates <<< no la!
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK
hehehe usually i would actually go and surf for an appropriate picture.. but I am WAY too lazy to do that .. hahaha which also explains why I havent updated my blog.. still no internet at home and once i get to the cybercafe, first thing I do is check my guys4men messages .. hohohoho and then i just wanna play espando granada or warcraft hohoho.. basically a lazy bum
but i did promise updates right? ok first off work is ok now. hohoh ahhaha having some fun amongst the boring bits.. hey its a living isnt it? sales is really bad this month..
as for ramadhan, at first I though I was try not having sex at all this holy month but alas.. the reformed pervert aint THAT reformed hahahaha.. so x kesampaian la niat ku yg murni.. by puasa ke 6, I dah ada kat TASEK Kelana Jaya .. ok this bit I will delete HAHAHAHAHAH in a week or so.. coz x nak kantoi ngan VINCE.. ko nak MATI!!!???? hehehehe I GERSANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okla so that story berhenti di situ..
anyway, I ada hantar email pendek ucapan selamat menyambut ramadhan kat that one guy yg dulu I tergilakan tapi dia shut me down coz I was too exposed. xpe la.. sometimes i think of him, so i bagi la email.. and he balas.. looks ok la.. maybe boleh jadik kawan..
on other updates.. oh HAKIM is having a berbuka posa at his new place which I have been to many many times hahahaha this Saturday.. thank goodness I cuti hari tue.. tapi Vince hari tue ajak do something.. i dunno la. maybe i ajak dia gi berbuka skali kot.. and I semalam bawak si HAKIM tue gi amek IC kat Kota Damansara hehehhe kena tunggu sejam siot coz depa gi lunch.. tapi dapat gak IC baru.. I nyer gambaq best sgt hahahaha nanti i scan and upload ok? pastu kiteorang gi la cari kerja for him, isi borang bagai kat starbuxx, pastu round2 i nampak guess kids hiring suruh dia gi walk in .. hahahahha and as it turns out,... dia dapat kerja tue! even though as part time je.. anyway.. tadi dia start.. GOOD LUCK HAKIM!!!
hehehe usually i would actually go and surf for an appropriate picture.. but I am WAY too lazy to do that .. hahaha which also explains why I havent updated my blog.. still no internet at home and once i get to the cybercafe, first thing I do is check my guys4men messages .. hohohoho and then i just wanna play espando granada or warcraft hohoho.. basically a lazy bum
but i did promise updates right? ok first off work is ok now. hohoh ahhaha having some fun amongst the boring bits.. hey its a living isnt it? sales is really bad this month..
as for ramadhan, at first I though I was try not having sex at all this holy month but alas.. the reformed pervert aint THAT reformed hahahaha.. so x kesampaian la niat ku yg murni.. by puasa ke 6, I dah ada kat TASEK Kelana Jaya .. ok this bit I will delete HAHAHAHAHAH in a week or so.. coz x nak kantoi ngan VINCE.. ko nak MATI!!!???? hehehehe I GERSANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okla so that story berhenti di situ..
anyway, I ada hantar email pendek ucapan selamat menyambut ramadhan kat that one guy yg dulu I tergilakan tapi dia shut me down coz I was too exposed. xpe la.. sometimes i think of him, so i bagi la email.. and he balas.. looks ok la.. maybe boleh jadik kawan..
on other updates.. oh HAKIM is having a berbuka posa at his new place which I have been to many many times hahahaha this Saturday.. thank goodness I cuti hari tue.. tapi Vince hari tue ajak do something.. i dunno la. maybe i ajak dia gi berbuka skali kot.. and I semalam bawak si HAKIM tue gi amek IC kat Kota Damansara hehehhe kena tunggu sejam siot coz depa gi lunch.. tapi dapat gak IC baru.. I nyer gambaq best sgt hahahaha nanti i scan and upload ok? pastu kiteorang gi la cari kerja for him, isi borang bagai kat starbuxx, pastu round2 i nampak guess kids hiring suruh dia gi walk in .. hahahahha and as it turns out,... dia dapat kerja tue! even though as part time je.. anyway.. tadi dia start.. GOOD LUCK HAKIM!!!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Its been a while
Well, I met a reader today hehehehe suddenly out of the blue, this guy told me that he knew me hohoho that he reads my blog.... its always a pleasure to come across a reader heheheheh
so this entry is to apologize to everybody who does read my blog on the fact that I havent been updating regularly. And the posts that I do have are lacking in substance.. There are emotional times lately when I wanted to just pour out on this blog but alas.. hahaha now i have to think of the repurcussions of writing what I want to write here.
so I dont.. I have been very busy lately.. with a new job in 1 utama. at Forever21 ... transitions are always a bitch.. hopefully I'll be able to update more often when the streamyx arrives..
as usual, the bills are amounting and life seems full of fun while being empty still. Ramadhan is coming soon.. and I still havent prepared for it like i promised myself last year.
so this entry is to apologize to everybody who does read my blog on the fact that I havent been updating regularly. And the posts that I do have are lacking in substance.. There are emotional times lately when I wanted to just pour out on this blog but alas.. hahaha now i have to think of the repurcussions of writing what I want to write here.
so I dont.. I have been very busy lately.. with a new job in 1 utama. at Forever21 ... transitions are always a bitch.. hopefully I'll be able to update more often when the streamyx arrives..
as usual, the bills are amounting and life seems full of fun while being empty still. Ramadhan is coming soon.. and I still havent prepared for it like i promised myself last year.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
my Mom's non participative policy
today was a bit slow and hectic, its one of those days.. my fever broke today i think and I am feeling much better. These past few days have been quite reflective for me. Thinking of relationships and all. I tried to do a bunch of things at about 4pm today hohohoho silly me didnt get to public bank before they closed so I couldn't open up an account. Neither did I managed to get that registered letter from the post office, no doubt another letter asking me to pay my outstanding car loan.
But I did manage to make copies of the house key. I actually made a copy for my sister but mommy refused to give her a copy (i dunno why not), got myself a haircut and asked CIMB about a balance transfer. they only offer 0% for 3 months. not enough for me.
Anyway, to the gist of the story, as I went back home, I singgah my sister punya office to get back my maybank card. :) her computer got infected which I am going to try to fix tomorow. anyway, I went home after that, and my mom got in a row with my sister. I am skipping details sinc I am pretty tired of this typical long long post too.
anyway, apparently my mom doesnt want any additional stress anymore. not from me (being gay), not from my sister (fights with the husband) and not from my brother (failing his exams and drug abuse). I totally understand, who would want it, you raised your children to adulthood and of course you would expect them to be independently self sufficient. But to hear that your mom dont want to know of your problems and you better solve it yourself. *sigh* sedeh pon ada gak. but she does make sense you know. My sister shouldn't be fighting with her husband in public. shouting in the phone and all. it is distracting to the office.
and my brother well... lets just skip that subject.. as for me.. what the fuck am I gonna do? be straight? shit. oh well I guess I should antagonize her too much. But for the record I think after a few months, with this new job, things should be much much better. hopefully, I can pay off all my outstanding debts. start saving again. and generally be independent. I think I am too spontaneous... I dont think thngs through.. oh well thats just me.
But I did manage to make copies of the house key. I actually made a copy for my sister but mommy refused to give her a copy (i dunno why not), got myself a haircut and asked CIMB about a balance transfer. they only offer 0% for 3 months. not enough for me.
Anyway, to the gist of the story, as I went back home, I singgah my sister punya office to get back my maybank card. :) her computer got infected which I am going to try to fix tomorow. anyway, I went home after that, and my mom got in a row with my sister. I am skipping details sinc I am pretty tired of this typical long long post too.
anyway, apparently my mom doesnt want any additional stress anymore. not from me (being gay), not from my sister (fights with the husband) and not from my brother (failing his exams and drug abuse). I totally understand, who would want it, you raised your children to adulthood and of course you would expect them to be independently self sufficient. But to hear that your mom dont want to know of your problems and you better solve it yourself. *sigh* sedeh pon ada gak. but she does make sense you know. My sister shouldn't be fighting with her husband in public. shouting in the phone and all. it is distracting to the office.
and my brother well... lets just skip that subject.. as for me.. what the fuck am I gonna do? be straight? shit. oh well I guess I should antagonize her too much. But for the record I think after a few months, with this new job, things should be much much better. hopefully, I can pay off all my outstanding debts. start saving again. and generally be independent. I think I am too spontaneous... I dont think thngs through.. oh well thats just me.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Congratz to myself!
ok I got a new job. Its not a great job but there is more pay and shorter hours.. no more work until 2 am.. which I've been doing for 2 nights in a row..
Sent in my resignation letter yesterday.. Asked for waiver of notice period but it was denied. Asked for reduction of notice period by 3 freaking days also denied.. I have a fucking asshole of a boss. Ah nevermind la.. he will rot in hell while I chew on lemons in heaven.
*mumbo jumbo* (baca mantera nie) Karma will bite u in the ass! Bitch!
ok la.. enough of that.. I kerja nanti in JB so bai bai la org kl semua.. bai bai orgies (ooops i x ceritakan anything pasal my orgy sessions these last month or 2) hohoho in fact, since I join guys4men tue.. hahaha I've been having alot of sex with alot of cute cute cute cute guys... okla.. xde la banyak.. sorang dua je.. and there is this one totally HOT guy i nak on dengan tapi nak wat macam mana? dia dok ampang and I have no port.. ;( nak gi umah member i yg sorang tue pon i segan plus kena usung dia ke hulu hilir bagai.. ko giler? nak drive gi ampang, then drive balik kj and then drive gi ampang balik?
hmmm tengok la poket macam mana gigih nanti.. nak isi minyak perlu duit apa.
oh back 2 the story? I akan kerja in City Square hohoho tengah tengah bandar.. matila parking n minyak.. if i was still buddy buddy with my sis kan best.. boleh dok umah dia.. and its a call center job.. matila i jadik macam ISIS hohoho.. anyway.. wish me all the best in luck and siapa nak buat appointment jumpa kat JB no hal!!! I nak buat Parti Liberal Universal cawangan Johor
Sent in my resignation letter yesterday.. Asked for waiver of notice period but it was denied. Asked for reduction of notice period by 3 freaking days also denied.. I have a fucking asshole of a boss. Ah nevermind la.. he will rot in hell while I chew on lemons in heaven.
*mumbo jumbo* (baca mantera nie) Karma will bite u in the ass! Bitch!
ok la.. enough of that.. I kerja nanti in JB so bai bai la org kl semua.. bai bai orgies (ooops i x ceritakan anything pasal my orgy sessions these last month or 2) hohoho in fact, since I join guys4men tue.. hahaha I've been having alot of sex with alot of cute cute cute cute guys... okla.. xde la banyak.. sorang dua je.. and there is this one totally HOT guy i nak on dengan tapi nak wat macam mana? dia dok ampang and I have no port.. ;( nak gi umah member i yg sorang tue pon i segan plus kena usung dia ke hulu hilir bagai.. ko giler? nak drive gi ampang, then drive balik kj and then drive gi ampang balik?
hmmm tengok la poket macam mana gigih nanti.. nak isi minyak perlu duit apa.
oh back 2 the story? I akan kerja in City Square hohoho tengah tengah bandar.. matila parking n minyak.. if i was still buddy buddy with my sis kan best.. boleh dok umah dia.. and its a call center job.. matila i jadik macam ISIS hohoho.. anyway.. wish me all the best in luck and siapa nak buat appointment jumpa kat JB no hal!!! I nak buat Parti Liberal Universal cawangan Johor
Friday, April 06, 2007
Quick update...
hmm ok so I wont tell u guys about my brother because it isnt my place. Even though I want to bitch about it but I wont.
However it is important to know that My mom had an actualy conversation today. About my brother. The problem that actually absorbed most of the attention and wrath from my coming out. Yes, I think I am surviving this "crisis" which means, I dont have to move out just yet.
She did touch upon the whole me being gay thing tho, briefly at which point, I chose to remain quiet.
However it is important to know that My mom had an actualy conversation today. About my brother. The problem that actually absorbed most of the attention and wrath from my coming out. Yes, I think I am surviving this "crisis" which means, I dont have to move out just yet.
She did touch upon the whole me being gay thing tho, briefly at which point, I chose to remain quiet.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
The Day After?
It was weird... I have butterflies in my stomach but when I entered... Nothing. No drama, nothing.. I know I am fucking chicken shit so I went in got my phone.. went here and there... looked for the keys to my house (ironic isn't it?) which i had just found to be missing from my car keys tangle.
And left. Went to TTDI to wait for someone (still gigih nie) but no show so I went to Collins place. Swam in the pool and just basically hanged out. by midnight, I figure I had better get back. *sigh*
it is just so weird. But i checked my messages, the irony is that the SMS that totally outed me was from my Str8 Fren, it states something like "Gay, aku x dapat dtg la mlm nie, ada hal. lain kali aja la ok? nanti aku bagi ko isap konek aku."
it was a fucking joke! but it started the whole witch hunt.
And left. Went to TTDI to wait for someone (still gigih nie) but no show so I went to Collins place. Swam in the pool and just basically hanged out. by midnight, I figure I had better get back. *sigh*
it is just so weird. But i checked my messages, the irony is that the SMS that totally outed me was from my Str8 Fren, it states something like "Gay, aku x dapat dtg la mlm nie, ada hal. lain kali aja la ok? nanti aku bagi ko isap konek aku."
it was a fucking joke! but it started the whole witch hunt.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Gigihnyer AKU!!!
YESS! I am very the gigih(industrious).. hmmm lets see.. how was the weekend? half and half.. Friday, i picked up collins from Sentral, then went over to pick uup 3 boys from *** Damansara.. I can never remember the exact name for that place..its near IKEA.. if you go under the thingy instead of to the left..
anyway.. we went to La Queen that night oh but first we ate at Kedai Kak Ara, near Blue Boy. Hmm after that I got a call from Nik from sarawak who i got in contact with thru G4M. He said he just checked in Hotel Imperial next to KFC BB. so I went to to bring him over to La Queen.. sheet.. we waited like 45minutes but no show.. he did call me la.. so it wasnt like that lame of him.
I can understand.. he hasnt met me before, and there I was bringing along 3 other person huhuhu I would have been shy too .. . wait huhuuh I wouldnt .. anyway we left anyhow... after he didnt answer the calls or sms.. what to do.. which in fact was kinda kewl too coz by the time we arrived at La Queen, it wasnt too early.. In fact when we got in, it was kinda empty.. I even got that sinking feeling in the pit of the stomach that sez, "Where the fuck is the party" and "Loser!" at the same time.. hohoho but apparently, after some sign or cue that I have no idea about, may be there is a standardized time when its ok to start coming in?
Coz the flow didnt stop after the place was packed hohoho so many cute boyz.. well lets just cut it short by saying I had loads of fun... even some people I know =) basically had fun.. oh did i tell u, tonite was to bring their friend Mizie out coz he aint never been gay clubbin before .. and sheeet he never been to the Queens Park either.. so thats where we went afterwards.. suffice to say that I stayed there quite late as there were quite a few people I knew and quite a few I got to know hohohoho..
came home around 5 or something.. woke up showered, at around 10 or 11, got in the car with my mom and bro.. and drove to KUANTAN! hohohoho! yess... I didnt even get that much sleep. Which was why I drove until after Temerloh... and then my mom drove.
the way back to kl i drove all the way.. but in KUANTAN, it was boring! yep.. I dont think i ever want to travel with my mother again. I mean if budget is tight, then stay at budget places but I guess when u get older, nagging is like i dunno enjoyable. Plus she didn't let me use the car at night also. said I didnt know the roads.. like hello.. i went to kuantan on my own, found my sister's campus on my own and bloody drove everywhere there on my own. Plus i drove in fucking singapore alonE! for friggin's sake.. I think I could handle a 2km drive to Teluk chempedak from Annexe RestHouse (RM80/ROOMx2).
I bet you she thought I was gonna get some man pussy. Which I was planning on hhuhuu sorry Din(G4M) couldnt make it.. but me being stubborn as i normally am. Decided to fucking walk on my god given two fuckin legs to bloody Teluk Chempedak 2 fuckin kilometers away. Ok, I didnt actually know it was 2 km away until after I have started my journey. everything was fine.. until I arrived there.. then it rained.. and it didnt stop.... huhuhuhu hmmm but between boredom and wet.. i will usually choose wet.. so i walked around still hmmm Teluk Chempedak would be an AMAZING place for camping.. there is this hidden beach reachable thru the raised pathways and it looks heaven (ok it was dark) plus i betcha I could skinny dip as early as 10pm there .. hohohoho
i did meet some people.. kids actually but since I was smelling rather funky, I didnt want to test the graciousness.. even though one was fuckin cute.. huhu.. trust me to find a cute kid in the dark while its raining. so the story ends with me walking back which is always a chore since there is nothing to look forward to. and now my legs are sore and my left feet hurts..
hmmmm silly me.
anyway.. we went to La Queen that night oh but first we ate at Kedai Kak Ara, near Blue Boy. Hmm after that I got a call from Nik from sarawak who i got in contact with thru G4M. He said he just checked in Hotel Imperial next to KFC BB. so I went to to bring him over to La Queen.. sheet.. we waited like 45minutes but no show.. he did call me la.. so it wasnt like that lame of him.
I can understand.. he hasnt met me before, and there I was bringing along 3 other person huhuhu I would have been shy too .. . wait huhuuh I wouldnt .. anyway we left anyhow... after he didnt answer the calls or sms.. what to do.. which in fact was kinda kewl too coz by the time we arrived at La Queen, it wasnt too early.. In fact when we got in, it was kinda empty.. I even got that sinking feeling in the pit of the stomach that sez, "Where the fuck is the party" and "Loser!" at the same time.. hohoho but apparently, after some sign or cue that I have no idea about, may be there is a standardized time when its ok to start coming in?
Coz the flow didnt stop after the place was packed hohoho so many cute boyz.. well lets just cut it short by saying I had loads of fun... even some people I know =) basically had fun.. oh did i tell u, tonite was to bring their friend Mizie out coz he aint never been gay clubbin before .. and sheeet he never been to the Queens Park either.. so thats where we went afterwards.. suffice to say that I stayed there quite late as there were quite a few people I knew and quite a few I got to know hohohoho..
came home around 5 or something.. woke up showered, at around 10 or 11, got in the car with my mom and bro.. and drove to KUANTAN! hohohoho! yess... I didnt even get that much sleep. Which was why I drove until after Temerloh... and then my mom drove.
the way back to kl i drove all the way.. but in KUANTAN, it was boring! yep.. I dont think i ever want to travel with my mother again. I mean if budget is tight, then stay at budget places but I guess when u get older, nagging is like i dunno enjoyable. Plus she didn't let me use the car at night also. said I didnt know the roads.. like hello.. i went to kuantan on my own, found my sister's campus on my own and bloody drove everywhere there on my own. Plus i drove in fucking singapore alonE! for friggin's sake.. I think I could handle a 2km drive to Teluk chempedak from Annexe RestHouse (RM80/ROOMx2).
I bet you she thought I was gonna get some man pussy. Which I was planning on hhuhuu sorry Din(G4M) couldnt make it.. but me being stubborn as i normally am. Decided to fucking walk on my god given two fuckin legs to bloody Teluk Chempedak 2 fuckin kilometers away. Ok, I didnt actually know it was 2 km away until after I have started my journey. everything was fine.. until I arrived there.. then it rained.. and it didnt stop.... huhuhuhu hmmm but between boredom and wet.. i will usually choose wet.. so i walked around still hmmm Teluk Chempedak would be an AMAZING place for camping.. there is this hidden beach reachable thru the raised pathways and it looks heaven (ok it was dark) plus i betcha I could skinny dip as early as 10pm there .. hohohoho
i did meet some people.. kids actually but since I was smelling rather funky, I didnt want to test the graciousness.. even though one was fuckin cute.. huhu.. trust me to find a cute kid in the dark while its raining. so the story ends with me walking back which is always a chore since there is nothing to look forward to. and now my legs are sore and my left feet hurts..
hmmmm silly me.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I am sooooooooooo tired!!
well I worked late last night.. and the night before, not to mention i had a busy2 weekend..
so in sypnosis I'll just tell the bare details.. hmm on fri after work, I picked up Arul from ILP. After that, we went to Collins's place in damansara perdana. The plan was to help him move some things over to his new place in ritz perdana, its right next door.
So biasala, Me and Arul went for a swim at the swimming pool huhuhu wanted to fool around in there but he wasnt that game hohoho.. so we both went back upstairs la drippin wet and all... I told him to get into the bathroom first. At which point when i went to the living room collins asked, "Save water, go shower together" "We dont have that kind of relationship" I replied. huhuhu but then i went to that bathroom and opened the door huhuhu it wasnt locked =) i pon cakap "nak join sama" hahaha and so we mandi sama.. in the end he ended up fucking me WOOOOT!!! this is the first time ... hohoho...
so after that we helped collins move.. and headed to La Queen. only RM8 entrance for softdrinks huhuhu.. I wanted to ajak more people but everybody I called was not around. But La Queen was FUCKING AWESOME! tapi sayang, Arul is actually a very good dancer tapi he was sooo tired out, he couldnt dance. huhuhu i guess he plays rugby and all but he doesnt have a gay man's stamina for clubbin.
ok so La Queen ended at around 3pm, I met Isis Natasha on the dance floor that night, okla it was the podium where i met her. and later on Kie also came over. There was someone else who was there that knew me but i didnt know where he knows me. oOoOoOo maybe it's that guy who works in Liquid.. i dunno la..
so after La Queen, I called up Zamani, "lets go taseq permaisuri" hehehehe.. so i went to sentul, picked him up, gi to taseq, hanged out with his old friend Adi who just passed the first Police Inspector exams/interview huhuhu.. he wants to be known as Inspector Sheila. That night(morning la) we slept at Zamani's place until sat evening. The whole day was spent playing cards with his cute str8 housemate named hairul huhuhu... as usual, I hit on him like nobody's business.. and then we waited for Adli to come and brought him to Mirage. It was his first time to a sauna hohoho. wanted to go to Otot2 but it was alredy 7pm a little bit late..
okla i didnt have fun.. tapi after that at like 1am, we went for supper in kg baru and hey presto! decided to have a movie marathon! boleh? so I pilih "300", Adli pilih that buaya movie and Zamani picked a stupid national lampoon movie featuring Paris Hilton.
hahaha as u can tell we woke up late.. after which oombha came over, dia ajak gi umah andi tapi we ols dinch. and off we went to Otot2. this time I balik sendiri lepas tu.. tapi u know wat? lepas otot2 I forgot.. I promised Collins I would send him to KLIA in the morning.. so apa lagi? tidoq la kat damansara perdana .. but you know la.. I dont get to watch Astro that often, so I watched Heroes, Grey's anatomy and fashion house dulu before tidoq. I sent collins to Sentral in the morning like at 7:30am. there wasnt time to send him elsewhere if I didnt want to be late for work.
Oh and at work, I finished up what my boss asked. Siap kena marah lagi tue.. the guy expects me to work over the weekend. then worked on the brand discoveries for a credit card company. guess what?
THAT LASTED UNTIL 2am!!! got in to work at around 11:15am the next day and ended up staying up until 5am this morning... !! bangun lambat skit .. and clocked in to work today at noon. VOLEH!!
so I AM FREAKING TIRED!! oh sheet i forgot to tell you, i managed to meet Aiskrem Potong huhuhu he is here on holiday from Dubai.. we have plans to party at La Queen this fri! huhuhu he gave me a camel as a keepsake =)
so in sypnosis I'll just tell the bare details.. hmm on fri after work, I picked up Arul from ILP. After that, we went to Collins's place in damansara perdana. The plan was to help him move some things over to his new place in ritz perdana, its right next door.
So biasala, Me and Arul went for a swim at the swimming pool huhuhu wanted to fool around in there but he wasnt that game hohoho.. so we both went back upstairs la drippin wet and all... I told him to get into the bathroom first. At which point when i went to the living room collins asked, "Save water, go shower together" "We dont have that kind of relationship" I replied. huhuhu but then i went to that bathroom and opened the door huhuhu it wasnt locked =) i pon cakap "nak join sama" hahaha and so we mandi sama.. in the end he ended up fucking me WOOOOT!!! this is the first time ... hohoho...
so after that we helped collins move.. and headed to La Queen. only RM8 entrance for softdrinks huhuhu.. I wanted to ajak more people but everybody I called was not around. But La Queen was FUCKING AWESOME! tapi sayang, Arul is actually a very good dancer tapi he was sooo tired out, he couldnt dance. huhuhu i guess he plays rugby and all but he doesnt have a gay man's stamina for clubbin.
ok so La Queen ended at around 3pm, I met Isis Natasha on the dance floor that night, okla it was the podium where i met her. and later on Kie also came over. There was someone else who was there that knew me but i didnt know where he knows me. oOoOoOo maybe it's that guy who works in Liquid.. i dunno la..
so after La Queen, I called up Zamani, "lets go taseq permaisuri" hehehehe.. so i went to sentul, picked him up, gi to taseq, hanged out with his old friend Adi who just passed the first Police Inspector exams/interview huhuhu.. he wants to be known as Inspector Sheila. That night(morning la) we slept at Zamani's place until sat evening. The whole day was spent playing cards with his cute str8 housemate named hairul huhuhu... as usual, I hit on him like nobody's business.. and then we waited for Adli to come and brought him to Mirage. It was his first time to a sauna hohoho. wanted to go to Otot2 but it was alredy 7pm a little bit late..
okla i didnt have fun.. tapi after that at like 1am, we went for supper in kg baru and hey presto! decided to have a movie marathon! boleh? so I pilih "300", Adli pilih that buaya movie and Zamani picked a stupid national lampoon movie featuring Paris Hilton.
hahaha as u can tell we woke up late.. after which oombha came over, dia ajak gi umah andi tapi we ols dinch. and off we went to Otot2. this time I balik sendiri lepas tu.. tapi u know wat? lepas otot2 I forgot.. I promised Collins I would send him to KLIA in the morning.. so apa lagi? tidoq la kat damansara perdana .. but you know la.. I dont get to watch Astro that often, so I watched Heroes, Grey's anatomy and fashion house dulu before tidoq. I sent collins to Sentral in the morning like at 7:30am. there wasnt time to send him elsewhere if I didnt want to be late for work.
Oh and at work, I finished up what my boss asked. Siap kena marah lagi tue.. the guy expects me to work over the weekend. then worked on the brand discoveries for a credit card company. guess what?
THAT LASTED UNTIL 2am!!! got in to work at around 11:15am the next day and ended up staying up until 5am this morning... !! bangun lambat skit .. and clocked in to work today at noon. VOLEH!!
so I AM FREAKING TIRED!! oh sheet i forgot to tell you, i managed to meet Aiskrem Potong huhuhu he is here on holiday from Dubai.. we have plans to party at La Queen this fri! huhuhu he gave me a camel as a keepsake =)
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